goldrshr ౨ৎ

‎꜀( ꜆-ࡇ-)꜆ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

[honeyed-half-truths]

Hedgie Choi, 'Salvage'

[dead-core]

i just need to have more rules for myself. more rules and limits. surely that will help me

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES Captain America: The Winter Soldier THUNDERBOLTS*

[gihunloversunite]

[billy-pilgrims-steering-wheel]

[gihunloversunite]

[yellowwwcrayon]

im back with my bullshit

[justsomeguycore]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to isolate myself before others could exclude me

[goldrshr]

the perfect fanfic dynamic doesn't exis- oh wait, it does. go read my fic late at night, baby, you're my sign based off this scene 😏😏

[yellowwwcrayon]

look at freakatron go, he’s down so bad, probably wants to tear that whole shirt off

I have to say, he’s starting to outfreak the Recruiter with every new tiny detail people unearth about him

[456x001]

FREAKATRON B Y E

[shonyadrws]

hey 💋

[lastbraincellistyping]

Also them to Gihun-

[mobiusmybeloved]

everyone watching the season finale:

[prostate-fairy-tedesco]

STOP

[toffeeinhun]

Joe Goldberg ass

[ultra-modern-bitch]

Paparazzi is their song

[jude457-deactivated20250828]

i think one of the most criminally underexplored post-games dynamics is how inho would be completely broke—and not like “struggling to pay rent” broke, but “you betrayed the ultra-elite and now your entire financial existence has been erased” broke. entirely dependent on gihun and junho-level broke.

because he did betray the games. he let junho escape. he didn’t kill gihun when he was supposed to. he hesitated. that’s all it takes. somewhere up the ladder, someone sees the cracks and goes: “so the front man isn’t as loyal as we thought. fine. cut him off.”

and suddenly, everything’s gone.

the money he won back when he was a player? seized. whatever offshore accounts they funneled it into? wiped clean. his front man salary? untouchable, now that his name’s flagged for internal betrayal. all the perks—chauffeurs, wine subscriptions, tailored suits, private clinics—GONE. his accounts are frozen. no phone plan. no ID. no insurance. not even enough cash to buy ramen from a convenience store.

so now inho has nothing. no power. no safety net. he’s surviving on the soft, unstable mercy of gihun’s and junho’s tolerance—and he knows it.

he can’t even get a normal job. not a desk job, not night shifts at a warehouse, not anything. his résumé is a graveyard. ten years gone without explanation, unfillable. worse, his old position in the police didn’t just end—it was terminated. it sits there like a stain on every application he starts and abandons. and what does he even have to offer now? surveillance techniques? gun training? staying quiet while people die?

just imagine inho (ex–front man, ex-millionaire) having to swallow his shame, look gihun in the eye, and ask, “can i get this book on moral collapse and the futility of existence? it’s only 10,000 won.” like a teenager begging for pocket money. he should’ve been smart enough to do what gihun did: smart enough to pull all his money out in cash. but no. and now he’s broke and forced to politely request permission to read about why everything is meaningless.

[bebx]

imo every time he wants something, it hurts his pride to ask. which is why gi-hun knows that if in-ho asks, it means he REALLY wants it, which is why gi-hun doesn't have it in his heart to say no to him.

maybe jun-ho can say no to in-ho from time to time. but I think gi-hun's "softer" than jun-ho.

and sometimes there's something in-ho REALLY wants but is too prideful to ask. so he just doesn't ask, maybe because he thinks it's silly, maybe because he thinks he's being a burden, maybe because he thinks he no longer deserves nice things. but somehow gi-hun can tell he wants that thing and buys him that anyway.

gi-hun's being kind and nice, out of love, yes, but it's also because gi-hun went through the same thing before. but for in-ho it just makes him pity and hate himself even more. it just makes him feel like he doesn't deserve gi-hun or jun-ho, that they're only kind to him because they pity him and see him as a responsibility. it's not true because they love him and are happy to help, but in-ho just has a lot of issues, most (if not all) of which involve self-hatred

[jude457-deactivated20250828]

and sometimes there's something in-ho REALLY wants but is too prideful to ask. so he just doesn't ask, maybe because he thinks it's silly, maybe because he thinks he's being a burden, maybe because he thinks he no longer deserves nice things. but somehow gi-hun can tell he wants that thing and buys him that anyway.

MY BRAIN INSTANTLY WENT TO INHO HAVING A SWEET-TOOTH. him sulking 24/7 because he’s craving something sugary but too proud to say anything. not even because it’s a big ask, but because it feels stupid—childish, indulgent, unnecessary. he tells himself it’s not worth mentioning, not when they’ve already taken him in, already feed him, clothe him, let him stay. it feels greedy. shameful. like wanting more than survival means pretending he deserves comfort.

[bebx]

EXACTLY THIS 😭

and somehow gihun knows (maybe junho tells him). so every time inho wants something sugary (but keeps it to himself), he always ends up finding it waiting for him on his bed, his pillow, etc. and gihun pretends it wasn’t him who bought it, pretends he doesn’t even see it conveniently waiting for inho at inho’s favorite spot at the motel.

and inho doesn’t know if he wants to thank gihun or if his stubborn pride wants to find the gesture offensive and condescending. but every time he ends up secretly enjoying his little sweets (and he dislikes that he enjoys it) and gihun pretends he doesn’t see or notice anything as inho eats quietly.

bonus if inho gets a little overly energetic afterwards every time he has his candy, like a kid 😭 junho is there, shaking his head in silence.

junho to gihun: you deal with him. I’m going to bed now.

[jude457-deactivated20250828]

gihun: [being forced to sit and listen to inho, high on sugar, yap excitedly about all his favourite books, but he doesn’t dare interrupt because this is the first time he has seen inho look this excitable and it’s fucking cute]

bonus to ur bonus that is unrelated to sweets:

another thing inho absolutely refuses to ask for is hand cream, because inho is so deeply, stubbornly committed to suffering that his knuckles are literally split open by mid-December, and he still insists it’s “not that bad.”

[sailorsally]

the thing about captain america the first avenger is that it tries really hard to sell the idea of Bucky being a macho womanizer. Too bad they cast Sebastian Stan, the master of sad longing gazes you'd normally only ever see in eastern european gay porn.