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@desert-luna-flower

@strangest-beauty

@desertlovelight

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When the cocktail tipsy wears off and the nicotine contemplation comes on

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Makeshift Strawberry lemonade tequila cocktail kind of evening

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My ex always complained that I moaned too loudly

Should’ve left you sooner Bye 👍🏻

If you don’t like my song you don’t deserve my album you don’t deserve my discography 👍🏻

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Someone please. Make love to me in a moonlit room Thrust into me with everything you have making my legs clutch around you

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My 30s will be the zenith of my life thus far I feel it

After a horrid youth and adolescence it Has to be true

Just have to get through 5 years and some change first

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The thrill of. Sneaking out at night and meeting up with strangers

Like Will I live through the evening Yes. or no

And most fun and rewarding is never being caught so everyone presumes you’re relatively innocent

You are the only one who knows that’s not true

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My tumblr sphere logging on wondering whether they’re going to see a hyper sexual post a depressingly personal post or a philosophical abstract thought provoking question

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I am so different from a. Particular family member oh my God

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Are you doing something for the sake of it and because you believe it’s going help you grow or because you’re trying to prove something to people question Mark

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I rebel because I’ve been suffocated and erased

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Some people seek to evolve and actually want to be an open minded receptive ever evolving person both for themselves and others and they truly see themselves as part of a collective consciousness

Other people seek to “evolve” out of a defense mechanism / superiority or inferiority complex and want to set themselves apart from others because they feel it validates their pain or whatever else

It’s fairly simple to sense the intentions beneath someone’s actions and preaching

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When I post about my love for sex don’t take it seriously

First of all most of the time I’m talking about my own sexuality not necessarily with someone else

Second there are many more things important and interesting to me than sex

I just like being silly

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I like to envision myself living a quiet peaceful private simple life in New Mexico

Like I can just see myself winding down at night in my small simple space after a day of being in nature and taking a bath drinking some wine out of Mexican glassware and then cozying myself into bed Crucifix above it and the moonlight seeping through the window curtains giving me comfort as I fall asleep

I like to dream and create about these specific moments it’s my only solace my solace is my escape my solace is my dreams

And when I envision my dream life it’s usually somewhere small and quiet because I’m most comfortable when I’m not seen by many people and close to nature

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Sometimes I think I have a fair amount of fortitude and then Someone yells at me and I instantly have tears forming

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I hate my body but at least it allows me to reach pleasure

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Shoutout to my Egyptian French teacher in high school

He was so cool and so personally sweet and gentle and encouraging and attentive to me and I think about him a lot