i'm sorry

i can still hear him ((Ask/RP blog for Grimdark!AU Good Yuck/Oliver from Yin Yang Yo! NSFW in terms of blood and gore. Post-Upstanding Yuck))

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"Y-your fault…? How is it your fault? Why…why were you punished? For what?" Yin was curious. "Oliver, please. Y-you can tell me. I won’t judge you, okay? You’re a good person.” 

She believed he was a good person. Before, he wasn’t, but…now, he was. She thought he was. Yin rubbed the back of her head, "You didn’t deserve to have your eye like that. You didn’t deserve punishment. T-that was a pretty harsh punishment, Oliver…"

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"I-it's my f-fault....because I-I'm so w-weak..." His eye glossed over, as if remembering something; "He s-said I deserved i-it....for t-trusting you. For t-trying so h-hard to be friends w-with you..."

His voice broke. "H-he said I h-had to learn a l-lesson...P-pay the p-price!"

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"Y-you’re welcome." 

Yin gave a small smile, then frowned, closing her eyes. "Again, I’m…sorry. About your eye, I was just…trying to help. I-I didn’t know I was gonna make it worse…" Guilt swept through her. She probably shouldn’t have even tried using peroxide to clean it. 

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"S-sorry? B-but it w-wasn't your f-fault!" His ears drooped and his eye dulled. "I-it was my f-fault...it w-was my punishment, but I t-thought....I d-didn't k-know it w-was that bad..."

He hugged his knees closer to his chest. "It's a-all my fault....i-it's always m-my fault..."

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Yin winced, utterly surprised by the embrace. Her body tensed at first as she glanced down at the other, her eyes starting to soften. She nodded, her shoulders relaxing a little. "I…I won’t kick you out. I…I don’t want to be alone, either…I’ve been alone for so long, and it’s been horrible.

Oliver, you can stay here, as long as you want.” She carefully gave him a rather gentle hug. "Okay?"

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Oliver froze as Yin hugged him back. It felt.....nice, so nice to be in her arms. She was so gentle with him...no one had ever been gentle with him, not even back before everything went wrong.

He closed his eye and gave a shuddery sigh; "T-thank you..."

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Yin carefully began wrapping the gauze around Oliver’s damaged eye, not saying a word for a few minutes. Her body was trembling as she tried holding back tears. She felt awful. She hadn’t meant to hurt him even more. 

Another couple of moments passed, and she was finished. She bandaged it well(or so she thought), and she stepped back to look. Yep. Looked better than it did, before. She exhaled a shaky breath. "I-I’m so sorry." She repeated for the forth or fifth time. "I-if you…want to just…leave, I understand. I didn’t make anything better…"

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"N-NO!"

Oliver's good eye shrunk to a pinprick, his breath hitched and in a sudden movement he clung on to the pink rabbit, crying and shivering. "P-please d-don't l-leave me alone! I-I-I...."

He looked up at her, eye glossy with tears and his lower lip trembling; "C-can I...can I-I stay....f-for a while...?"

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He was panicking and screaming and crying and it was all her fault. All her damn fault. Yin carefully knelt down beside him, tears trickling down her cheeks. She still held some of the new bandage gauze in one hand as she stared at the other rabbit in alarm. 

"O-Oliver, I-I’m sorry. I-I shouldn’t have messed with it…" She couldn’t help but cringe. "E-everything will be okay, though…" She wasn’t sure about that. She wanted to calm him down…

"P-please…listen to me. That eye should be bandaged up now…o-okay…?"

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Oliver stepped back, eyes wide and squirming like a caged animal. But then he saw her....crying? Was she crying because of him? Had he made her sad?

Slowly, he nodded. His body was still trembling as he let Yin get closer to him, his face tear-and-bloodstained.

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(-shifty eyes-)

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#gaby#I know that M!A was you

YOUCAN'TPROVEANYTHING

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Yin glanced in the mirror as well, her eyes widening. She made it worse. Oh god, she only made it worse. She covered her mouth for a split second before facing Oliver. She swiftly grabbed some bandage gauze and handed it over, in fear she’d make things even worse. She turned away, hot tears stinging at her eyes. 

O-oh god, I-I’m so sorry. I-I shouldn’t have messed with it, I-I thought…t-thought I’d be able to make it better…” 

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"M-my eye....N-no..."

His legs were trembling, his breath quickening. He wanted to stop looking at his grisly looking eye, but he couldn't tear his gaze from it as much as he wanted to. 

Dark blood started dripping out of it again, and a sharp, burning pain wracked his head. Making a sound between a wail and a pained scream, he fell down to his knees, "N-no, no no no no NO NO NO-"

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"I-I know. I’m s-sorry. I’m trying to c-clean it…" 

Yin stammered out, hating to see the green rabbit in so much pain. Ugh, she couldn’t take much more of it. Another moment, and she stopped dabbing the wound. She cleaned it as well as she could. Yin bit her lip and watched Oliver. "T-there. I did the best I could." 

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Oliver tried to stifle his sobs and at least maintain some of his dignity. Sniffling and wiping his nose with his hoodie sleeve, he looked around for a mirror and peered into the first one he found. What he saw almost made him scream, but the sheer terror stopped any sound from coming out.

His eye was nothing but a mutilated, reddish mess of flesh. The skin around his socket was rotting, the fur no longer present, and the organ itself was beyond recognition, much less proper healing.

His hand hovered over the remains of his eye, trembling and not daring to touch it. "M-m-my eye..."

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Werewolf: If you had to spend your life with just one person, who would it be?

"N-nobody w-would ever w-w-want to be w-with me....not e-even Yuck, but h-he's stuck with m-me, so..."

"And a-anyways, he's t-the s-s-strong one of u-us too....I n-need him. I'm t-too weak w-w-without h-him..."

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(BOOP I’m here.)

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((*BOOPS BACK*))

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(AW YE

TIME TO RP MORE FEELS)

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((HELL YE MAN YOU KNOW ANGSTY RPS ARE MY JAM))

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Zombie: Do you miss anyone right now?

"H-how can I m-miss anyone if I d-don't h-h-have anybody t-to begin w-w-with?"

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(BOOP I’m here.)

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((*BOOPS BACK*))

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ϟ Monsters-themed Asks!

Vampire: Someone offers you a chance at immortality. Do you take it, and why or why not?

Werewolf: If you had to spend your life with just one person, who would it be?

Witch: If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

Ghost: Do you have any regrets?

Frankenstein: Is someone telling you how to live your life, or are you an independent person?

Mummy: If you were to fall into an eternal sleep, do you think anyone would miss you?

Zombie: Do you miss anyone right now?

Faerie: If you could get away with anything, what would you do?

Nymph: What are you like when you’re by yourself?

Mermaid: How far would you go to keep the one you love?

Shapeshifter: What would you change about yourself?

Banshee: If you knew one of your loved ones/best friends had only one day left to live, how would you spend that last day with them?

Siren: If you could make anyone do anything, what would you make them do?

Genie: If you had one wish that would come true and couldn’t be reversed, what would you ask for?

Fury: What is a word/phrase that you dread to hear?

Incubus: What would someone have to do to get in your pants?

Succubus: What’s one thing you can’t live without?

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Inner Demons || denied-repentance

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She hadn’t meant to hurt him. And his cry made her heart hurt. But this had to be done. Yin continued to tend to the wound, dabbing it with peroxide and cleaning it. It was taking a while, and the pink rabbit was patient. She’d clean it all night if she had to. 

"I-I know it hurts, I know…" Her voice was soothing, "I’ll be done cleaning it, soon…" 

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Oliver didn't reply; he only cowered and whimpered as Yin cleaned his eye, his good eye filling with tears that rolled down his cheeks. The peroxide stung very badly (his wound was MUCH worse than he originally thought), and after a while he couldn't stop himself from crying, sniffling like a toddler.

"I-It hurts t-t-too m-much!"

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Good. This was good. Finally, they were getting somewhere! But…ugh, that eye…

Yin tensed for a second, "This is gonna sting a little, okay? B-but this peroxide’s gonna help, I promise." She dabbed a little of the peroxide on the towel, and leaned forward, lightly dabbing the wound. 

This looked bad, very bad. How long had Oliver had this? He didn’t think of cleaning it? "Sorry if it hurts."

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Oliver noticed the way Yin tensed as she looked at his eye and instantly cringed, ashamed. Her reaction was no surprise, after all; he was disgusting.

Disgusting.

The moment the peroxide touched his wound, Oliver recoiled and cried out. It hurt so much! But he knew Yin was right, and instead he stayed put and bit his lip, his good eye getting teary from the pain.

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Oh dear. Yin stared at Oliver’s wounded eye then looked at Oliver. "Stay right here, okay? I’ll be right back." She headed down the hall, trying to remember where the medicine was placed. She moved back to the living room and entered the kitchen. She frowned, searching through the cabinets, then found what she was looking for. 

Some kind of antibiotic for wounds, a bottle of peroxide, and a wet towel. She walked back toward Oliver, her eyes softening a bit. "Can I…can I try and clean it…? I mean…maybe if I did that, your eye might start getting better…and it wouldn’t hurt as much…"

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Oliver looked warily at the pink rabbit, not sure of what to do for a while. In the end, however, he gave in and turned around slowly to let Yin have a better look at his eye.

The wound was caked in dried blood, scarred and so poorly healed one could barely see if there was still an eye underneath. Blood leaked out of it - too dark for what blood should be like - and it smelled of rot.

Oliver cringed and looked away, ashamed of his appearance. He had been so sure the wound was not too bad, he had chosen to just wrap it in bandages and act like nothing happened. He didn't even know how it looked, but he could already tell it was worse than he thought.