you'd think that "inhuman thing that isn't a person but speaks like a person and talking to it will slowly drive you mad" would only be found in folktales and fables and so on. but no. chatgpt
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you'd think that "inhuman thing that isn't a person but speaks like a person and talking to it will slowly drive you mad" would only be found in folktales and fables and so on. but no. chatgpt
Do you ever just sit in public transport, hear people talk and long to yell at them?
I considered myself ugly for a long time. An opinion that is starting to fade more and more. Tonight a long time friend of mine send me some pictures we took together as teenagers.
Looking at those photos and knowing how I felt about myself at the time broke my heart. Beneath that teenage awkwardness had always been a beautiful, vibrant person. I just couldn't see it back then, I can't see it all the time. But it has always been there. I have always been here.
And now, even though this night was horribly rough, I can go to bed and awkwardly say that I love myself. Then and now. I'm beautiful. I really am.
I think the issue of me perpetually keeping myself awake despite craving sleep could be remedied in an instance if I had a cuddle buddy
Du fehlst hier - You are missed here
Three -almost four- years ago, I wrote a letter. It didn't take me long at all. A few sentences I barely had to think about, and a painting that could not have taken me longer then 5 minutes. After a short while, I had completely forgotten it's content. Maybe it's existence as well.
That was until a few hours ago. Today was one of those days. A day where, I wonder why I bother taking antidepressants because I didn't feel like they made a difference. A day on which, I woke up once again feeling miserable, unmotivated and stupid. Laying in a bed that is lover and jailer at the same time. Numb with everything, except the anger I feel towards myself. In short, a day where it's just easier to forget the world outside my apartment. And yet I couldn't, I had plans today. Plans I could not be allowed to cancel, since I already did so previously. Twice.
So after fighting myself tooth and nail, I went to dinner with my friend Irene.
She was at the restaurant an hour before me. Reading a book and enjoying some (according to her) mediocre coffee. I had run out of cigarettes and a stabbing pain in my abdomen, since my irregular menstrual cycle decided to strike today. Still my mood lifted. Seeing her sitting there, I remembered something:
I do love Irene dearly.
We said our hellos and sat down. Our conversation flowed and, at some point, touched upon literature; as it always does with us two. She drew my attention towards the book she was reading. Told me about it, and assured me that, she would lend it to me after she had finished. Then she showed it to me, her favorite bookmark. A folded piece of paper with two colourful chickens on it. Chickens I had drawn ages ago, on a five lined letter, that I had put barely any effort into. A letter I forgot I wrote and one amongst many. I said as much. She told me how she treasures all my letters, but this one especially.
She treasures me.
Maybe I can't love myself right now. My hateful thoughts and feelings don't simply vanish. They are here, for now. But so is the knowledge that I am loved, continually. Tomorrow could be as bad as today, could even be worse. Yet as long as I can reach out I will be fine.
A comic I made to remind you that interests aren’t gendered! Like what you want to like! 🏳️⚧️
First of all, why would you ever trust a organisation called OceanGate?
Secondly, drown the rich might be even better then eat the rich
Reminder that every time you see “rip up your lawn” or “kill your lawn” you’re listening to hot garbage from people who don’t know anything about plants, and you will walk away from their advice having actually lost knowledge.
I mean, you’ll still be a happier person than someone who cares too much about fan fiction! But you would’ve destroyed biomass and stripped topsoil for no fucking reason, and released carbon, and killed off a whole root system for being unfashionable.
Repeat after Elodie what we do with lawns that we don’t want:
1. We compost them down, with cardboard and green mulch, and build a bed on top of them - especially if we are converting to vegetable gardening/food production/ flower production where we NEED soil quality and nutrients preserved. We NEED every scrap of carbon to go into our damn nutrients, and we won’t get there by ripping back to dead clay. Or,
2. If the turf is terraformed in a different environmental type i.e. an arid setting and you’re planning to xeriscape, it’s less important to keep nutrients but we still want to lock in what can be preserved and ensure that your actions aren’t REMOVING the soil you need or EXPOSING IT TO INSTANT EROSION WHILE YOUR PLANTINGS ARE ESTABLISHED OH MY GOD. We might section and flip the turf over and expose the roots to kill it off, while preserving the structure and any native soil, and giving native microorganisms the chance to build a new life without being shoved into sacks and taken to landfill. Or,
3. We grow them out and see what components are in them, then style them pleasingly; often the much-derided turf grass actually contains an interesting mixture of plants that are maintaining themselves beautifully with absolutely no inputs, and therefore could make a wonderfully dreamy, low-maintenance step towards a “wildlife corner” if left to flower and seed. Or,
4. We plant over and through them; for example, converting a lawn space into an orchard meadow with successional bulbs and wildflowers is such a delightful choice that produces fruit, flowers, picnic opportunities, forage for pollinators, a pleasant multi-use space and requires so few inputs. Just a few fruit trees provide shade, habitat, carbon sinks, and copious food. Leaving long grass to grow under them brings all the benefits of groundcover (nature abhors bare earth, and so should we, the poor bastards trying to save it) and management can nudge it from a charming burst of crocuses at the end of winter through to a very nice wildflower space in summer, which will do nothing but replenish your soil and soul. Or,
5. If you’re actually rewilding , rather than just throwing sunflower seeds around and patting yourself on the back for it, you’re in touch with local knowledge-keepers who are advising you much better on your specific situation, right? Right? So you’re doing what they advised you, right.
I haven’t even touched on soil health or the carbon cycle.
It isn’t as punchy and REBELLIOUS AGAINST YOUR DAD as ripping/killing language! but DO YOU SEE HOW EVEN AS A JOKE YOU WALK AWAY FROM IT KNOWING LESS ABOUT PLANTS?
Seriously, if you guys can do one thing of utility on social media it could be to mock the “ripping/killing grass is so good and eco” thing until it falls apart. It has no value, it’s just Americans scolding their dads at a safe distance. And even if we just make it more fashionable to replace it with “composting” at least that’s a more valuable word to shove between your ears.
@headspace-hotel May we get some your additional advice as well?
There are benefits and detriments to the suggestions being made here.
It is best to preserve the soil in the turf layer instead of ripping up the grass, yes. The root systems of the grass creates very nice aerated soil as they decay.
But the topsoil layer formed by turfgrass is pretty minimal. An area being managed as a lawn already has practically no topsoil and it’s already getting severely compacted and eroded with every passing season. This will be worse the more heavily managed the lawn has been.
So removing the sod entirely can be an initial setback in establishing a meadow, but turfgrass’s ability to create a layer of fertile, living soil is so limited that I wouldn’t mourn over the idea of ripping up sod.
Now, I personally don’t till or rip up sod and I try to remove as little as possible.
My reasons for this have as much to do with disturbance as soil health.
I don’t know how, I don’t know why, but plants…KNOW when it’s time for them to sprout according to ecological succession.
Ecosystems have some sort of “clock” counting the time since disturbance. I don’t know what it is, but it’s real. Severely disturbing soil, like obliterating the existing plant community, sets the clock to zero. So when you rototill or totally tear up existing sod, you get a WEEDSPLOSION. Amaranth, crabgrass, pokeweed, prostrate spurge, purslane, nightshade, rhomboid mercury, and dandelion, in my area.
These plants ONLY grow in disturbed soil. Some are perennials, so they can persist a long time past the initial disturbance, but when soil is tilled or dug, they sprout immediately and in great numbers, and their sprouts are totally absent everywhere else. It’s a gradient: Dandelion will pop up in a spot where you’ve only dug up some dirt with a shovel, but Amaranth sprouts with the most severe disturbance, like the soil needs to be pulverized to bits for Amaranth to get started. (But when it does, HOOOO BOY does Amaranth get started. THOUSANDS of them. EVERYWHERE.)
In r/lawncare, people would regularly post photos of lawns with purslane, prostrate spurge, and other plants in the above list, and it was very strange to me, because I had never seen those plants growing in lawns, only bare areas, gardens, and pavement. I gradually figured out that the lawncare guys were, in some way, disturbing their plant community more severely than the caretakers of the turf I knew, enough so to trigger the growth of these weeds I associate exclusively with more disturbed environments.
Disturbance in ecosystems doesn’t typically represent a catastrophic reset. It also looks like more minor, more regular activities that push the clock back to some extent, but not all the way back to 0. So fire is one of those low-intensity disturbances, and so is grazing.
And, I reasoned to myself, so is mowing, and the frequency and height at which you mow matters. So I looked at the forest succession diagram and thought, huh, all the aggressive weeds are here at the very beginning, and asters and goldenrod are supposed to show up in Year 2.
So I recalled how the area I turned into the Meadow grew asters and goldenrod, as well as various marginal areas in the yard. Huh, I thought, those areas where we use the weed-whacker instead of mowing, and less frequently.
So perhaps a lawn could be understood as hovering in an equilibrium state somewhere towards the beginning of the ecological succession process—much like canebrakes are kept in an equilibrium where they don’t succeed to forest. Because it really looks like the less often and less intensely you mow and manage an area, the more the volunteer plants in that area are characteristic of later in the ecological succession diagram.
So, jumping off of point #3, volunteer plants are a big part of starting and managing a meadow, or of changing a lawn into a meadow. But most of the plants that make good meadow volunteers, will probably not show up until it’s been 1.5 to 3 years since the last severe disturbance—or a cumulative “level” of disturbance over the last 10 years or so that “adds up” to that (?). For example, I had 3 milkweed plants volunteer this spring, but only in places that hadn’t been mowed at all in over a year, and that historically once had been a spot where a tree was and a flower bed. An old melon patch that went weedy for a year or two grew purple passion flower. The corners of what was once our garden patch, which were only ever weed-whacked instead of mowed and which often overgrew for months, sprouted asters and goldenrod.
Those are my observations, anyway.
However. There are serious negatives to the approach that minimizes disturbance to the existing (lawn) community.
In the U.S. state of Kentucky, most common lawn turfgrasses are invasive species—including Kentucky bluegrass, which was introduced from Europe. And like any invasive species, they do damage.
Specifically, turf grasses have a tendency to choke out other plants and form layers of rotting dead thatch that stops new plants from sprouting.
In addition to the maladapted relationship to our native species, lawn grasses were selected for their adaptation to mowing (grazing, which is different but grazing-adapted plants do well being mowed) and if you let them grow without any cutting they will form thick, dense growth with an understory of dead and dying Plant Gunk that is otherwise almost sterile. Spreading seeds in that crap doesn’t do jack. These lawn grasses have in some cases been bred for the dense, hypercompetitive growth habit.
The advice above about composting on top of lawn grass, or tearing up the sod and flipping it over? I do both of these things when trying to establish a new planting, but grass can survive it and shoot up new stalks THROUGH the layer of soil and compost you’re planting in, at which point you can’t do much except trim the blades to dirt level where they emerge and hope they die sometime soon.
This I think is an example of “anti-lawn” advice being tailored to arid areas where turfgrass has to be kept on life support to survive. In areas where turfgrass *is* well adapted, it can be ridiculously aggro.
I’m not saying “rip out your grass"—most of my meadow was established through simply adding plants in among what was already there. But this method gets REALLY time consuming, because if you live in a wet climate where turfgrass does well, that stuff will wreck your shit. I spend a lot of time pulling grass by hand or trimming it with grass shears. (Highly recommend grass shears.)
Native sedges I leave be, it’s the lawn grass that’s horrible. A good place to start is learning how to tell your native grasses and sedges from non-native lawn grasses.
The cardboard thing I’ve tried, and I’m not very impressed with it; cardboard is just too heavily processed to break down quickly and it doesn’t hold in moisture at all.
Now, here’s what I would recommend for composting a lawn and starting “from scratch” in terms of the plant community: (keep in mind I am located in the Southeastern USA) Scrape the sod up from a large area in the fall, stack it into a pile with the root side facing up, and pile more soil from the site on top of it. In the spring, spread it all back out. If you leave the pile alone and let the weeds do their thing, they’ll help minimize erosion, and most of the sod will have decomposed into soil you can use.
As for the bare dirt where you scraped it up? Fallen leaves. Just spread a shit ton of fallen leaves. Fallen leaves are magic for this stuff. The ideal thing to do in the spring, IMHO, is to burn them. Wait till spring is in full swing so all the bugs have emerged from hibernation, soak the ground down around the outside edge of where the leaves are so the fire stays put, and light ‘em up.
In my experience (living in a rather wet climate) burning a leaf layer creates a very polite low creeping fire that spreads slowly out over the ground and is harder to keep going than to contain. You will want to avoid this if you live in an area of extreme fire danger.
But it’s undeniable that fire is basically THE essential fundamental tool of terraforming in North America. Just be smart about it.
If you’re making a meadow right up next to a building or flammable trees, I reckon you could move leaves into pile offsite, burn them, and spread the ashes on-site, for similar results.
Either way, spread your decomposed sod on top of the fresh ashes, and now you can plant to your heart’s content.
A further note:
“Kill your lawn” is a slogan and there’s a huge difference between false and simplified. If someone takes a 140 letter long statement as the Bible of what to do with ecosystem caretaking, that’s 100% their fault.
What re-wilding your lawn should ideally look like is going to be radically different depending on where you are in the world. I can really only speak to the southeastern USA because That’s Where I Live.
In most of the eastern half of the USA, you should consider planting trees and bushes in a large space (especially oaks, if you have room—I wouldn’t put an oak any closer than 20 feet minimum from any structure). If you create a forest-density environment, the leaf layer and native ground covers can be your “lawn.”
The East also had plenty of meadows and open savanna-like environments, too, think sunny dappled clearings in airy woodland full of wildflowers, and prairie-like places full of gigantic, spreading open-grown oaks.
Grass isn’t bad. It’s just a type of plant. But most lawn turfgrass is invasive in most areas outside of Europe.
Turfgrass is probably just fine in Europe, if you let the flowers grow!
In the USA, you can have low turf-forming plants that make a decent “lawn,” but many of them are not gonna be grasses. We have TONS of native sedges and lots of low-growing flowers. (Look into Achillea millefolium, Salvia lyrata, Oxalis violacea, you probably already have common blue violets…) But most native USA true grasses in the East either a) want to be in shade or b) grow like 12 feet tall.
And lastly…even “hard baked clay with rocks” is not necessarily a Bad thing. There are super diverse natural ecosystems that are just that. Kentucky and Tennessee have these globally super-rare ecosystems called limestone barrens or cedar barrens that are basically desert-like environments where there is next to no soil on top of limestone rock. There are so many plants that grow only in limestone barrens.
Turfgrass is probably
just fine in Europe, if you
let the flowers grow!
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
I'm extremely baffled that this absolute gem of a post was brought to me by the-haiku-bot
You get there and all the pretty boys look up from drinking from the reservoir and gallop away like gazelle
he/him in a girl way she/her in a boy way. if you even care
Which Fluid Is Your Gender?
McDonald's Sprite
Blood (whose blood? Idk but it's in a wine glass)
vanilla extract
the liquid in a thermometer
Is Pepsi okay?
Spilled ink
whatever that five-year-old is mixing together and calling a "potion"
soup
how to make slime no glue no borax
other (in the tags!!!)
reblog for sample size etc etc
i get upset about how some people who consider themselves apart of the punk subculture think you need crust vests or patched pants to be punk. thats not what its about- its about rejecting the norms and allowing freedom to express for everyone. you can be cottagecore and still be punk, or you could wear techwear and be punk. yeah theres a style that you can totally adopt if you want but you dont have too.
people who call themselves punk need to stop bashing others for not wearing those specific clothes but still call themselves a part of the subculture, being mean isnt punk, accepting others for who they are no matter what they wear or look like is absolutely punk. stop judging!!
Claiming something isn't punk is so not punk
Hi!
If you're new to the punk scene and want to make some patches, but don't know what to put on them, here's a small list of what you can put on them (it's entirely up to you how you style them!):
•Trans rights bay-bee!!
•Slap your local racist
•Cops are only nice to you for info
•Guy Fawkes was right
•Down with Tory scum!
•Be that change
•Legalise abortions, bitch!
•Not all disabilities are visible
•Kill 'em with kindness
•Wake up to corruption!
•No child should live in fear
•Vaccinate!!!
•Don't get angry, masturbate!
•People before profit
•Trans rights have always existed
•Billionaires can suck my dick
•Join your local union TODAY!!!
•Kill ur local rapist
•QUEER POWER
•Stick it to the man
•I'm with Greta Thunberg on this one
•Help the homeless
•We have a moral obligation to help each other
Feel free to rb!
Compassion is punk
Ignore the rules, break a law, run with scissors!
Girlies! Remember on feb 1st a green comet will be passing by earth's orbit!!!!!!! Make sure u take a sneak peek at her bc she only comes around every 50000 yrs!!!!!!!!!!!! ☄️
I'll just watch it next time...
everyday i think of instant gratification monkey
instant gratification monkey my beloved