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A Voice Whispers In Your Ear, "Do You Regret It...?" ---- Ind. R!63 Kcalb from GGT. Written by Amy.

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blackbaned:

          “ ‘Preference’ will certainly get you nowhere when commanding your soldiers if you plan to leave such a lukewarm impression,” Kcalb says calmly, taking a moment to look around. “ Or has your army left you in this… unsavory state that you’ve currently taken up? “

     “You’re quite the conversationalist, hmm?” She couldn’t say she wasn’t irritated. Just a little bit, “There is no army because I have no need for an army. Though I’m sure that won’t be a satisfying answer to you.”

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blackbaned:

          “ I don’t think I need to repeat myself. “

          What an asshole.

          “ Is there any reason why you’ve chosen to assume such a pathetic form? “

     “Pathetic?”

     How rude. Was she this rude when she was his age?

     “This is the form I’m most comfortable in. I don’t see what other reason I need beyond preference.”

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blackbaned:

( @desolationbound. )

          “ … “

          “ … How… diminutive. “

     Diminutive. That was the first time anyone used that word.                                                                                             “Excuse me...?”

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     Two month naps are the best kind of naps.

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     “Well, well, well…would you look who it is! Why, hello,      Kcalb…~ not here with that cute God of yours? Shame~”

@desolationbound

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     “Don’t talk about them like that. It’ll stroke their ego.” Ugh, her arm was aching now. She didn’t wanna have to deal with this, not at all, “Isn’t there better things you could be doing than bugging me?”

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Kcalb. The Black God. A lonely, selfish brat of a deity with a love for sweets. 

I’ve noted two things while drawing this.

1) She looks like she’s perpetually freezing wearing such a thick feather heavy jacket and that’s probably true.

2) She dresses as though she’s ready to attend a funeral and that’s absolutely true.

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Kcalb. The Black God. A lonely, selfish brat of a deity with a love for sweets. 

I’ve noted two things while drawing this.

1) She looks like she’s perpetually freezing wearing such a thick feather heavy jacket and that’s probably true.

2) She dresses as though she’s ready to attend a funeral and that’s absolutely true.

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[ GALLIVANTS INTO YOUR ASKBOX hey talk to me about how god kcalb differs from devil kcalb ]

OOC. That was the fastest I’ve ever seen you bust into my askbox.

I’ve been caught off guard but I’ll try to write something coherent.

There’s some key differences between them though amazingly not too many. She’d still somewhat pessimistic and easily flustered but in particular she’s a lot calmer. She’s collected and composed most of the time and not as prone to an outburst if she’s being provoked but this is more so post war. She’s super chill post war.

During the war she was a lot different. Like her devil self she was never against using violence as a tool though unlike her devil counterpart she never would lay a hand on her angels and this is particularly because she doesn’t want them to fear her or leave her. Rather than blaming others during the war like Devil Kcalb did (excluding Etihw. He gets blamed a lot. She calls him the root of all her problems on more than one occasion.), she developed the horrible habit of blaming herself.

Defeat in battle? She didn’t plan far enough ahead.

Angels’ lives lost? She’s as guilty as the demons who slayed them.

Little sister who she loved dearly falls and becomes a demon? She wasn’t attentive enough.

She did something wrong. She made a mistake. It’s all her fault.

The top three culprits are always herself, the demons, or Etihw.

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OOC. List of Verses and AUs on this blog:

Verses

Youth and Rise to Power

War!Verse

Pre-Invasion

During Invasion

Post Invasion

Descent into Ruin

AUS

Fatal Frame AU - Based around the fifth game Maiden of Black Water

Divinity AU - God!Kcalb. Self explanatory role reversal.

Victory AU - Kcalb wins the war. Resulting events partner dependent.

Corpse Party AU - Based around the Corpse Party VN series. Literal never ending suffering.

Hallucination AU (Private) - Based around a concept developed with @blackbaned.

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OOC. I wanna do a starter call but I should really be working on my AUs. Priorities are hard.

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OOC. I got the about page adequately filled out last night. I’ll probably end up making a post for the verses before I finish the verses page.

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blackbaned:

          “ I agree. “ When he was thinking about god, the thought of creation was the first thing that came to mind. It’s not as if he was completely void of ideas for things like that, rather, he considered them too plain to every consider putting in the corporeal world. His speciality in the orate and complicated only rose when he was carving out magic runes– and really, there was no need for that to be on everything either ( he doesn’t want anyone to get accidentally cursed or torn to pieces ). 

          After meeting Siralos, he can say that maybe the differences between gods and devils isn’t so greatly drastic after all. There’s a reason why they’re always paired up, right? “ I don’t think that they would change too much, save for appearance. “ 

          “ – How sympathetic could they be if they experienced being sealed? “ He’d like to meet an Etihw like that, but something like that would probably be a lot worse than what he’s trying to make himself imagine. He’s happy with his god as is. “ I wonder. “

     “You haven’t met my Etihw...”

     The thought was somewhat nerve wracking to be honest. Maybe it wasn’t exactly fair to immediately assume he’d be a terror but the proof was there. After all who better than she to predict a worst case scenario. But she digressed.

     “Rather harsh but....”

     Who could stop her from wondering though. If they had experienced it. That crushing blackness. The suffocation. The pressure that made is oh so agonizing to move the slightest muscle-- and that’s where she halted her thoughts. There was no need to get worked up about some passing mention in a casual conversation.

     “Very sympathetic, I’d hope. Or perhaps they’d have more fury than even we did. It’s hard to tell.”

[sakiroll]

life

[museofbirds]

WHY IS IT that when I make a mistake,

                        ( YOU’RE the one that PAYS for it? )

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     Looks like she slept all day. At least it should be peaceful for a while if everyone’s asleep like she’s assuming.

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aevius-caelum:

『❇』 “Maybe it is. I believe that all depends on your perspective.” Ciel gave a small sigh, setting her gaze on the grave a few meters away. One of her privates; good kid–loved trying to set her paperwork on fire, however. “I do not believe, however, that I earn a say in that. You two were the puppeteers in all of… That.”

    “Fair enough.” Fingers interlace as she rests her chin upon her hands. She hadn’t really expected much upon coming here. Honestly she wondered why she had bothered. Probably another unconscious effort at self punishment, she supposed, “This probably isn’t a conversation you wish to be having especially with the likes of me. I do apologize for that.”

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@aevius-caelum || continued from here.

     “No...Just a thought I had.” She doesn’t spare the angel even a gaze simply staring out towards the landscape before her, “I’ve never worried about things like this until recent centuries. Isn’t that strange.”