it Will Never Cum Again So You Can Cum Harder!

18+ | object | 20s | aegosexual | demisexual | antiromantic💖r4p3bunny believes it will never ever ever orgasm again, this will make its life worse, and it hopes it is right. it wants to do the right thing!!!💖 pronouns, kinks, see pinned post!

[denybunnyforgood]

About permanent edgebunny!

its final orgasm for life was: August 2022

its beliefs about itself are:

💖Different people/things are denied for different reasons and those reasons are valid!💖

💖Some do it for a while,

some do it because it makes them feel better,

but 🤗r4p3bunny🤗 believes it will never ever ever orgasm again for the rest of its entire life, this will make its life worse, and it hopes it is right. it wants to do the right thing!!!💖

This is because its perfected, actualized self would have its wants and needs frustrated for the amusement or arousal of others. it’s cuter that way! 😋 In a very real, but non-essentialist way (which it may one day elaborate on), it was born to suffer for others!

its pronouns are:

💖it/its💖

but please only if ur using it/its because it is an object or work of art, NOT because it is a bunny or kitten. Animals are not objects and deserve justice and recognition of their rights!

💖she/her💖

but please make sure to use it/its as often, more often, or entirely!

its honorifics are:

🥰forever edgebunny🥰

🥰r4p3kitten🥰

🥰torturetoy🥰

Basically any combination of edge-, r4p3-, torture-, suffer- as prefixes, -bunny, -bun, -kitten, -toy, -doll, -slave as suffixes, and adjectives like forever, worthless, useful, and permanent. There are more honorifics but they’re more for those who get to know it.

Some of its big kinks (foundations and examples) are:

Taboo stuff: Impermissibility is hot!

   🤗slavery!🤗

   🤗 r4p3!🤗

Desynchronization: Not being on the same page or mutually experiencing something is hot!

   🤗permanent orgasm denial!🤗

   🤗throatfucking/oral only (and anal if ud like, but pls make sure it isn't enjoyable!)!🤗

   🤗liking (or not caring!) if it desperately "needs" to breathe!🤗

   🤗keeping its throat filled/fucked so it’s crying and struggling even after you've cum!🤗

   🤗you fingering its throat while we're cuddling so its suffering can help you sleep!🤗

   🤗being naked when you and its superiors are clothed!🤗

Political trauma: However arbitrary, artificial hierarchies have traumatized it, that’s hot!

   🤗oppression for objectgender!🤗

Synthesis: Unique interactions of the other foundations are hot!

   🤗recognizing praiseworthiness of those who don't care about its needs or pleasure!🤗

Some other details if you want to keep reading about it!

it is ✨aegosexual and demisexual!!!✨

it is ✨aromantic!!!✨

it is ✨neurodivergent!!!✨

it is ✨mid 20s!!!✨

Some words you may see it using!

person world:

   the counterfactual world where it would have gotten to live a life where self-actualizing also gives it what it wants, makes it feel pleasure, and fulfillment! where it would have been born a person~

better off world:

   the counterfactual world where it would have gotten to live the best life it can with its traumas and the way it was born, sacrificing self-actualization and fulfillment for pleasure and to satisfy its non-self-actualizing desires (like the desire to cum!)! it is personally better off, though morally the world is worse off for it so hopefully that’s not confusing~

worst off world:

   the world it hopes is the actual world where it has sacrificed its non-self-actualizing desires (like the desire to cum) but still satisfies more self-actualizing desires, is in fact self-actualizing into a rly good girl, and the fulfillment it feels makes up for how much worse its life is! it realizes it isn’t an object and is treated accordingly, making its life the worst off it can make itself~

true worst off world:

   the morally best world, which it hopes isn’t this actual one, where it has managed to even suffer more than its sensation of fulfillment can make up for. that would be so cuuute!!! it hopes to avoid this, but it will be proud if it discovers this is where its choices have led it and that the world is a better place! see if you can suggest ways to make its life worse and possibly bring it here, that would be really good if you could and would really help make it the best object it can be!

morally neutral world:

   a counterfactual world where all of the sacrifice actually doesn’t self-actualize it very much. this would be bad for it. but keep in mind that being too soft on it risks better off world where it enjoys sex and stuff, which is even worse. at least in this world it doesn’t move further away from being an object, the only cost is its suffering which doesn’t have any moral weight. better morally neutral than morally bad!

If you have any questions or would like to give it suggestions for how it can make its life worse for you, please send an ask! And oh yeah, did it mention it’ll be going the rest of its life orgasmless?

[ontologicallyeviltortureprincess]

I have normal feelings about the concept of consent

[denybunnyforgood]

The things it has its dommes do to it with respect to consent are totally normal and would not get it mobbed and banned for being a victim.

[edgeoftheedge-deactivated202503]

Omg you're also ace and into this omgomg

Omg yess! It's not so often that you run into other aces on here! (or IRL, for me at least)

For me the kink came before the realisation of my sexuality. The kink mainly pleases the masochist in me, but I do believe that my ace side also has a role in it.

(I know it didn't ask but I felt like elaborating on the topic)

[denybunnyforgood]

Well consider it having asked! Elaborate more! it's traumasexual, aegosexual, and demisexual and all of these DEFINITELY impacted its relationship to kink. Wanting to make sure it never ever enjoys sex is part extreme masochism and submissiveness, and partly thanks to all the wonderful people who traumatized it and shaped its brain into a beautiful little object that shouldn't enjoy sex! Enjoyment is for people :)

It's all so connected and causally implicated!!!

[denybunnyforgood]

One kink super common in the orgasm denial space that it has the opposite of is unfairness. Fairness is justice, fairness is getting what you deserve. If it isn't a person isn't it simply fair that people get to cum while using it and it never does ever again?

One kink super common in the r@pekink space that it has the opposite of is a disregard for consent. What people do and don't consent to is really important. If its partner doesn't consent to stopping at its limits, doesn't it honor her consent to make sure it can't effectively resist? To make sure it forgives her no matter what?

One kink super common in the blackmail space that it has the opposite of is unhealthy dynamics. But when it tells her every sensitive piece of info about it, isn't being able to be open with your partner a sign of a healthy relationship? When it encourages her to hide things from it, isn't respecting your partner's privacy a sign of a healthy relationship?

it cares a lot about having a fair, consensual, and healthy relationship. That's why more than anything it will always make sure its partner is happy while it is miserable, its partner is comfortable while it isn't okay, and its partner knows everything about it while it knows nothing about her.

Doesn't everyone else want a fair, consensual, and healthy relationship too? Don't you want to encourage it to have that too?

[denybunnyforgood]

It is its firm belief that the more sadistic you are to it and the less you care about its well-being the more you deserve the feeling of having a mind shattering orgasm using one of its holes knowing it will never know what that feels like. It's unlike anything else, so it's heard. Looking down at it knowing whatever fulfillment it may get from never enjoying sex again pales in comparison to the joy you get from fucking it in ways you can tell it often isn't okay with at all. Isn't it nice to have been born a person?

[denybunnyforgood]

For others who've given up cumming for any length of time or who've also given it up permanently:

Did anything feel physically better than an orgasm?

Tons of things

Maybe one or two things

Better then mediocre orgasms but otherwise no

Orgasms had truly no rival

Don't remember!

Haha I still get to cum, nerd, hope you feel awful

Voting ended onJan 10, 2025

So tragic autocorrect fucked it over here it can't edit the poll anymore this will bother it forever. Better THAN. THAN.

[denybunnyforgood]

Well shoot! it answered better than mediocre cos it thought of these experiences:

Eating vegan bún riêu after some Muay Thai training has exhausted its muscles and it can feel the food rebuilding its entire body. Especially after stretching! That's always such a good feeling.

Getting a massage when its muscles are sore a day or two after working out at the gym.

Being so incredibly cold and tired and finally getting to just jump into a soft, warm bed and rolling itself in a thick blanket burrito (though as some of its mutuals know, it's unhoused and has been for a seventh of its life so it may not experience this any time soon).

And all of these were so so close but it asked itself if it would give them up if that made it morally okay to orgasm again. And it would!

But then someone brought up: CUDDLING. it wouldn't give up cuddling even if it meant it could go back to cumming multiple times a day the way it used to! So guess there are one or two things better than an orgasm. Hot darn!

[denybunnyforgood]

"I can tell it wants to cum. And y'know, I'll let it too, and I'll be very sad to see its life improve after finally getting to enjoy itself for once. No, don't pout, don't worry, there's a way out. Once this goes in its throat, keep its hands behind its back until it goes limp. No don't be afraid, there's a chance it'll live, it's just until it goes limp. If it can do that, I won't let it cum. I'll make sure I get what I want and it doesn't if it just does this for me, I promise."

[swagpainterflower]

The holy trinity of being asexual, denying your orgasms, and wanting to be used like a fleshlight without receiving any form of pleasure

[denybunnyforgood]

Definitely on the ace spectrum and have noticed that this holy trinity shows up more than you'd expect, and to add something complicated to this, its aegosexuality and traumasexuality have a fairly intimate relationship. And so it experiences a lot of traumasexual pride when it thinks about how successfully it's managed to make sex consistently traumatizing and unenjoyable for itself and only enjoyable for its partners, and that pride bleeds over into its ace pride. Such that whenever it talks about or feels its ace pride it often does end up thinking about its permanent denial (and other things it can't list here).

Isn't it cool how complicated brains can be

[denybunnyforgood]

For others who've given up cumming for any length of time or who've also given it up permanently:

Did anything feel physically better than an orgasm?

Tons of things

Maybe one or two things

Better then mediocre orgasms but otherwise no

Orgasms had truly no rival

Don't remember!

Haha I still get to cum, nerd, hope you feel awful

Voting ended onJan 10, 2025

So tragic autocorrect fucked it over here it can't edit the poll anymore this will bother it forever. Better THAN. THAN.

[denybunnyforgood]

Woah one half of those denied have answered they had no rival, that's fucking awesome

[butchwolfmom]

This is apropos of nothing but it has looked a lot into like brain scanning tech and it really looks like there's never gonna be a way to clone a brain without destroying it, which is a shame because it promised if there was ever the technology to truly clone itself, it would get that twin sister immediately. Then it would let whoever wants to use it to flip a coin to rape one of us to death in six months.

Some may reveal it right away and indulge in the grateful admiration both it and its clone sister shower them with, trying to fulfill their every dream and fantasy as their prize. One of us for being spared, the other out of awe of encountering a person committed to killing it when we all know it won't be willing when the time comes.

Others may choose to reveal it at the end of the six months, leave the tension in the air, keep the terror rumbling like a deep, spinning core deep below the crust. It also has the benefit that for all we know, they may just lie and say the coin landed one way or another based on how we act, maybe each of us tries to compete to show we're the more snuffable between the two and deserve the privilege of regretting choosing to be snuffed over the other.

In six months, one dies, and the cycle starts again for the rest of its life.

It's not exactly purely a fantasy in the sense that it has promised itself it will follow through if ever this is made possible and it consistently does follow through with its own promises. But it is a fantasy in that that seems super implausible :/ sorry clone sisters!

it thinks there's a bunch of important aspects to this. First there's the anti-suicidist norms you'd have to develop. Even the doomed twin sis will continue to form new bonds and have trauma-informed discussions with her peers on how to handle the upcoming death.

Second, its current self will survive through some causal line of brains, but six month branches growing off its surviving chain of experiences will be chopped off again and again.

That seems cool and rather beautiful.

it's also always thought it would be cool to flip a coin to decide whether it or someone else would have to give up orgasms forever but since it's already done that that fantasy can't be fulfilled. Will have to think of something else it can give up for good to do this with.

this is genuinely beautiful yeah, thank you for sending this :) would certainly love the opportunity to help you snuff out on of your twins if ever given the chance

[denybunnyforgood]

it has experienced maybe parts of this but it's too scared to talk abt it publicly on Tumblr ahaha...anyway happy to take you up on that offer! Maybe one day we'll be in touch :p

[denybunnyforgood]

For others who've given up cumming for any length of time or who've also given it up permanently:

Did anything feel physically better than an orgasm?

Tons of things

Maybe one or two things

Better then mediocre orgasms but otherwise no

Orgasms had truly no rival

Don't remember!

Haha I still get to cum, nerd, hope you feel awful

Voting ended onJan 10, 2025

So tragic autocorrect fucked it over here it can't edit the poll anymore this will bother it forever. Better THAN. THAN.

[teeny-tiny-witchy]

Hey, cutie. I wanna see something. Hold your breath.

No, really. If you're seeing this, hold your breath. You can prepare for it. Take a nice, deep breath in, and just hold it. I want you to count how long you can do it, ok?

Good girl. Just keep counting. Once your lungs start to burn, I want you to keep it going. Don't worry, your body probably won't let you make yourself pass out. Just hold it until your brain forces you to take another breath.

You look so cute with your face all red, you know.

Once you've figured out how long you can do it, I want you to press that silly little button below, ok?

Such a good girl! Wasn't that fun? Now, tell me how long you held it.

Very good! That's such a nice, long time. But I think you can do better.

Tomorrow night, I'm giving you a bath. And I'm gonna hold you under for just ten extra seconds. You can go ten tiny little seconds for me, right? Because you're such a good girl?

I knew it. Look forward to it, sweetheart 🩵

[denybunnyforgood]

Oh my fucking God no fucking way multiple of its friends can attest that three years ago, its first exploration of its objecthood literally involved doing this exact thing with a dildo. it held its breath for 46 seconds and then kept a dildo down for 61 seconds, 15 seconds past its limit. If it couldn't do an extra 15 seconds one of its friends promised to ghost it permanently. This isn't exactly the same but it's so damn close. Guess it's a pretty natural idea to come upon (and come to).

[denybunnyforgood]

Guess due to doing MMA for so long and practicing level breathing during sparring its base breath holding has since upgraded to 70 seconds. Yippeeee

[teeny-tiny-witchy]

Hey, cutie. I wanna see something. Hold your breath.

No, really. If you're seeing this, hold your breath. You can prepare for it. Take a nice, deep breath in, and just hold it. I want you to count how long you can do it, ok?

Good girl. Just keep counting. Once your lungs start to burn, I want you to keep it going. Don't worry, your body probably won't let you make yourself pass out. Just hold it until your brain forces you to take another breath.

You look so cute with your face all red, you know.

Once you've figured out how long you can do it, I want you to press that silly little button below, ok?

Such a good girl! Wasn't that fun? Now, tell me how long you held it.

Very good! That's such a nice, long time. But I think you can do better.

Tomorrow night, I'm giving you a bath. And I'm gonna hold you under for just ten extra seconds. You can go ten tiny little seconds for me, right? Because you're such a good girl?

I knew it. Look forward to it, sweetheart 🩵

[denybunnyforgood]

Oh my fucking God no fucking way multiple of its friends can attest that three years ago, its first exploration of its objecthood literally involved doing this exact thing with a dildo. it held its breath for 46 seconds and then kept a dildo down for 61 seconds, 15 seconds past its limit. If it couldn't do an extra 15 seconds one of its friends promised to ghost it permanently. This isn't exactly the same but it's so damn close. Guess it's a pretty natural idea to come upon (and come to).

[denybunnyforgood]

me and my friends just went through its blog in our gc and made fun of it to each other. its misery manages to bring more pleasure into the world :)

that's really sweet, hit it with the watchmojo top funniest edgebunny posts some time!

[denybunnyforgood]

For that matter, why don't more people do this? What's it doing wrong 😢🤔

[muttknot]

noncon victims whose bodies betray them save me… save me girls who get so hard it physically hurts even though they don’t actually want it…

[denybunnyforgood]

pew pew pew! ur saved. Now think carefully before they're back: Is it really betrayal when the body is right?

[denybunnyforgood]

me and my friends just went through its blog in our gc and made fun of it to each other. its misery manages to bring more pleasure into the world :)

that's really sweet, hit it with the watchmojo top funniest edgebunny posts some time!

[irisfixation]

lmao the sequence of reblogging maid outfit stuff and don't cum stuff was such a callout because literally something it does before every party is it'll edge and deny itself to prime its mind for receiving behavior that erodes its boundaries well, and then it has two maid outfits every party and it switches from one to the other midway through. the maid outfits literally help it get in the mindset of like handing out drinks, cleaning after people so the host doesn't have to, making sure others are fed before it is (though usually these days covid safe parties involve just taking food prepared by the host home, so the equivalent is just being the last to pick out whichever vegan pasta it'll be taking home lol), etc. the switching out outfits is because it's a total fucking diva

anyway. that sequence was !!! highly relevant !!!

-two- maid outfits? how decadent. i hope those who frequent the same parties as you appreciate how well trained you've clearly become.

also, i feel like being exposed to a cognitohazard that makes you cum would be, for someone bound by lifetime orgasm denial like yourself, tantamount to ruining your life's work. heartbreaking. but potentially very fun for whoever inflicts that upon you, depending on how cruel they are

[denybunnyforgood]

yeah it has the following outfits, one of the few things it's managed to preserve despite becoming unhoused:

Rem with cat ears and handcuffs from Re:Zero (Ram accessories as well)

Chocola from Nekopara

Tohru alt outfit from when she worked at a maid café with cat ears and handcuffs from Kobayashi's Dragon Maid

Ryuko Matoi school outfit with miniskirt with cat ears and handcuffs from Kill La Kill

Ilulu with cat ears and handcuffs from Kobayashi's Dragon Maid

Virgo with cat ears and handcuffs from Fairy Tail

Pyra swimsuit with cat ears and handcuffs from Xenoblade Chronicles

2P with cat ears and handcuffs from Nier: Automata

2B with cat ears and handcuffs from Nier: Automata

Maybe there's one more it's forgetting. But many of these are maid outfits, you'll note.

[denybunnyforgood]

Oh, right, and Elphelt Valentine soon enough.

its favorite outfits are basically the characters who it can imagine devoted enough to give up enjoying sex ever again for their partner.