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bea • 25 • aotearoa (tw: i talk about mental health stuff a lot!) 🖤

[emotionalmoonbot]

I like being me. It is incredibly lonely though. I wish I knew how to alter myself enough to change that.

[borderline-nugget]

I hate being in between. Not actively suicidal, but hell how I want to die… I just want to vanish, disappear into thin air, I’m not strong enough to attempt… I wish I had though…

[snake-habitat1]

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

[ilovehatecutting]

I think I'm going to die by suicide. Fighting the urges is just buying time.

[nabbibutterfly]

I wanna cry, scream, hurt myself, and die so bad, but I just don't have energy for anything anymore...

I feel so damn exhausted

[itssomequotes-deactivated201803]

I want to scream

I want to cry

I want to cut

I want to die

[cottoncandybb]

Tired of feeling so much so deeply all the time…

[suic1dewh0re]

Wanting to die is such a hard feeling

You know you're not supposed to be here, but you still go to sleep and wake up.

It doesn't matter how hurt you are and how much you hurt yourself, you'll never have the satisfaction of death

[depresseddyke]

whoever normalised $80 records needs to be stabbed violently

[cut-n-snared]

i wanna be ok but i wanna be worse

[dietcokeflavoredair]

it’s bpd awareness month!!! personally i’m more aware than i wish i were💞 what about y’all

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[dietcokeflavoredair]

oh yeah it’s okay alright don’t worry, let me just cút myself over it first

[stir-knee-oh-lows-666]

I hate myself. I don't even know who I am anymore.

[cats-healing-diary]

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

[borderlinebaby420]

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