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A COMINT !!

#this is me #me escribiendo #nm: personal

i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

canthaveshitingotham-crucified

you get it. you get the themes. i dont have time to do it justice. just look at it its on the ceiling

brenna

teaboot

wheresmyphonemp3

fadingponycookiedream

nobody loads me like you do ♡

#in the grey #sinco #i keep forgetting what I'm tagging this #but everything in this movie is gay so

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sexygrammaticalerrors

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I wrote two fanfics for Bronco/Sid in Spanish so here they are.

Escribí dos fanfics de In the grey (2026) sobre Bronco/Sid porque el espíritu gay de las películas de Guy Ritchie me poseyó. El primero es el más reciente que publiqué:

Yo te quiero completo

La regla era implícita, pero simple. Rachel la rompió dos años después de seguir aquel patrón de forma religiosa. Sid culpó a Bronco de inmediato. Bronco no tenía la culpa, pero Sid buscaba a un chivo expiatorio.

(Mature, 16 mil palabras). Fanfic pre-canon. Bronco es un entrometido porque está aburrido, Sid está siendo un estúpido y Rachel está cansada de lidiar con su relación que no es una relación. Final feliz <3.

Comercio local y beneficios conyugales

La forma en que Bronco ponía los pies en la tierra luego de toda la adrenalina, el estrés y el shock de un trabajo terminado era ver el atardecer, observar a los patos, y si tenía mucha suerte, acariciar a los perritos que se acercaban a olfatearlo.

(Mature, 5 mil palabras). Fanfic post-movie. El fanfic donde hay dos funerales, Bronco está triste, se emborracha y toma malas decisiones. Final feliz <3.

#in the grey #bronco beauregard #sid in the grey #rachel wild #sid #sid x bronco #bronco x sid #sinco #i wrote the thing #my fanfics #in this house we love emotional repressed men #i love that russian people dig my fanfics <3

did I watch an animal documentary because Tom Hardy was the narrator? Yes why do you ask

#tom hardy #it was a very good documentary actually

Writing is searching in the dictionary of synonyms for hours to figure out what word conveys exactly what you want to say in the story.

#me escribiendo #writing #ao3 author

pillforthesorrow

In the Grey (2026)

#in the grey #bronco beauregard #sid #sinco #i love them so much you honor #i love this little movie #don't care that people said is bad #the dialogue is so on point #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #me escribiendo

justslightlyconfused

That ‘comment on your a03 work’ email hits like a line of cocaine every time. unmatched dopamine increase. shoutout to everyone who leaves a comment on fics. you deserve the world

#yes #it is true #gimmie #me escribiendo

docclaras

HENRY CAVILL as SHERLOCK HOLMES ENOLA HOLMES 3 (2026) "And then one day, I was sat by the fire, finishing some work of my own...and he appeared with a cup of tea". — John Watson

#he made tea #cries in a corner #enola holmes 3 #henry cavill #sherlock holmes

maremote

ib: crepuscularqueens

#lmao i love this #black sails

thedanceronthestreets

Here's the tea scene . I couldn't believe my eyes and ears, what sort of fanfiction shit is this

#enola holmes 3 #enola holmes #dr john watson #johnlock #this acene was so worth it #I love this interpretation of watson so much

I don't know what happened or what switch flipped in my brain. I've been unemployed since October 2025, and I spent months feeling like a failure and even when I had all the time of the world to do what I wanted, I stayed in my bed, struggled to eat, struggled to go outside, and just, felt tired, stressed, just like when I was working. My brain was just fucking tired. Now, I don't know what changed, but these past few months I'm feeling alright, my psychiatrist lowered my dose (mostly because of money, but I feel fine), and I'm writing again. Like, I can write a little bit every day. I'm forcing myself to go outside and take walks. I still have my days of feeling down because I don't have money and don't have a proper job, but somehow I feel like I'm going to be ok. Shame has always been a big part of my mental health issues, and now I guess I'm tired of giving fucks about other people. I'm tired of shaming myself for living or taking an unconventional path.

#nm: personal #me escribiendo #writing #depression