REMEMBER ME AS A TIME OF DAY.

canon divergent archer of the fate series written by leo. autoplay.

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TW: RACISM, RAPE, INCEST, SLURS, ABUSE, STALKING, ETC.

honestly, i’m not sugar-coating this: i’m about to call out someone very well “respected” in the community ( respect being in quotes because i believe their “respect” is “earned” by dint of empty compliments, “comforting,” general sycophantic and manipulative behavior, et cetera et cetera - their reputation is built on lies and shady behavior, nothing of true validity or hard work ) and i’m betting none of you are gonna like it. i don’t really care if you unfollow, or block me, or what have you. i don’t care if you start launching yourself at me in all your misguided, ignorant fury, or if this person sends their guard dogs after me. for the time being, i don’t even care if you plug your ears and stomp your feet and act like it can’t be true because they made you a theme that one time. just know it will not go unpunished, and you can wind up right like your beloved “friend” if you so choose ( not that they’ll defend you, they don’t care that much LMAO. ) but right now, my priority is this sniveling, groveling, snake-y, thieving little shit gobbler that i did nothing but attempt to help when - and i can safely say this was true, at one point - i loved them as i did my brother. i already sat here and calmly watched my friends, my good mutuals, people i genuinely love and care for interact with this sentient sack of shit, and wonder if this ugly little goblin i used to love was now spewing shit in their ear about me. for so long i’ve done that, and i’m done. and for those who will actually see the message behind this post and believe an abuse victim over their abuser and feel inclined to ( no pressure either way, ) feel free to reblog this. i also want to encourage this as an opening for other victims, etc. or people affected by this person’s rampant racism/ableism/etc. ( e.g., black rpers stepping forward to talk about their godawful caricature, etc. ) to step in and have their voice heard, if and only if they feel up to it.

i was their lifeline, as they’ll later admit. i gave every spoon, every ounce of my emotional energy as a borderline and autistic empath to them, and the only time i was really “cruel” to them was when i finally realized my yes-man behavior was only harming them. it was them that chose to throw it back in my face. them that decided they’d pull a manipulative ass move by unfollowing me on one of their tumblr accounts just to get me to come flying into their skype window and beg for answer. and you know ? i still left them alone. i didn’t do anything to them. i repeat, I DID NOTHING TO WARRANT THIS ABUSE AND STALKING, and yet they’re so fucking set on me that i have no choice. i’m honestly nauseous thinking about the vitriol they still harbor for me and the mission they’ve taken upon themselves to try and destroy me, but i still gotta do this, because this fucking creepy bastard left me no choice - and i’m not the only one who’s gone through this.

dell/vicers ( @erorisus / @mourgue / @dawnbitten / @nyavinsky, ) FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

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hey dell. hey dell. hey. why did you demonize me to hell to my friends ( who have told me that you did ) and tell them i ignored you randomly when i was literally at work terrified that you were gonna kill yourself, checking my skype every few minutes, having panic attacks because you would tell me you were feeling suicidal when you KNEW i was going to work. how come you told them that me sending you screencaps of jokes my own damn brother made made you angry at me because somehow i was supposed to know that without you ever telling me.

how come you isolated me and all my friends from each other. how come you made an apology and excluded me and said that if anyone else wants an apology they can come to you when you damn well knew i wouldnt come to you, and thats most likely why you excluded me, because i confided to you that the worst thing a person can do to me is ignore me ?

hey dell, why did you fucking emotionally abuse me for months and then not do a goddamn thing to apologize, and turn all my friends against me ?

how come you did all the shit danny listed, dell, and why the fuck dont i get a fucking apology when i spent so long trying to keep you alive, loving you, all of that. how come your friends got to send nasty, awful messages to me mocking my tulpa and mocking me as a whole and telling me i never loved you ? lol.

anyways.

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god is dead and we killed him

anyways fate is literally gonna be the death of me (and my archer muse) so in an attempt to save him i’m either gonna remake or clean this place up / change things around. i should also probably change my url but i have no idea what i’d change it to. i’m throwing my hands up in the air at this point.

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i like to think about how archer as a character is like.. a work on progress compared to all the other servants in the series, if that’s the right thing to say. the other servants are all actual renowned “heroes” in history while he’s the only one who’s not, and since he’s not, nasu had to make up his own stuff for him, although leaving him pretty vague. it makes sense since shirou was practically a half-done protag ( most vn protags are left vague so the player can make their own assumptions and basically insert themselves into the character, so it’s no surprise ) so archer was left half-done too and i just like thinking about how, unlike the other servants, i get to mold him around myself? i don’t think nasu is smart enough to actually do something like that on purpose so that his fans could look at archer in a deeper light so it just further proves that nasu screwed up and signed his own character over to me without realizing it.... archer is basically my oc, i’ve practically built him from the ground with the small things that nasu actually gave when he wasn’t so busy killing off the series. 99% of archer is from me? he’s my son? i made him with my own hands and i own him, i love this child that i’ve raised all by myself, bye nasu.

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dreamair replied: never hes dead just like gil and kirei

i’m glad he’s safe.

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when will archer come back from the war.

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My dude, I'm captain America and I was the one who's been on your blog. Archer is one of my favorite characters and what you say about him and your opinion of how the fandom treats him. Another thing is that I agree with every single one of your opinions of his character. An unjustified character deserves more and you are the one who should bring Archer justice.

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First off, I’m so sorry I blocked your IP…. I’ve been dealing with someone in the fandom perpetually stalking some of my blogs so I’d gotten a little worried over certain IP’s that continuously returned, but I’m really glad to hear that you were just enjoying my stuff! I’m really, really happy to hear that Archer is one of your faves and you agree with my opinions on him, it’s so good to know that there are other people out there who agree with me and want to know my opinions?? Mostly, I’m really honored that you think I’m doing a good job and that I should bring him justice… I try my best and I love Archer too much to ever leave him to the fandom’s ways. This was a really nice message, thank you so much…….. I’m kinda dying on the inside and I’m late to response but I hope you don’t mind me posting this and keeping it. 

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WHOOPS, SUDDENLY I CAN’T STAY CONSCIOUS TO DEAL WITH THIS.

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YOU’RE THE WORST DAD EVER.

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SON, U FUNKED UP.

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IT’S ALL YOUR FAULT I’M SORRY, DAD.

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CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT.

TAGGED BY: @harlokku.

━━ FULL NAME: Goes under the alias of Archer. His true name is Shirou Emiya. ━━ GENDER & SEXUALITY: Male / Grey-asexual / Demiromantic. ━━ ETHNICITY & SPECIES: Biracial (3 quarters Japanese, 1 quarter Scottish) / Human. ━━ BIRTHPLACE & BIRTHDATE: Shinto, Japan / Unknown.

━ GUILTY PLEASURES: Guns, Archer loves guns (CCC is hell itself but Archer’s room full of guns was a shining beacon of hope). Most wouldn’t know since he’s not very open about his likes and dislikes, but he loves guns and collects guns. Handguns, rifles and so on. Guns.

━ PHOBIAS: I wouldn’t say he has any? Perhaps he’d have small fears of certain things but I don’t see him with any phobias.

━ WHAT THEY WOULD BE FAMOUS / INFAMOUS FOR: He’s already infamous in canon for being a vigilante and cut-throat mercenary. I like to think that, for a time, he was equally appreciated and feared by most people that knew who he was in his pre-servant years, which ultimately lead to his demise. He was known as being ruthless and fast with his killings that it scared people into thinking they could easily fall on his bad side and be disposed of without much care. 

━ WHAT HAVE THEY / WOULD THEY HAVE GOTTEN ARRESTED FOR: Murder, of course, which he was taken in for and then hanged before he continued his work. He was apparently sold out by his best friend at the time in fear of being on Archer’s bad side and turned in to be sentenced to death for all his crimes. 

━ A SHAPE YOU SHIP THEM WITH:

━ CHARACTER MOST LIKELY TO MURDER THEM: Out of the pure desire to murder him, most people would probably want to. He’s not exactly a very likable person. But, out of physical strength and the actual ability to murder him, there’s still a good amount of people who can. He’s fast, calculated and dirty in battle but he still has his weaknesses so it might be a little hard to murder him, though not very hard either. He is very good at being defensive, though, so.. it ultimately depends on who he’s fighting at the time and their own capabilities. Servants in the Saber, Archer and Lancer (as well as a Berserker) class would have an upper hand in battle with him since they’re the highest classes, so for example: Arthuria, Cu Chulain, or Gilgamesh.  ━ FAVORITE BOOK GENRE: Anything heartwarming (which is honestly another guilty pleasure). I’d say he also likes suspenseful mystery books.  ━ LEAST FAVORITE BOOK CLICHE: The Classic Hero.

━ TALENTS AND / OR POWERS: 

Unlimited Blade Works: As it states, it’s literally unlimited blades. It’s a reality marble that encompasses and manifests as the inner workings of his mind, coming to form as a vast, barren wasteland with and unlimited amount of blades stabbed into the ground, all able to be used at his disposal. Archer can drag other Servants into his reality marble and while inside his reality marble, his powers are slightly enhanced since he’s basically “in his element”. Like Gilgamesh, Archer can utilize all blades in the reality marble and even shoot them like projectiles across it’s never ending land. His incantation for Unlimited Blade Works can also be used as a strength enhancement when chanting the first line, “I am the bone of my sword”.

Projection: With his signature incantation, “trace on”, Archer can manifest weapons from thin air using mana and use them to fight. Archer can create any weapon after seeing it once, no matter what it is, and continue to create it over and over for as long as he wants, but the weapons are only made of mana and are therefore fake weapons. Just as he can shoot them, he can also make them explode on contact if he wants to.

Clairvoyance / Eagle Eye: Because he’s an Archer, his eyesight is top notch and he is actually able to see things several miles away with a clear vision and his aim and accuracy is exceptional. He’s also able to see things two steps ahead apropos to his other skills, giving him a small advantage in battle with other Servants.

Independent Action: He can stay manifested at a far distance from his master, and even after his master dies, for a certain amount of time by using his own magical energy. Only Archer class Servants are able to use this ability.

━ WHY SOMEONE MIGHT LOVE THEM: He’s a dirty fighter, but he’s smart. There’s a lot more reasons for people to dislike or hate him but he’s a very calculated individual and even though he uses tricks and does things a little more relentlessly than others, he’s determined to reach a goal and stays true to his decisions. I think that, in a way, Archer could be respected by some people for being strong in his own ways and outsmarting people with ease.  ━ WHY SOMEONE MIGHT HATE THEM: Once again, because he’s dirty, sly, ruthless, and a lot of the time he doesn’t feel much remorse when making nasty moves. He’s an anti-hero. I think most people would dislike or hate Archer because he’s a fake hero and most wouldn’t believe he particularly deserves the title of hero. He’s basically unworthy and unaccepted by most people.

━ HOW THEY CHANGE: He goes through a drastic change in character; from naive to bitter an jaded really fast. His whole life basically turned upside down, because of his own actions and his adoptive fathers influence, and it flips his character upside down, too. One of the main things people notice about Shirou’s change into Archer is that he goes from loving heroes and wanting to be one to almost hating the idea of heroes and distancing himself from the title of hero because it doesn’t feel the same to him and he feels it’s as fake as he is. Of course, he can still find himself respecting historical heroes when meeting them as Servants because (in his hypocritical nature) he still feels a small love for heroes, but for the most part Archer’s sense of justice and love for the life of a hero is jaded and warped. Archer is basically Shirou’s true self but also his “bad end” in a sense. Archer is all the opposites of Shirou will only a few similar aspects left. 

━ WHY YOU LOVE THEM: Inhales deeply no one wants to hear me say the same things I say all the time whenever asked this question but I just really, really love Archer because he’s one of my favorite types of characters: the tragic anti-hero that ruined his own life. I really like Archer because I feel that his responses and change to his life choices and his past were very real and a good representation of how someone would react if they were in his position. I love him a lot because he’s a very dynamic and deep character despite how many people might see him and he’s really intriguing to me. Even though Nasu left holes in him at certain times and I’ve had to make a lot of my own assumptions, I think Archer as a character has a lot of potential and I........ love him very much, my big red bara son.

TAGGING: I’ve had this sitting in my drafts forever and I’m pretty sure most people have probably already done this, so.

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/KICKS DOOR DOWN/ i got us tickets for Finding Dory you can't say no

     “—————-Fine, but only if you swear to replace the door. They’re not as disposable as you might think.”

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watch zootopia with me

pretends u don’t exist

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choochoollain started following you

welcome home you sack of shit

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this blog is now for my oc, em(iya)ile smith, pls no h8.

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there he go ( right back into f/e hell )

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muertesolitaria.

“ … and you seriously can’t fly? weirdo. so, am i going to have to carry you now or what? it’s faster. ”

     “Well, I never said I couldn’t--- where exactly is it that you plan on going? You're rather impatient.. what can’t wait?”

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i was gonna hop on here to do some replies but i’ve had an exhausting day and my migraine won’t let up...... glues myself to my bed 

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sikigud.

hope u like dat painting i sent u :)

     how about u fuck off