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trannies stop following me

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This tulpa stuff is so weird but also interesting its very hard for her to speak but yesterday she had a high pitched voice, now today she had a weird monstrous voice and then a deep man voice. and she was saying random short words that werent matching to the topic i was saying xd but its probably like that cuz im still very new to creating her. i felt her presence earlier she was with me Ok whatever i sound like im making up a story sorry

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Sent a comment on tiktok 4 minutes ago and i already have 6 replies of trannies leaking over me

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When i was 7 i had a dream where my mums friend killed my dad and its stayed in my head ever since maybe it will happen

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*cuts myself cutely*

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i had a dream where i had a friend who was picking out her scars and she told me about it so then i started picking out my scars, it was like once you pick it out theres no scar anymore. it was called scar cushion picking and it looked so satisfying and the whole scar came out in one go in the dream but now when i imagine it it just looks weird

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I've been trying to create a tulpa so far i havent heard a response back from her but from this one response, idk if it was me talking or her saying it but it was probably just me. an hour or 2 ago when i went downstairs i felt as if a presence was with me as if like someone was following me, i dont know if that was her but i had that type of feeling that it is her? Idfk

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I give up i givr up ahhhhhjrurbf ehy does everyone find me weird and just laugh at me even my friend who i occasionally talk to mostly talks to me with my bully to laugh at me

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Idgaf i am a dandere

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I want to Die.

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Why is it cute for anime girls to always come in super late to school and sleep in class 24/7 but when i do it i look like a depressed fag

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I miss having friends that talked to me so bad, i had a really good friend that we would always hangout with eachother last year but then her bsf came back from romania and came back to our school, now she acts like i dont even exist </3

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I hate having to pretend like i care about someones feelings and help them feel better

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i hate my mother so much she always complains about being poor and not having money when she spends all of her money on useless stupid shit and alcohol oh my god we dont even have our own house we live in her boyfriends house which her boyfriends dad also lives there and he pays the rent for the house and stuff like that and she has the audacity to smash everything up in the house and act like a bitch to her boyfriend and his dad. i would expect for someone to not pay anything for the house and not have a job to atleast cook, clean, etc but she doesnt do shit. and then she cries and acts like some fucking victim whenever the dad shouts back

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I feel retarded that im really happy about how a year 7 was talking to me normally and said bye to me instead of him harassing me

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I hate how i can feel my lungs ewewew i want to rip them out im going to freak out

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I dont ever want to get up