dusty Hal

Superñatural

[prettyshon10]

[flippyspoon]

me on those Spn boys

[tomorrowsactions]

i have not been the same since castiel went to superhell

[inacatastrophicmind]

[inacatastrophicmind]

#Dean at any given time: baby I don't care you committed war crimes we can work it out just come home @valdelion

[lichanicksstuff]

Jensen Ackles can deny destiel all he wants but I have my papers

Dean's gay in Spanish, suckers, and you can't do anything about it

[autisticandroids]

thinking about dean living an intricate double life online pretending to be a housewife from lawrence, kansas

[autisticandroids]

crucial that he keeps this up for like. years. and tells no one

[autisticandroids]

he has like, friends, who he's been catfishing through faceapp

[autisticandroids]

like essentially sometime in like early season nine he starts just posting recipes without a ton of personality because he's gotten excited about cooking and is getting good at it. but he doesn't talk about himself really. and this continues for like a year or two. and then he starts getting like comments and stuff and he realizes he needs to start like making up personal details. because like, he's dean winchester, dead serial killer. he needs to lie about himself online to some degree, so he has to create a character. and like, posting recipes online is for women. so the character has to be a woman. it like doesn't occur to him that since he is a man online posting recipes, men must be allowed to do that and he could create a male character to embody. like it's not that he's embarrassed that He, As A Man is posting recipes. it just doesn't occur to him that his persona could be a man.

[autisticandroids]

#can’t decide if he’s accidentally given himself 5 kids because he keeps making up a different child that will only eat veggie bacon#or if he has exactly 2 fake children named after rockstars with long fake histories built up over the years#Joan went through a pony phase in 2015 Floyd loves fire trucks now#he describes his husband as being like John because that’s what A Husband is supposed to be like#but all the little stories about him are like#my husband went away on a business trip again woe is me#when he came home he wouldn’t even eat his favorite meal of medium rare hamburgers because he said he’s not hungry#recipe below#Bess and Garth have been following him for years they have no idea

[autisticandroids]

#Dean starts realizing he may have feelings for Cas and needs someone to talk to about it#but can't bring it up to anyone in his real life#so he reaches out to his online friends#and thus begins the adultery plotline

[beybuniki]

deancas gay love existing in this gap exactly

[sunlightbuck]

*continues a conversation from 9 years ago* and another thing I’ll never forgive spn for is the way the narrative never fully gave cas credit for everything he did for the winchesters ESPECIALLY up until s8 (sorry I didn’t watch past that yes im still qualified to speak on this im literally lgbt) he was isolated , kicked out of heaven, recovering from being crazy which WAS BC HE SACRIFICED HIMSELF AGAIN.. (So that makes his soul, body and MIND that he’s sacrificed, for those keeping track at home) and yet what did he get for it. another dean lecture? bobby making a smart ass comment? him having to blink and disappear to god doesn’t know where and be alone and melancholy and in love? whatever bro like, yeah we got some good moments in the later seasons and #DeanReciprocated will be etched onto my tombstone but I won’t forgive and forget s7 I really won’t

[captainchilly]

"Got to know who the real monsters are in this world, kid." ↳ 9.02 - DEVIL MAY CARE

[paunchjournal]

Dean

[bingozone]

This article is from several years ago but it's still really relevant today

(And does a way better job than i did at putting the feeling into words, regarding my earlier rant about the way spn treats its queer audience)

Heres the link to the full article if you wanna read it, I think that in light of recent events, the fact that this is still so relevant is really sad.

[prettyshon10]

[merthurtrenches]

Dean hated ipod jacks. He would NOT listen to ai metallica😭

[iinexhaustible]

if i was someone that cared for jensen ackles and knew him personally i would tell him he should stop saying he played one of the most well known fictional gay ships Unintentionally. because that just looks rlly bad on You the real straight actor man. but i don’t for neither so.

[charlies-singular-angel]

[wellofdean]

Wow. So, big weekend in spn con bullshit. And to think I almost paid money to go to that con and hear them say a bunch of unnecessary nonsense in person. Man. Glad I did not.

Let me be really clear: I love Supernatural, and I always will. If the actor men say correct things, I will celebrate the correctness of the things they said, and if they talk nonsense, I will call it by its name, but either way, I do not require their permission to read and understand the content of that fucking text. That is MY OWN PURVIEW and I do it on my own authority, and it was queer as hell from a million different perspectives, and whatever Jensen Ackles thought he was doing, I can see with my own actual eyes and process with my perfectly functional brain what he DID do.

I may as well confess to you all that I love Supernatural forever, but I am very much in my Heated Rivalry era, and something interesting (at least to me) happened, which is that after watching Heated Rivalry, I kinda got mad at Supernatural for the first time. I know! So many of you have been mad for a long time! But, I truly wasn't. I just thought some stupid thing happened in the final days and they whiffed it, but up until that point, I loved it! It felt real to me. It made me feel seen as a queer person. But, now I just feel like... Geez. Why did they have to be so fucking WEIRD about it, and why on earth do they need to continue to be so fucking weird about it??

Thinking about it more, I just realised that what I feel is a kind of grief, because I realised that even if they DID suit up again for my dream fix-it season 16, Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins could never, ever have the delicious freedom those two sweet baby noodles on Heated Rivalry have, to kiss like they fucking mean it and love each other out loud on their press tours, because Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins would not be capable of it. It is a freedom they do not have access to. Nothing they would ever do could ever be as delicious as the Destiel in my own pure brain. Those Gen-X dinosaurs (and I say this as a Gen-X dinosaur myself!) have both been marinating in homophobic bullshit for so long and have been shaped and inhibited by it to the point where...they still say stupid shit at cons for no good reason.

Look: they are not my overlords. They are my age, and I am an educated, capable, professional adult working in academia. I studied literature at college in the dark ages before the internet, when understanding a line of poetry and the references it made was a matter of spending hours in the library stacks trawling through source material. I am every bit as clever as them, and I am more capable of understanding narrative. I have training and a lifetime of dedication to that pursuit. I don't care what they say, and they do not sway me.

But, they do make me sad.

[inacatastrophicmind]