ⓘ warning of toxic blogging, suicidal content, substance abuse, and self-destruct romanticization.
There are far worse things, but you'll notice soon enough, and I don't need to tell you. ;)
I deposit my essence and my darkest tastes in the purest form here. (even though I know no one gives a fyuck and no one'll read or see it).
sick and obscure thoughts that I write sometimes end up here too, this blog is also a kind of "diary".
ⓘ apologize if my text seems strange, English's not my first language.
don't be surprised by the formal and polite way I speak and act; my personality changes completely from minute to minute... yes, I can hurt/disappoint you.
and I'll.
۶ৎ slavic ghost, 20+, INTJ, born April 7.
۶ৎ diagnosed with BPD, major depression, and ana. (the holy trinity as I like to call it).
۶ৎ addiction to opioids, nicotine (cigarettes are already an accessory in my hand). also love pod, vape, (anything electronic with a fruit flavor) and energy drinks.
۶ৎ my favorite food is instant soup, I like savory broths too. (I have a problem with solid foods, so my diet is basically liquid).
favorite drink is iced and very sweet hibiscus tea. (sweetener, I don't use sugar)
۶ৎ I collect teeth, rosaries, plushies, magazines, and CDs and DVDs. (love and parked in the 2000s!!!).
my favorite color is literally all shades of green.
I have some facial piercings and many, many tattoos.
I have permanent dark circles, it's almost like they're part of my huge set of scars. xaxaxa!
incredible as it may seem, I am a person who loves politics.
I have a degree in pharmacology and I am also a CNC operator (computerized numerical control).
my only dream was to join the Navy, but unfortunately my life took another turn.
obsessed with the military, it's an immensely passionate fixation.
I love to read and write, in all I already have 7 diaries, along with some notebooks of random thoughts.
I love to draw too...
my favorite book of all time is "The Desert of the Tartars" by the Italian writer Dino Buzzati.
I'm webdesigner, well... I was. I ended up putting that aside after AI started creating images with just commands.
until the beginning of this year I made edits and posted them on TikTok, but after losing my best friend to depression, I gave up on all that.
ⓘ I have a weird writing tic where I need to put periods at the end of any sentence, word, or emoji. please... don't be surprised by this.
۶ৎ DSBM is the musical genre that like and listen to the most, also take it as a lifestyle, after all...
sadness is something too beautiful to not being romanticized, isn't?
btw, my Spotify is a total mess. (I also have a passion for eurodance). ˙𐃷˙
my favorite song, if you even care:
۶ৎ don't leave my house (even my room) for anything, I'm scared to death of socializing in person and have the feeling of being watched and judged all time. I love my room...
so... I just get high on pills, listen to music on my headphones and lie down staring at the ceiling while smoking. (yeah, that's how all my days are)
ah! I use tags in posts only to ASSIMILATE what my aesthetic ""fits"". my romanticization of life and my style doesn't have a name.
I don't like labels, I don't fit right into boxes.
۶ৎ despite the creepy (freak) and weird aesthetics and appearance... let's say that I'm a puppy in terms of personality. XD
۶ৎ u can call me Denshi, and welcome everyone to my blog! (which is actually the cybernetic reflection of my mind).
