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Thank fuck you're there to remind me I'm only interesting as long as you don't have anyone else. As soon as things don't go well with the other person, I'm interesting again. Fuck you because you know exactly that I'll take you back..

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That awkward moment when you realize that people don't actually talk to you, they just respond when you text them

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Yesterday I was in pain and for the first time in months I thought about cutting myself. Since that happened, the thoughts haven't left my head. I've been clean for over a year. I have nobody to talk to about this.

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Note to self: GET A FUCKIN GRIP BRO HE DOES NOT WANT YOU

(Au.)

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I thought this would be different.

I wanted this to be different.

I didn't want this to have such a big impact on my mood.

I didn't wanna be the one chasing after someone that doesn't want me again.

I didn't wanna fight for someone that doesn't want me to fight for them again.

I just want to be enough for once.

Just once.

(T.)

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It's fucking 1AM and I'm bawling my eyes out, laying in bed. I've been trying to sleep for two hours now. I just want this pain to stop. Please someone make it stop I can't deal with this shit. I want to sleep.

PLEASE FUCKING MAKE IT STOP

I'm gonna go insane

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It's been three weeks and I'm still in that fucking hole. I'm sad all the time. I can't even enjoy spending time with my friends. I'm isolating myself. I hate this. I want the pain to stop. Please just let me move on. Someone tell me how to let go..

(Au.)

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I fell into a hole again. I met the love of my life. I've known him for 4 days and spent all of those days with him. He left yesterday and since then I've been depressed as fuck. I can barely eat or sleep. I constantly start crying. I avoid everyone in my life. I'm so fucking deep into this hole and I don't know how to keep going.

How do you explain that to someone?

(Au.)

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Well thank fuck someone reminded me again that I am worth nothing more than my body and one hot night. I almost forgot. I almost thought I was actually loveable.

Fuck you.

(Le.)