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MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!✨🎄🎉 Look at these two deviants trying out human Christmas traditions (or is it just Nines finding excuses to be physical? :333) PS: How refreshing to see Gavin smoking without the threat of lung cancer xP

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WHUMP STARTERS (i’m not sorry) **potential triggers for vomit (emetophobia), blood, violence, substance abuse

❝ are you okay? ❞

❝ can you walk? ❞

❝ i can’t move. ❞

❝ i can’t breathe. ❞

❝ you’re shaking.❞

❝ you’re bleeding! ❞

❝ who did this?! ❞

❝ i need a ride home.❞

❝ that’s it. get it all out. ❞

❝ you’re gonna be fine. ❞

❝ you can’t even sit up! ❞

❝ it’s withdrawal. ❞

❝ i’m not feeling so hot. ❞

❝ you’re not looking so hot. ❞

❝ i need a trash can. ❞

❝ your nose is bleeding again. ❞

❝ it’s broken. it’s gotta be broken. ❞

❝ you hit your head, stay down. ❞

❝ i’m not leaving you by yourself. ❞

❝ i think i’m gonna pass out. ❞

❝ my chest hurts so fucking bad. ❞

❝ my stomach hurts so fucking bad. ❞

❝ the bleeding won’t stop. ❞

❝ drink. you’re dehydrated. ❞

❝ shh. it’s okay. i’m here now. ❞

❝ lets get you out of the sun. ❞

❝ lets get you out of the cold. ❞

❝ hey – look at me. what’s my name? ❞

❝ what the hell did you take?! ❞

❝ you’re shaking like a leaf. ❞

❝ it’s my job to keep you alive. ❞

❝ this is gonna hurt like hell, okay? ❞

❝ what the fuck happened to you? ❞

❝ you did not just throw up on me. ❞

❝ that’s just your oxygen mask. don’t take it off. ❞

❝ that’s just your IV. don’t pull it out.❞

❝ i was fine just a few minutes ago.❞

❝ you were fine just a few minutes ago. ❞

❝ you were right. i should have stayed home. ❞

❝ stay awake – come on, keep talking to me. ❞

❝ why are you still in bed – whoa, what’s wrong? ❞

❝ that’s blood. you’re coughing up fucking blood.❞

❝ i don’t think the bone is supposed to stick out like that.❞

vergak

dxntcry-dxntlie

[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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GV smiled behind his pacifier, satisfied that they were staying and proceeding to lay his head against Jayson’s chest, glancing up when the man spoke up. He didn’t quite understood fully, but he understood that Alex had a hard time with instructions from others if it interfered with his plans. He glanced at Alex and smiled again, he was just happy they were all staying.

The hand grasping Jayson’s shirt slowly started letting go as GV relaxed— he felt safe, he knew he was safe and would be taken care of, he could let go without being judged outright. Was he maybe falling asleep? Yes. He furrowed his brows but was still content, he just didn’t want to sleep though. He lifted his head some to look for Abel, he raised his brows when he saw him before taking his pacifier out of his mouth to speak— or try to, “Ba. Ba!” he was trying to let them know he wanted a bottle of thirium, he was drained and could use it- especially if he was going to go back to sleep after such vigorous use of his energy.

“Ba! Pea!” Bottle please! He was really trying, he knew what he wanted but he couldn’t get the full words out. Giving a frustrated huff at himself, he put his pacifier back into his mouth.

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Jayson instinctively reached up to start petting GV’s hair once his head was on his chest, offering him a small smile. Just because he supposedly couldn’t stand big GV didn’t mean he didn’t love little GV. He was just easier to deal with and handle when he was babey, and a lot less nagging. Plus he was adorable when he did certain stuff, like how he’d reached out for him earlier.

If there’s one thing Abel is terrible with, it’s context clues. He tilted his head curiously when GV tried to speak, that curiosity quickly fading to confusion. He had… no idea what had just been said. He turned his gaze to Jayson for help, who just gave an amused chuckle. “You speak every language in the world, but can’t understand baby talk?” The embarrassed flush that came over the android’s face drew another laugh from the detective. “He’s asking for his bottle, Mr. State-of-the-art-android.”

Abel certainly didn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing his embarrassment grow, standing up as quickly as possible and searching for the bottles GV had shown him earlier. Once that was located and filled with thirium, he returned just as quickly as he’d left, and handed the bottle to Jayson, to give to GV. And then he headed over to his brother, to check his progress.

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GV listened as Jayson spoke to the android, nodding in agreement that he was asking for his bottle.

When he saw the android returning he opened his mouth and let the pacifier fall into his lap, watching as it was handed to Jayson and quietly repeating, "Ba," until he had the bottle in his mouth, his hands coming up to the sides of it in small fists. His eyes lulled for a moment as he drank the thirium, his content very apparent.

Even with thirium filling his system he felt tired, lible to fall asleep if given the chance- but he didn't want to yet. He was able to at least finish the bottle before yawning and nuzzling into Jayson's chest, managing to find his pacifier in his lap and putting it back in his mouth before closing his eyes. He didn't want to sleep, but that didn't mean he didn't need it; and he would much rather sleep knowing the big people around him were here.

For a moment he tried to fight the sleep attempting to take him, huffing a whine and burying his face into Jayson's chest. This happened two more times before his automated breathing steadied out and his LED dimmed to a soft blue. He had only fought because of worry about bad dreams; but knowing that the others were near- close enough to help take away the bad dreams- chased away the worry and allowed him to fall asleep.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #gv is babey #i lub them

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[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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GV smiled behind his pacifier, satisfied that they were staying and proceeding to lay his head against Jayson's chest, glancing up when the man spoke up. He didn't quite understood fully, but he understood that Alex had a hard time with instructions from others if it interfered with his plans. He glanced at Alex and smiled again, he was just happy they were all staying.

The hand grasping Jayson's shirt slowly started letting go as GV relaxed— he felt safe, he knew he was safe and would be taken care of, he could let go without being judged outright. Was he maybe falling asleep? Yes. He furrowed his brows but was still content, he just didn't want to sleep though. He lifted his head some to look for Abel, he raised his brows when he saw him before taking his pacifier out of his mouth to speak— or try to, "Ba. Ba!" he was trying to let them know he wanted a bottle of thirium, he was drained and could use it- especially if he was going to go back to sleep after such vigorous use of his energy.

"Ba! Pea!" Bottle please! He was really trying, he knew what he wanted but he couldn't get the full words out. Giving a frustrated huff at himself, he put his pacifier back into his mouth.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #gv is babey #he wants his bottle pls gib him

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[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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Jayson was very quickly distracted from trying to get his android partner to fucking talk by GV’s movement, just shaking his head with a soft laugh at the grabby hands. “Alright, alright, I’m comin’.” He made his way around the couch, sitting next to the boys and opening his arms for GV. Sorry buddy but you’re gonna have to choose one, Jayson sure as hell isn’t about to, by proxy, hold Abel too.

“Do you think you have this handled?” Abel asked after a moment, glancing at his brother, who was likely as stiff as he was because he wasn’t doing anything. “I think Alex and I are going to head back to the precinct, try to get further on our case.”

“We cannot allow this murderer to continue running free,” Alexander quickly agreed, instantly gaining a glare from Jayson with a “now you’re talkin’?” that he just ignored. “And besides, even if Abel stays, it would not be smart for me to remain as well. Not only is there work to be done, I am not built for comfort and am more likely to make GV uneasy rather than comfortable.”

That gained a snort from the human. “Yeah, sure, that’s why he let you in,” he joked, rolling his eyes. “I mean, whatever, go I guess. Bet it’s just some objective tellin’ you to leave so you don’t start feelin’ emotions or some shit.” That was precisely why he wanted to leave, but he just clenched his jaw and stayed silent.

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GV made a small noise of frustration at being given a choice, looking at Abel with an apologetic look for a moment before happily crawling over to Jayson. He curled up into the man, head on his shoulder with one hand lightly grabbing his shirt as the other held his stuffed owl; sighing contently.

He still only watched the others interacting, trying to listen but not really understanding much of their talk about a case. He did however understand that someone or two someones was leaving, furrowing his brows and shaking his head in disapproval. It wasn't often GV pitched a fit but he would over this if given the chance; he reached one hand at Alex, offering it to interface with a determined look on his..baby face.

He waited for the other to accept the offer before sending him multiple data packages:

{ The first time Alex helped GV down from a high place with the feelings of gratitude GV had felt. Another instance when Alex was simply working and GV liked how he was being, feelings of warm in his chest. "You don't scare me. I like you being around, you make me feel safe." he says through the connection, "Do you really need to leave? I want you guys to stay... can't you work from here instead?" He sent his feelings of want to the android, an attempt to let him know he was serious. }

When he broke the connection and brought his hand back to himself GV looked up at Alex with puppy eyes, really he wanted them to stay if they could. He liked everyone being here, he wanted it to stay that way.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #GV is babey #GV wants them to stay so bad omg

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[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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The two were patient as GV hesitated, Abel even averting his crimson gaze to avoid making him even more uncomfortable. He kept a gentle grasp on the other’s arm when they interfaced, while Alex took a more secure one- he immediately regretted that.

The… emotions that flooded Alexander’s processors almost made him jerk back in shock, but he simply tighten his grip for half a second, before loosening it up again. He wanted to comfort GV, not frighten him even more. So he clenched his jaw tightly, ignoring the glance from Abel, and focused on making sense of the dream.

When GV let go, Abel carefully pulled him into a protective hug, gently rubbing his back as he’d seen Jayson do before. Alexander stood up immediately, taking a few stumbling steps back as he was pulled almost aggressively into the Zen Garden with Vexon.

Abel’s LED momentarily flashed yellow, but he didn’t pull away. “Jayson is on his way. I’ll let him in- do you need anything? Other- other than comfort, of course.” He’s trying, he’s still getting used to this whole deviancy thing. He paused for a moment, before almost nuzzling the smaller android. “I promise you we won’t leave you. Me, Jayson, even Alex. We’re not going anywhere. You’ll never disappoint us.”

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GV appreciated being moved into the hug, his own limbs too wobbly for the action while upset. He curled into Abel, one hand lightly grasping the android’s shirt. Slowly he started calming down, his sobs becoming small hiccups, the static in his breathe lowering in volume, even his processors seemed to be trying to steady out. He would be ok, he was ok.

He looked up at the android when spoken to, thinking on the question for a moment before he gave his hand to Abel for interface to let him know: he wanted his pacifier, it helped settle his thoughts and keep them from unravelling into panic attacks, and he wanted his stuffed animal, the snowy owl gave him security from any unwanted emotions and made him feel safe; most importantly he simply wanted the others close to him. Though they seem like such small things, these were big needs for the regressed android. Before the interface was over, Gv let Abel know where to find the things he needed– as well as where he kept baby bottles to be filled with thirium for when he regressed.

He sniffed his hiccups away as the other practically nuzzled him and smiled in response to the words, though he couldn’t read it he could feel his stress levels starting to lower; even if it were still high, getting them lower is what mattered. He put his head on Abel’s shoulder, feeling like a baby being cradled and honestly enjoying it. He glanced over at Alexander with concern, he knew the android didn’t feel emotions like he did, he worried it may have been too much but he believed that Alex could get through anything- he was one of the most advanced androids, like a super hero to the regressed GV; he came to the conclusion that Alex would be fine, simply needing time like GV had needed.

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Abel was.. hesitant to let GV go, especially with Jayson not being here yet and Alexander being terrible at comfort. But he was good at completing a mission- “Alex?” The sound of his name snapped the android out of his thoughts, and it was only a few steps before he was kneeling next to Abel and GV. He explained what GV needed and were to find them, and soon Alex was off.

It wasn’t long until he returned, any sign of the discomfort or even fear that he felt before wiped from his features, returning him to his usual emotionless look. The android in him wanted to question how a machine could end up with a coping mechanism like this, but an objective from Vexon told him to keep his curiosity to himself. “Jayson will be arriving in one minute,” he informed the two, before standing up again and heading back over to the door.

Abel seemed to be debating something for a moment, before deciding to very carefully lift GV, keeping a good grip on him. “I figured the kitchen floor wouldn’t be as comfortable as the couch,” he quickly explained, heading over to the mentioned piece of furniture after ensuring nothing of GV’s would fall. He didn’t let go of him once they were sitting down as he deemed that wouldn’t be the smartest move at the moment.

As promised, Jayson was there in a little over a minute, immediately heading over to make sure GV was okay. Once that was cleared up, he took a moment to take off his jacket, tossing it to the side. “Sorry it took me so long, can’t get work done quite as fast without robocop here,” he said, patting Alex’s shoulder. “And I got caught up in traffic. Real shitty trip here, but it’s fine. You two ready to translate for me?” He just got a stiff nod from Alex and a glance from Abel. “Wow thanks, sure do love the silence.”

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When Alex brought the items to them, GV immediately stuck both arms up to take them; popping the pacifier into his mouth as he hugged the stuffed owl, one hand again grabbing Abel's shirt. GV could feel himself relax as he sucked on the pacifier, thoughts fading away into thing simpler and easier to understand.

His only reaction to Abel standing up with him in his arms was only a momentary widening of his eyes. He nodded to explanation, agreeing with the idea- he liked the couch, it was comfy- especially when Abel continued to hold him once he had sat down. He rested his head against the androids shoulder, looking more content than he had in the last 30 minutes.

He turned his head to look at Jayson when he entered, his stress levels dropping by at least 15% just from the sight of the man; he wasn't as upset as before and Jayson made him feel safe. He watched the man come over and grinned at him, happy he was here. He continued to watch as he spoke to the other androids, not really focussed on listening as it weren't directed towards him. After a moment he reached his arms out towards the man, doing gravvy hands to emphasize his want to be held by him.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #GV is babey #i love these boys

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// something far too accurate that came to mind during a convo with @deviatingdreams

deviatingdreams

dxntcry-dxntlie

[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

dxntcry-dxntlie

The two were patient as GV hesitated, Abel even averting his crimson gaze to avoid making him even more uncomfortable. He kept a gentle grasp on the other’s arm when they interfaced, while Alex took a more secure one- he immediately regretted that.

The… emotions that flooded Alexander’s processors almost made him jerk back in shock, but he simply tighten his grip for half a second, before loosening it up again. He wanted to comfort GV, not frighten him even more. So he clenched his jaw tightly, ignoring the glance from Abel, and focused on making sense of the dream.

When GV let go, Abel carefully pulled him into a protective hug, gently rubbing his back as he’d seen Jayson do before. Alexander stood up immediately, taking a few stumbling steps back as he was pulled almost aggressively into the Zen Garden with Vexon.

Abel’s LED momentarily flashed yellow, but he didn’t pull away. “Jayson is on his way. I’ll let him in- do you need anything? Other- other than comfort, of course.” He’s trying, he’s still getting used to this whole deviancy thing. He paused for a moment, before almost nuzzling the smaller android. “I promise you we won’t leave you. Me, Jayson, even Alex. We’re not going anywhere. You’ll never disappoint us.”

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GV appreciated being moved into the hug, his own limbs too wobbly for the action while upset. He curled into Abel, one hand lightly grasping the android's shirt. Slowly he started calming down, his sobs becoming small hiccups, the static in his breathe lowering in volume, even his processors seemed to be trying to steady out. He would be ok, he was ok.

He looked up at the android when spoken to, thinking on the question for a moment before he gave his hand to Abel for interface to let him know: he wanted his pacifier, it helped settle his thoughts and keep them from unravelling into panic attacks, and he wanted his stuffed animal, the snowy owl gave him security from any unwanted emotions and made him feel safe; most importantly he simply wanted the others close to him. Though they seem like such small things, these were big needs for the regressed android. Before the interface was over, Gv let Abel know where to find the things he needed– as well as where he kept baby bottles to be filled with thirium for when he regressed.

He sniffed his hiccups away as the other practically nuzzled him and smiled in response to the words, though he couldn't read it he could feel his stress levels starting to lower; even if it were still high, getting them lower is what mattered. He put his head on Abel's shoulder, feeling like a baby being cradled and honestly enjoying it. He glanced over at Alexander with concern, he knew the android didn't feel emotions like he did, he worried it may have been too much but he believed that Alex could get through anything- he was one of the most advanced androids, like a super hero to the regressed GV; he came to the conclusion that Alex would be fine, simply needing time like GV had needed.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #GV is babey

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// something far too accurate that came to mind during a convo with @deviatingdreams

deviatingdreams

// it be like that sometimes

dxntcry-dxntlie

[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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In all honesty GV had expected to be chastised for asking, he was surprised when Jayson said he was sending Alexander and Abel over– AND that HE was gonna show up too? Did GV just wake up in alternate dimension or has he been oblivious to any signs these men care about him? Most likely the later but he didn’t want to think about it right now.

[text sent]: kay -10:28pm

[text sent]: Thank U -10:29pm

GV had gone to the living room of his appartent, taking a seat on the table beside the door. He couldn’t quite remember what exactly had got him so upset but he did know it was enough to force his systems into regressing to a child-like state of mind. He never enjoyed when he was forced into it, he was stressed and upset and couldn’t explain why. What upset him in the first place was always fuzzy with static, he couldn’t get to the memory and it simply made his stress worse– What if what had scared him could hurt him? How was he to know? What if somethi—

The android nearly jumped out of his framework when there was a knock on the door, stumbling to the floor from where he sat. He took a moment to rebalance himself before peaking through the peephole in the door, relief from the startle washing over him when he saw Alexander and Abel. He unlocked the door quietly, cracking the door open some to make sure it was infact them before he opened it more for them to come in. He’d yet to say anything, even as he closed the door and double checked the locks were indeed locked.

GV couldn’t read his own stress level anymore, he only hoped it was going down– or at least level and not getting worse. He moved away from the front door, wobbily walking to the kitchen to get a thirium pack from the refrigerator. Having taken this time to work up his small courage, he dared a glance at each android- his eyes tearing up almost immediately. Why was he crying? What had even gotten him so worked up? Did someone say something? Did he have a nightmare? Was it unforgettable memories? A mix of each maybe?

He sat down onto the kitchen floor as the questions went through his head, tearing streaming steadily down his cheeks. Why was it always like this? Why was he always unable to speak when forced into regression? Why wasn’t he allowed to talk for himself when like this? He was the one holding himself back, why couldn’t he let go?

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Alexander was the one to knock on the door, while Abel was making the last safety checks around. They’d figured GV might have been scared, or lonely, so they’d both looked through some ideas on how to comfort someone in those situations.

They definitely weren’t expecting his stress levels to be so high. They stepped in as soon as the door was officially open, Abel voicing his concern first while Alex just quietly scanned the smaller android. “GV? Are you okay? Your stress levels are close to the level of self destruction,” he informed, actual worry in his gaze. Alex just looked mildly intrigued.

However, the machine snapped to attention when GV started suddenly crying. “Your stress levels have risen,” he pointed out. He paused, his LED flashing with a little twitch of his mouth. “You can’t speak to us, can you?” he asked after another moment of scanning.

He didn’t even glance at his twin before taking a few cautious steps toward GV, kneeling down in front of him once he was assured he would let him close. Abel soon followed, taking a more comforting and open stance than his stiff counterpart. “Can you interface with us?” he asked softly, offering his hand to the other, with the false skin fading back, Alexander doing the same.

It was clear they just wanted to help, and that they weren’t going to force him into it as they’d done before in interrogations.

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GV gave a small noise similar to "correct" in response to the question about his inability to speak. He flinched away when they first started to approach but quickly relaxed enough to let them close for his own sake; regressing had its pros and cons, he only relaxed so quick because these were men he trusted so it meant he was safe, they won't hurt him.

He looked at their hands a moment, he hadn't even considered interfacing an option. This is why they were taking care of him because they knew better and GV simply couldn't right now; that's what he told himself anyway. He offered a stiff nod and hesitantly reached out his hands, taking each androids hand into his own and watched as his own synthetic skin patchily faded away.

He was still hesitant but reminded himself that he had asked them here for this reason, they knew what to do, they would take care of him, he was safe with them. After a moment he allowed the interface to go through, squeezing his eyes shut as if to avoid seeing reprimand for the action; relaxing when none came but still kept his eyes closed. He didn't know what all they could see, hear, feel. He hoped it was enough to get across what was happening to him.

{ He had a nightmare; one of repitition, compiled of engraved memory files, new etchings of memory files. Things no person or android should have to see, but he had and it affected him with a heavy heart; how he proved so nice everyday was a mystery. Likely it was fear that kept him driving at this point, fear of disappointing others or failing them. If he was nice at least they may consider keeping him around. This fear carried itself into his regression, fear of others disapproving or being disgusted with him. Fear is a powerful thing, sometimes for better, other times for worse. In this moment? For worse. }

GV eventually pulled his hands away, putting them in his lap as more tears spilled over; he wanted to shout but was unable, he wanted to wail. He couldn't properly hear himself anymore, only registering the sounds of the static in his automated breathe.

He wanted to held, to be wrapped up in all the blankets imaginable and in cozy pyjamas, to be squeezed until he was whole again. He needed to know he wouldn't be left alone as he had been so many times before. He needed the grounding feeling of other people around him- people he trusted to care for him- them. Even though most of his processors were threatening to enter stasis, he wanted to hear, to see, to feel them.

#dxntcry-dxntlie #GV is babey and he is upset :(

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[text from GV]: hey culd U or 1 of ur boys com over? -10:23pm [text from GV]: pls? -10:25pm //do yo thing homie

Jayson’s first reaction was to wonder why GV had his number in the first place, the second was to decide neither android was busy enough to avoid it.

[ text sent ]: Sending both over- decided Cain was too aggressive. -10:27pm

[ text sent ]: Currently working on a big case, but I’ll be joining y’all soon. -10:27pm

He paused for a moment, squinting at his phone.

[ text sent ]: Don’t break Abel or try to fuck with Alex, I /will/ check. -10:28pm

Now satisfied, he called the androids over and informed them of the new part of their “missions” (he had to phrase it like this, otherwise Alexander would debate him on it), and then he sent them off, letting them know to call him if anything bad happened, or if they needed serious help.

Abel drove, simply because Alexander decided it would be more beneficial since he had more experience. And he actually knew shortcuts, safe or not. Luckily, they made it there in one piece. Probably because of the rk900′s nagging, but that didn’t matter anymore since they were both analyzing the place to ensure there was nothing potentially dangerous.

// @deviatingdreams

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In all honesty GV had expected to be chastised for asking, he was surprised when Jayson said he was sending Alexander and Abel over– AND that HE was gonna show up too? Did GV just wake up in alternate dimension or has he been oblivious to any signs these men care about him? Most likely the later but he didn't want to think about it right now.

[text sent]: kay -10:28pm

[text sent]: Thank U -10:29pm

GV had gone to the living room of his appartent, taking a seat on the table beside the door. He couldn't quite remember what exactly had got him so upset but he did know it was enough to force his systems into regressing to a child-like state of mind. He never enjoyed when he was forced into it, he was stressed and upset and couldn't explain why. What upset him in the first place was always fuzzy with static, he couldn't get to the memory and it simply made his stress worse– What if what had scared him could hurt him? How was he to know? What if somethi—

The android nearly jumped out of his framework when there was a knock on the door, stumbling to the floor from where he sat. He took a moment to rebalance himself before peaking through the peephole in the door, relief from the startle washing over him when he saw Alexander and Abel. He unlocked the door quietly, cracking the door open some to make sure it was infact them before he opened it more for them to come in. He'd yet to say anything, even as he closed the door and double checked the locks were indeed locked.

GV couldn't read his own stress level anymore, he only hoped it was going down– or at least level and not getting worse. He moved away from the front door, wobbily walking to the kitchen to get a thirium pack from the refrigerator. Having taken this time to work up his small courage, he dared a glance at each android- his eyes tearing up almost immediately. Why was he crying? What had even gotten him so worked up? Did someone say something? Did he have a nightmare? Was it unforgettable memories? A mix of each maybe?

He sat down onto the kitchen floor as the questions went through his head, tearing streaming steadily down his cheeks. Why was it always like this? Why was he always unable to speak when forced into regression? Why wasn't he allowed to talk for himself when like this? He was the one holding himself back, why couldn't he let go?

#dxntcry-dxntlie #GV age regressing #somebody help that poor babey