look im fuckin gay

[[brackishbarracuda's affection blog]] [[ooc eyes only unless previously discussed]]

[empresskaze]

Just thinking about the intimacy behind a very soft and gentle "Let's get you home."

[herbs-and-poultices]

Yes, lovely.

Also a fan of "Let's get you cleaned up" and "Let's get you to bed"

[dogpox]

HAPPY VALENTINES!! I don’t have candy so please, take some teeth?

[luvvvie]

little frog ♡

[alhussan-deactivated20210820]

[mrspider-deactivated20221213]

love being a choice rather than an expectation or unbreakable bond or destiny makes it more powerful than any of those things actually

[mrspider-deactivated20221213]

blood means nothing because blood can betray. blood can hurt you. destiny lies to you. nothing is promised. soul mates? nope. none of us are made to complete anyone but ourselves.

but a choice? there is nothing more powerful. every day i wake up and i choose you. and you choose me. and our impermanence holds power. our decisions hold power. like the very lives we live there is nothing guaranteed about us and we have to fight so hard to protect the little things we hold dear. but there’s a beauty in that isnt there?

[devotedbarracuda]

[standardlovers]

you know what hits me about the "on purpose on purpose im going to love you on purpose" "i'll take care of you, it's rotten work, not to me not if it's you" "im going to love you without a single string attached" "i don't know where to put it all the love i have for her, i'll take it" "i walked in love with you with both eyes open choosing to take every step"?

they all have the same desire, they all desire for someone to Want it, for love to not be an accident or something that happens without recognising it, they all have the overtones desire of wanting someone to deem you worthy of love, to see you and meet you and know you and Want to love you, to make that choice and stick by it because loving you or being loved by you is something so deeply worth it and fulfilling and moving and powerful that they Want it, in their soul they crave to love and be loved

they're such varieties of the basic desire to be wanted

they say these things and they mean "love me because i am lovable" not "love me because you find me desirable/you have realised you already do/you want something from me" etc

it's "love me because i am me and you are aware of that" and it's something you can just scream to someone when you can't find another way to say "i am choosing to love you because loving you is something i want to experience no matter the outcome"

love them . On purpose, on Purpose and by choice and intentionally you will Love Them

[nelkenbabe-deactivated20211107]

"i would die for you" this, "i'd walk through fire for you that"

what about "i'd live for you" romances? what about "i never thought i'd be worth the work it would take to piece myself together"?

what about "i don't believe i'm worth it, but for you i'll try"

[gnossienne]

Mary Oliver, “The River”

[gaycommunist]

a lovers embrace

bob hickok // egon schiele “the embrace (detail)” 1917 // dylan thomas “the map of love” // jenny slate “little weirds” // “in the kitchen” helena janecic // “cecila and the satellite” andrew mcmahon // “some sort of love poem” @its_prettybent on ig // ph. nan goldin // nikki giovanni “ever want to crawl”

[infinityonhighvevo]

yeah yeah yeah mortifying ordeal of being known and all that but sometimes a friend mentions something about you that you didn’t think was noticeable and it feels like your heart is being cradled in their hands

[devotedbarracuda]

its 

been a reel good couple a days 

i dont know if my pusher can take it eelmao

[ka-ching19]

[bakwaaas]

honestly it’s actually the small, mundane, boring things that someone does for you out of love which mean so much rather than grand gestures and proclamations

[lastparty]

from butch is a noun by s. bear bergman

[lyricallymnded]

hello hello // fickle friends

[love]

[devotedbarracuda]

ive been sayin ‘i got lucky’ a lot reefcently wrt my quads and clade and pike

i did

I reely fuxkin did but it aint been a cake walk

every one a thems been work and would break ur pusher an all

i am one lucky little bitch but

idk i dont wanna leave out everyfin else that got us here but u cant just drop ur whole ass history in a casual fuckin chat