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somewhat casual coord to go thrifting except it got bought out by savers so now everything is too expensive & i didn't buy anything >:-(
when the cuts hurt the next day because im stupid and i cut on my thighs and i donāt own pants only skirts and shorts
benadryl isnāt knocking me out and im actually scared to take more because if i die i donāt want it to be from over dosing but its already 12:30 but it like hurts to sleep and my arms and thighs hurt and i have class tomorrow and their is a good chance someone is going to ask about it because i have painting class tomorrow
the cord from my heating pad low key fucking with my cuts and scratches
i will never be pretty now
when i self harm and it hurt
i need a better razor or something similar this low key sucks
i donāt know where to post this infact iām scared to but i just threw up and it almost feels like apart of me is gone even though im anxious it feels like part of that anxiety is still gone
more of a confession but i have a friend with the same name as a character that i like but with the C changed to a K and they sent me a lewd pic of said character and when they went to text me they saw that in our messages and when i said ānever change nameā i spelt it as the character in the art and i donāt know how i can ever look at my friend ever again and its keeping me up tonight i fear he needs to shoot me
trying to imagine this playing out and oh man I HOPE HE DOESNT SHOOT YOU
we laughed about it but iām still low key embarrassed because he knows i reblogged smut of that character ššš he let me read one of his fave smut fics as exchange but i stayed up thinking about how i accidently spelt his name the same way as a character i was straight up jorken it too
i think i walked in on my mom masterbating i think i need to kill myself
āanother day you will be fineā i litterly just cut the fuck out of my arm and cried until 5 am last night
some times i just want to disappear
i am one of the worst people ever
