frozen in the traffic lights

she/her | normal about these cube people *covered in blood and ashes* very normal *shredded remains of who even knows what in my teeth* so so normal *my hair looks like it was in a hurricane and i have a thousand yard stare with shrunken irises* absolutely normal *breaks the item in my hand because i was death gripping it too hard* definitely normal *the area around me is completely destroyed*

[desolationcleo]

might fuck around and try to make a new pinned post

Greetings! I'm a victim of the tma to life series pipeline (as my username suggests) and this is my trafficblr (as everything else suggests)

You can call me Sparkle, Desolation/Deso, or Aereth. I use she/her

Here's the picrew my icon's from

Here be shipping! I tag all the ship posts I make, but when reblogging I assume the OP has already tagged it

I occasionally make things. Mostly memes, drawings, and sometimes userboxes. I'd be making animatics but idk how to use the programs for that yet (and haven't even decided on which one to use)

as you might be able to tell by the bio and header i am consumed by madness

[desolationcleo]

*watcher voice* FIGHT LITTLE WOLF FIGHT Wanna entertain me BITE LITTLE WOLF BITE Let's see how you take this

[desolationcleo]

Akari from Aikatsu MCYT fan confirmed

render by @perfectqueen

[desolationcleo]

i can fix her

[fragment protected]

[desolationcleo]

Wish you guys lived near me so we could have a 12 hour limited life watch party in the living room with the pull out couch in bed mode and the pov casted to the tv from a device and we all bring and share snacks and I inevitably dress up probably go for a Katya from goncharov vibe because liml/goncharov and clock symbolism and there's lots of blankets and I let you play with my pearl plush and someone (probably Lack) makes watcher lore out of bdubs not uploading his pov until now and we order pizza and draw straws for who has to answer the door and make plenty of jokes about the desert when someone says the word pizza because we're all thinking it and every now and then one of us points out a parallel or bit of foreshadowing that makes the rest lose it and someone inevitably starts singing at some point and we eventually all fall asleep on top of each other as happens when one is doing a watch party lasting 12 hours nonstop and the video keeps playing while we sleep until it reaches the end and then it stops bc autoplay is off for partially this reason

[toddsolondz]

destroying and betraying yourself for nothing all by yourself, handsome?

[the-crastle]

wouldn't it be crazy if you actually found crastleduo memes on the tumblr blog the-crastle. haha noo who would do that

[copepods]

new he would not fucking say that: they would not fucking have a parent-child relationship

[tobytoaster]

“ ... In its simplest terms, a codependent relationship is when one partner needs the other partner, who in turn, needs to be needed. “

[tobytoaster]

would you just tell me what I’m meant to do?

[tobytoaster]

started Scott’s 3rd life POV, love their dynamic so far :)!!

without text! Sorry for repost, needed to fix something

[tobytoaster]

close your weary eyes

[tobytoaster]

Okay I want to throw you all a concept for the season 3 setting

The whole word is a birch tree forest. At the middle of the forest there is a lake, and it's the only water source on the server. It's also a spawn.

And the forest is not your usual forest. It's really easy to get lost, and once you're lost, you're not able to get back. When the player is lost, they're automatically out of the game.

That's why all of the players start at the spawn at the same time, and they're all given an opportunity to for a team before the game starts.

The forest feels strange. Players can hear voices, see shadows and the pattern on the trees strangely reminds something of eyes. That's why it's so important to go in pairs.

And basically that's it, boogeyman still in play, life transfering too

Here's some pictures for the vibes

[tobytoaster]

" I think I heard Scott. " Pearl suddenly dropped her shovel, looking out at the trees. Etho frowned and let out a heavy sigh.

" Pearl, Scott went missing three days ago. He's not coming back. " And that was true: they haven't heard anything of him for multiple days. He's not with other camps and he hasn't shown up to their base either. Usually those people are considered dead by now.

" But I heard him, he was calling out my name. Maybe he's injured and can't walk, I need to go and find him! " She looked up at Etho, gaze foggy and arms shaking. He wanted to believe her so badly: to believe that their friend is really alive. But Etho and others havent heard anything coming from the forest.

" You're not going anywhere. " Grian suddenly spoke, coming closer and grabbing Pearl's hand. "We can't lose another person."

Pearl tried to push Grian away, grabbing her shovel back to hit him. " We need to help him. And if you don't care about your friends, doesn't mean I don't do either! Let me go! "

Grian's hold only grew stronger. " Pearl, Scott is dead! He has been dead since he went alone in that stupid forest! And you will be dead too! "

" Let me go! "

" Etho, knock her out! " And with the quick hit on the back of the head, Pearl sank on the ground. Etho sat beside her, petting her hair. They can't afford to lose another, not when there are so little people left.

[quietwingsinthesky]

like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.

[quietwingsinthesky]

“I thought they cared about me, but they were lying this whole time.” <- tired. boring. removes all the nuance of this relationship to make it easier to move on from.

“I thought they cared about me, and I was right, and every minute they were there for me, every time they said they were proud, every laugh we shared leaning against each other bruised and breathless, all of it was real. and they still left me behind. They could put their love aside. I couldn’t.” <- insane. will never leave you alone. reminds you that even the worst people are still people and can still care about even the ones they hurt the most and that undoes neither the harm nor the love.

[mayloony]

WHAT DO I DO??

You can come out now .

[desolationcleo]

the watchers seeing people claim it's somehow possible to trick them (all-seeing) into thinking jimmy's dead when he's not even playing along, that they killed lizzie, or that anyone who dies early on or has a string of bad luck must have pissed them off somehow

[thegremlininyourcloset]

I’ve been (re)watching Lizzie’s Last Life, and, for how popular shadowrot is in this fandom—

how have some of these things im noticing not been talked about??

Lizzie looked for Cleo after Bigb killed her. She spent a While looking for Cleo—you can see it in the time of day!!

Lizzie Accurately predicts that Cleo would go for the villager they’d cured—and moves it before Cleo gets there! They even comment on how “slick” it was.

Cleo doesn’t tell Lizzie which alliance they’ll be moving too.

When Lizzie speaks with Ren after Cleo lives, she mentions it just being them now. Ren asks about Bigb, and Lizzie directly wonders if they can trust him.

Ren. Was. The. One. Who. Convinced. Lizzie. To. Keep. Bigb. And he did by talking about the curse, which both Ren and Lizzie had experienced by then.

Lizzie tells Bigb what he’s done is “catastrophic”

She also Accurately predicts that Cleo is going to kill Bigb.

And finally, she ends the episode by, again, Accurately Predicting That The Fairy Fort Would Burn Next Session

like. All of this is absolutely insane I’m never going to be normal about this.

@feralpodcastlistener @kitteningotham @periwinklepaint