desert phone booth

Yet another blog of a confounded mind traveling through its own vast universe of thoughts.

[flyingiseverything]

An Alaska Boeing 737 landing at San Diego Intl.

[ftftftftftftftftf-deactivated20]

[itsalittlebitofeverything]

“How do you see yourself in the future? -I don’t see myself in the future.”

— Unknown

[emilydb]

[schwierigephase]

Wenn es dich in den Träumen verfolgt, hast du verloren.

[misanthropicdrugs420]

[fighting-ghosts]

[overthink]

Jonathan Kos-Read

[iamquietlydrowning]

[almxndmilk]

Yes, yes I do

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[themissingstars]

[demonpreview]

“I can bear any pain as long as it has meaning.”

— Haruki Murakami, Q184 (via nova-smrt)

[phsychoskinnygirl]

“I don’t like myself very much, so i try not to observe myself too often. I made a documentry once entitled Talking heads . I asked people “who are you”& “what do you want” afterwards i asked myself those questions . I realized that i didn’t have any answers . I don’t know who i am and what i want . If anything really, i’d like some peace and quiet, but i’ve never achieved it , and i probably never will. so i will never have what i really want.”

“A short film about killing (1988)”

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

I have just come to the conclusion that no matter how hard I try, it just isn’t enough.

I am not enough.

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

[painpoetry]