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sideblog for my thoughts

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biblically accurate Neil and Andrew Instagram profiles

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every erha reader loves Chu Wanning because he's obviously great but omg Mo Ran stole my heart

he gave up his humanity, his consciousness, his very few happy memories, his reputation, his sanity, his body, mind, heart, all the goodness in him

he chose to become a puppet, a monster, all so Chu Wanning wouldn't have to.

Mo Ran I'll always defend you

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when they hate Taxian-jun but he's still the same Mo Ran who sacrificed himself to protect Chu Wanning. when they hate Taxian-jun but he's just the result of Mo Ran's sacrifice. when they hate Taxian-jun but even without his happy memories and only hatred in his heart, he still showed signs of his love for Chu Wanning. when they hate Taxian-jun but he's still Mo Ran

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few things fucked me up as Mo Ran willing taking the flower instead of Chu Wanning, knowing it would turn him evil, and saying with his last bit of consciousness "Shizun, very soon... I'll disappoint you..."

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Erha vol 5 is the best volume ever

We have our MC taking it upon himself to break a wedding he's not involved with just so his former enemy from his past life doesn't have to suffer through heartbreak

But while he's carrying out his plan to break the couple, a portal to hell opens in the sky. Everyone rushes out and they find the father of the groom battling a giant skeleton to break a curse

Then his supposedly-dead brother shows up and reveals it was all his plan to take revenge, and he sets the whole city on fire

The flames also take the shape of people to recreate scenes and reveal more secrets and they show the father of the groom hooking up with another guest

And our MC is like: oh no. Anyway. Time to confess my undying love to my teacher, whom I also murdered in my past life 🤪 yolo (or maybe not actually)

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they actually invented love

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"people are allowed to dislike things" WRONG no one is allowed to dislike Spades

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it's so hard being a dark romance (both are batshit crazy) girlie in a dark romance (one is batshit crazy and r*pes the other) world 😞

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when they say ghg manhua is coming soon but it will take 200+ chapters for Spades to appear so it's at least 5 more years before we can see him 😭 bby come home

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the manhua' artist sharing art for Spades longgggg before he's supposed to appear in the story, can't believe our luck

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Bai Liu i get you, i also would not be able to get over him

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can't believe I get to exist at the same time as the I became a god in a horror game manhua and the art style looks THIS GOOD

can't believe I'm going to see Mu Sicheng and my absolute king Spades and Bai Liu with his beloved Xie Ta. what a time to be alive

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If you had to rank the rina kent books that you have read from your most favorite to least favorite what would they be? So most favorite to least favorite

thank you for this question, it's very fun :)

at the moment my ranking would be:

1. God of Fury (obvi)

2. God of Ruin (Landon my love)

3. Hunt the Villain (tied with god of ruin actually)

4. God of War (Ava my love)

5. Kiss the Villain (only because of Gareth)

6. God of Wrath (only because of Landon, i hated Jeremy's ass)

7. God of Pain

8. God of Malice

9. Ruthless Empire

10. Vicious Prince

planning to read more in the future tho

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What is your favorite quote from Hunt the Villain?

probably every quote about Vaughn being jealous 🫣 but my favourite of all could be a little bit spoiler-y

“I don't care if you are married.” My voice is harsh, brimming with rage, and pain courses through my veins. “You're already fucking mine. Do you hear me?”

He grins wide.

“You think I'm joking? I'll kidnap you and hold you captive for the rest of your life if I have to.”

“Toxic. I love it.”

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artists really don't be leading artistic lives anymore the way they used to 😞

(being arrested for travelling to paris without a ticket, having an affair with an older married man, being shot by your lover, not writing anything else after the age of 20, dying horribly with your leg amputated)