I am Nothing... @devilgodspider - Tumblr Blog

I won’t post anymore here...

This blog will now only be here because of a small chance...

A chance that one day... someone dear to me will forgive me for caring about her as much as I do... Until that day... I see no point in posting anymore...

This blog is only here for messages now, in particular of just one....

I will still come here regularly... but I won’t post anymore...

Apologies to all my followers. I just do not feel well here, being reminded she’s not here anymore and being stuck on... on kind and heartwarming memories... That now consume me in hope...

I am an atheist... But never have I wanted to believe in something more than this small chance...

I wasn’t afraid, and I do not regret anything, I regret nothing... I loved everything that happens between us, even more than that...

I made some friends here... and if you’d like to catch up, you can ask me anything you’d like, don’t be hesitant.

#I am so sorry...#I never thought you'd do this to us both...#I'll be here for you

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He told me he wanted to cut himself so I gave him a razor and let him bleed me (and I thought I was going to die) until his urges were gone. He told me he wanted to drink his sorrows away so I gave him alcohol and let him feed it to me (and my liver collapsed) until his urges were gone. He told me he wanted to get high so I gave him a needle and let him inject the drugs (and my veins were nothing but heroin) until his urges were gone. He told me he wanted to die so I gave him a gun and let him shoot me (and his tear-stained face was the last thing I saw) until his urges were gone.