darkness

i post the pictures and quotes that I like and the old text I once wrote, but I've got to warn you: it is often sad.

[itsalittlebitofeverything]

Hi! It's been a while since I last posted. So first of all, this is me. I didn't look the same at all when I was writing here.

I wanted everyone to know that things won't Always be bad. But you heard this too many times. Good things won't last, and things won't always be good either. It's how life works and you have to deal with it. You have to start and continue to love yourself more than everything else. Cause the only person who will always be here for you is yourself. You are the only one who are making bad choices most of the time, but it's normal even when it's really bad choices, trust me I kept doing bad choices and I will continue. But less and less. Because I've decided to choose myself, the things I really want and need and love.

I might still post the sad things from before. But I'll mostly post things I like.

Love,

Charlotte

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I’m for the first time in a toxic relationship. it’s awful. Never let a guy or a girl decide anything for you. Never let them hurt you without saying anything back. If you feel like you’re in a toxic relationship, get the hell out of here fast. 

I will be free soon.

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On her worst days I just held her. I know my love won't cure her depression. But I wanted her to know that she will never fight alone.

Unknown

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Things aren’t always as they seem.

He put his arms at each side of her head so she was tackled on the lockers. She couldn’t look at him in the eyes, feeling too much pressure in this position.

“How can you pretend I broke you when you’re the one who did shit?

-Because if we count the shit I did, let’s count the 7 monthes we had when I was the greatest girlfriend you’ll ever had, when I was doing everything I could just to see you happy, when I was giving you everything to be better for you. It’s so easy to remember the bad things and forget all the good.

-How can you… I…

-Sht, don’t say anything.”

She finally let her eyes swim inside his, but this time she had a look different, it wasn’t broken, it was empty. So he removed his hands as she was literally crushing him and said.

“You want me? Okay then, come and find me.”

And gave him a piece of paper.

-6708 rue Saint Laurent-

           00:00

           20$

-Welcome to my world-

“I can’t.

-Then stay away from me.”

She smiled and left again, leaving him one more time with nothing else to add.

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It's as if I'm slowly fading out of existence.

Unknown

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One of my drawings.

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We can’t do this.

He kissed her, and she let him do it. She even kissed hi, back, slowly, as if she was enjoying the kiss, and maybe she was. It looked like if it was lasting so long, even if it was happening so fat. And when the kiss stopped, she whispered, like she never wanted to say it, like she was forced.

“We can’t do this.”

And the, she opened her eyes, looking at his with the most broken look he ever saw.

“Why? He whispered at his turn.

-Because, I didn’t change, I just got worst.

-I know.

-Because, honestly, you totally fucked me up, and you broke me like hell. I can’t let that happen anymore. I can’t let you take everything I built since you left and destroy it.”

He looked at her sadly, and couldn’t find anything to say. So she stood up, and left as he was still looking at her, trying to find something to make her stay.

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There are parts of me I'll never get back.

Unknown

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my story-> the end

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Darling, you cannot destroy me. I destroy me.

Unknown

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The good parts.

“I loved you, so much. I loved you wih the only good part of me, and now it’s gone. You took it with you when you left, and I never found any good parts in myself anymore.

-Maybe… Maybe I can give it back.

-No, you cant’. Because it won’t ever be mine anymore. And I can’t accept to be attached to you harder than I used to be. I’d rather live bad forever, then only live good when I’m with you. Because no matter how good you can make me, I will always be bad inside, and I’ll always fuck everything up. I can’t let you, let happiness destroy me anymore.”

[itsalittlebitofeverything]

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What is meant for you, will reach you even if it's beneath two mountains, And what isn't meant for you, won't reach you even if it is between your lips.

arab-quotes

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Love hurts.

“I want to take a break.

-WHAT?! Why...?

-I won’t lie to you, I’m not a bitch anymore, so please don’t be mad. Last night, a friend told me he loved me and.... I hesitate. I shouldn’t have. So...

-Who? Who the fuck was he?!

-I can’t tell, I’m sorry. So I realized I wasn’t sure of my feelings anymore. And I need to think about this if I don’t want to hurt your feelings.”

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Maybe life isn't for everyone.

Unknown

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Des paroles en l’air

“On arrête pas de se dire qu’on s’aime bien, mais c’est pas totalement vrai. Le truc, c’est que je t’aime beaucoup plus que ça.”

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Ce qu’on m’a dit un jour:

“Qu’est-ce que t’aimes bien? 

-Toi”

C’était mon premier “vrai” copain. C’était avant qu’on sorte ensemble, quand il me draguait. Et je voulais juste faire un commentaire par rapport à ça: attention aux belles paroles. Ces belles paroles ont duré 3 mois. Après, j’ai été son esclave et il n’y avait plus rien de gentil chez lui. Les preuves et pas les mots.