Devatron

🇺🇸🇲🇽 chaotic bin scraps☆he/they☆"Strange seeing you here in front of me. Been staring at after images of you in places you haven't been in years" -Willy G ☆I call everyone my pookies☆ tiktok: devatronthechaotic

[devatronthechaotic]

Hubris

I am hungry for your presence. For your taste, for your essence. Every bit of you is iridescent. You shine and glitter- In the pale moon's light. Oh, you make me so bitter. My heart pitter platters. To the best of my control. I am losing in this matter. My fingers crave to brush against your face My arms ache to wrap around your figure. I give into the desire, to hold you once more. There I've spoiled myself. A hedonist as I say I am. I pull you close with my hand I graze your face and breathe in the wet scent of rain and fear off of you. I've had enough of this foolish extremity. I've had enough of this foolish heart, that makes me ache for domesticity with you. I've spilled my guts out for you with my love. I put myself out there, I wanted to gain your trust. So I took my heartbreak, a sharp tool indeed. I gave into the black rage, and with a thrust. Everything between us was lost. For that I tried to gift you a gift. But you didn't want it. "Didn't I?" That is what you say. For that one line had never left me so dismayed. I forgive you. So forgive me too. I flay and slice. And now you have a companion in death. Oh, now I leave you to both to stay. I do not bid goodbye. My heart aches without you. I could not rip out my own and gift it to you. Another heart will do. I bend and contort. I offer you my broken heart, in the city of Florence. I loved, I love you. You are the bane of my anger and adorance. I remember you said you built "forts" How unfortunate you cannot protect your feelings from what you love the most. Is that why you are so weak to my advances? Is that why I am weak to yours? Tell me this Will... Will you be the one that fills me whole? With love or with a satisfied stomach? The one that satisfies my hunger for companionship. For an equal person who stands with me and understands me.

We meet again, somehow. I'm not surprised. You my dear, always knew where to find me. Sit here in front of paintings and lighting. Before and after. To be one and whole. Molded into one we become easily confused Before and after, is the only way to tell the difference. The only way to choose. "Strange seeing you here in front of me. Been staring of the after images of you in places you haven't been in years." "If I saw you every day, forever, Will, I would remember this time" We both smiled. And for a moment. A small moment. Here in this museum, we were happy. Please...my sweet William. I love you. You say "We're conjoined. I'm curious whether either of us can survive separation." I take that decision into my hands and I try to saw you off. Then I carry you back home. In the chilling snow. You've had enough. You say goodbye. No matter the calculations I've made. We cannot go back in time. Here I kneel on the snow, brought back in time to when I was a boy. I was vulnerable. I gave myself up. Once more, I do it again, it's because of you.

I stand my ground and find a place. Where you'll always know where to find me.

I smile, you've returned. and in a jealous frenzy I try to destroy what you've formed. A family? No Will, you are my family. In the end, in the end. We fight together, a red dragon. You recall a moment when I once said. "Have you ever seen blood in the moonlight? It appears quite black." Now you say "It really does look black." And for a moment I wanted to laugh. "This is all I ever wanted for you, for the both of us." I say. "It's beautiful." With that, I pull you in and hold you close. Your balance is off, I don't care. We fall back and for a moment we are sound. We hit the water and sink deep. We hit the sand. This is perfect. This alright. This is love.

[tethered-heartstrings]

But I love how in the final episode, during their last battle, their final blending, Hannibal is wearing a dumpy little greyish sweater and Will is in a button up with his hair combed perfectly. Clothes the other would wear, looking like the other, a mirror, a last melding before plummeting into the sea to become one final blur of the other.

[tethered-heartstrings]

Hannibal said Patroclus died wearing Achilles' armor, and here both of them are wearing clothes fit for the other.

[attckher]

[ioveartfilm]

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[goldrshr]

ur honour can you please find the difference between these two pictures

[twinkbutchblog]

Robert Chase lore is like "my father left me, I had to take care of my abusive alcoholic mother and baby sister, I drank and experimented with drugs in my teen years, my sister became an alcoholic like our mother and we havent spoken in years, I wanted to be a priest but I struggled with guilt and faith after being caught sleeping with the groundskeeper's wife. " And then on the other end of this spectrum it's like "i really like bowling , im a licensed hypnotist , and i like to surf."

[clownstowns]

[sidevictuuri]

I was watching this guy react to Hannibal and tell me why the IMDB pop-up when he paused says DR. ANIMAL CANNIBAL PIZZA

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

[gooseinsoup]

they dont make queer bait like they used to anymore

hopefully selling these as a print/sticker at kaigacon melbourne in feb!! 🩺

[oddlittlestories]

Chase has a fawn response btw

He also resents this, which is why he gets that annoyed teenager thing going on

Additionally, like House, he doesn’t actually believe sticking up for himself does any good. Chase believes that doing what the person in power wants is the only thing that MIGHT protect him. This is an ingrained belief. By season 3, he has not yet truly realized that sometimes HE is the one in power in certain situations.

Chase also feels an overwhelming need and responsibility to protect vulnerable women and children. Particularly single women and children. I’m sure this has nothing to do with his past at all /sarcasm.

Which is why he frames himself as negligent when he causes the death of his patient, despite the extenuating circumstances. No one else was going to protect her. That was HIS job. And he failed. Shouldn’t he be punished?

He comes off as a person without a backbone or ethics because he’s made a life out of looking which way the wind was blowing, finding who was making the weather. Ethics, to him, are a luxury.

Or a self-sacrifice.

All of this leads to him preferring bad things just happen—not that they’re his fault. He feels very little agency in his life, and his own reactions are counter to his agency. He’d rather have done nothing than done something wrong.

But that’s not a great way to live. And really, Chase’s whole story is about learning to make his own choices. To embrace his own agency, whether that brings him successes or losses.

[swollenbabyfat]

Dang.

For that one meme.

[destielgaysex]

[foreskinniest]

This is what it feels like to be a sensitive young man with a heart of gold in this cruel world

[ganglemybel0ved]

why does hannibal randomly trend every few months. bitches be down bad for a show that ended a decade ago. same

[whydoihavetoart]

dinner

[traystreeter]

Blurring together

Corel Painter and Photoshop

school started last week chat Im in hell

[jadethirwall-deactivated2022052]

why are all of y'all like 5'3. whatcha doin down there

[scarletdreamers]

Still not over the fact that these are some of the most important and intimate lines from the show, yet everyone ignores them like they don't exist:

In the series itself (the final cut), these lines said by Alana and Hannibal while they are dining with Will are delivered a bit differently. In the final take they go like this:

A: ''They love and kill what they love.''

H: ''Then they eat what they love. It's a paradox.''

A: ''Freddie thinks the two of you are a paradox.''

After having said this, Alana suspiciously eyes both Hannibal and Will. Almost as if she knows there's something between them, but she can't figure out what it is. These lines are so important because they give an outsider point of view of Hannibal and Will's relationship. It shows that, at this point in the story, certain characters knew things they weren't supposed to know.

It also adds to their perception of the dynamic between Will and Hannibal. The dangerous pair they make, the desire to kill and even eat each other shows how unconventional and insane their bond is. How, not only tragic, but thrilling and strong whatever they have is. There's always a sense of underlying desires. Sensual danger that even the other characters can feel. They know something isn't right, and Alana's/Freddies take on their bond as a 'paradox' isn't even that far from the truth. It's actually really interesting to think of the feelings Hannibal and Will have for each other during that time in the story that way.

They really do make a very complicated paradox, knowing that they will betray each other, hurt each other, maybe even want to kill each other, but love each other anyway. That they love each other enough to want to ''eat'' each other ('they eat what they love') as a sense of fulfilment they might never reach. Not as long as they stay alive in a situation in which it's quite impossible for them to be together.

After that, we have the scene where they have dinner with just the two of them and 'prepare' Freddie, including this gorgeous shot:

A simple scene where they cook together. Hannibal hands Will a cooking knife (originally a product to use to prepare food, a deadly weapon given the right reason), which is an indirect throwback to the conversation they had with Alana. They merge love, death and eating in this scene. Hannibal's trust when he hands Will the knife. The blade pointed towards himself indicates betrayal and a violent shared history between them, depicted by the way the knife's tip is pointing at Hannibal's pink-ish red and raw scar. This scene is romantic, because Hannibal literally shows Will that he ''trusts him with his life'' by doing this.

In the dinner scene with Alana she also points out that she thinks they might not be the killers individually, but together. Holding a weapon at the same time for a few seconds too long proves her point. Their sharing of the knife without hurting one another means they are working together when it comes to violence and death. It's a sign of Will's corruption. A reflection of his true self in the silver of the blade. A mirror of violence and his own darkest urges.

Will and Hannibal are a paradox like a knife is a paradox. It nurtures, is used to prepare food which gives life, and is usually a friend, until it's used against you and suddenly becomes deadly. Their love is a double edged knife, being able to cause harm and grant help at the same time. It makes you wonder, do Hannibal and Will desire to kill each other because of their love, or rather in spite of it?

Anyway, I love Naka-Choko because of the insane tension throughout the whole episode. Had to share why I think that this quote is such a heavy yet romantic giveaway of their mutual feelings and bond, it's a shame it's so incredibly overlooked just like a few other really good lines in the show.