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Hi my name is Mc Natural Endogenic System and I have a natural system (that’s how I got my name) with all of the Undertale, Hiveswap, anime and hot band memberz!! and a lot of people tell me im like Astreas Web (AN: if u don’t know what that is get da hell out of here!). I split when i was twelve xD. I’m a human but all of my headmates are hawty monsters. I have 583 headmates total, and theyre all evil xD. I’m a oppressed by other systems!!1!!1!!! I’m an endogenic system (in case you couldn’t tell) uwu and I have all fictives uwu I love Anime and gey all of my fictives from there uwu, For example today I got the whole cast of Heavens Lost Property uwu. I was walking outside school. A lot of DID systems stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them xD

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go to sleep

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Tagged by: @1bluefur

Name: shintaro

Nickname: res, shin 

Gender: male

Star sign: taurus

Height: 5′8″ (internally anyway)

Hogwarts house: ravenclaw

Favorite color: red and dark green I guess

Time right now: 1:02am

Average hours of sleep: uhh i dunno like 6. maybe less. sometimes more

Lucky number: 7 because why not

Last thing I googled: idk but kayn was googling pictures of themself earlier

Favorite fictional character: keito hasumi i’m just saying... for real though he’s hot as hell but it’s probably maron kusakabe

Number of blankets I sleep under: two or three

Favorite band or artist: the wombats are cool

Dream trip: tokyo disneyland

Dream job: composing music for video games

When did you create this blog: march 2015 apparently

Current amount of followers: 83 lmao

What do you post about: myself. love live. yeah

Who are your most active followers: who knows

When did your blog reach its peak: it’s just a blog man

Do you get asks on a daily basis: i get asks never

What made you get a tumblr: i had nowhere to talk because the host refused to believe i existed, talk to me or let me talk to anyone else lol i was desperate 

Why did you choose your url: i noticed that people use urls like this i guess and my host had this one saved soooo yeah i mean it’s true i am autistic and i am shintaro 

tagging @lullabyworld @redhero15 @yonezu @fiyr and anyone else who feels like it tbh

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it’s my birthday and hey i guess that’s pretty cool. that’s a good thing. i’m alive. so you know i’m already doing better than i ever was wwwww

nah but uhh ev threw me a party. it was kinda nice haha. i guess i was feeling down because haruka couldn’t come see me and uh i don’t. i mean. our irl friends don’t know i’m me you know. we’re just one person to them. but yeah i have ev and i guess i forgot that. he bought me pizza and a cake and soooo much fuckin soda i’m so thankful for soda

although one thing i’m confused about is whether i actually age like do i just decide or... what. alter problems man

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alright folks we’re back in business

[unidolizedmaki-deactivated20180]

Maki Nishikino icons!

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when the squad is about to do some stupid shit

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@irlhazama

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EGO

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i'm a fictive of shintaro from kagepro and i'm really struggling to cope w a mix of canon guilt and my ptsd, i feel dirty all the time, could i have some positivity maybe idk. or a doodle of my rabbits together (both white, one with red eyes and one with blue)

Hey Shintaro, I have full belief that you think you’re worse than you actually are. You may just be giving yourself too much lashing. What happened wasn’t your fault, and you were just trying to live life as it came. I don’t see blame here to be held.And here’s your bunnies!

                                                                          - Kida

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i see lots of confessions about my favorite characters having a rough time but i feel awkward reaching out because i'm not kin from that?? especially kagepro like i feel really sad that things are bad for them even in a new life without the heat haze

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idk how anyone else feels about this but yo, it’s always nice to meet people who know who you are and care how you’re doing, even if it can be a little weird. idk if you’d want to talk to me in particular but hey, you should def reach out to whoever you want to. i’m sure they’ll hella appreciate it.

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february pokemon art challenge: a pokemon pair. gosh i’ve gotta catch up

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I'm chill with doubles, but whenever I see mutuals interacting with doubles who are uncomfortable with other people interacting with doubles, I get really uncomfortable? Like, just soft block me so they don't end up soft blocking you, at least.