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I know ur life before me had sense

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you provided such help

with only the words left unsaid

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You did so without, dispersing the factualitys

That id admire too.

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you provided such help

with only the words left unsaid

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Can't hide the truth with that duct tape

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Giving them it back ,

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Don't ask me what I did

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Giving them it back ,

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Congratulations

You've done it

You've made it become so much more true

I N E E D U TO, BELEIVE IN

yourself Again

Or you're going to have to accept the fact,

That even though you're still the same person, they fail to

forever see that, and that's worth not living forever for

24 years of Age, 5 months before I turn 25.

The long you wait, the more you'll feel afraid, the harder.itll be.

I don't hesitate to agree

But to me youre partta the reason I'll never be

This girl wanted you, and she didn't take it from you

She was handed the same opportunity YOu WAS

Now baby girl decide if you'll live or live and die trying .

I know this is meant for you too

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wanna know I how I think ?

Wanna know how it's possible for you to

Maybe it's not to late for you

But you're 15 years worth of

CPTSD terrors

behind me

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All I've ever been scared about has become true

So thats

How I don't doubt what I feel is true

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You came into my life

merely to save me,

I thought you planned on it too

That's why I felt

Comfortable too

You left saying goodbye

without enough words

said to cause

All the hurt

Nothing happens for a reason and I didn't need to search for the reasons why with you

Because when I was with you

All the reasons why became so true

So it must of been our Timelines, our Journeys or who we're meant to be.

It must of beem who we already, have been

It's not suggestively fair that I met you for another important lesson, I will never be about to adhere and live out to..

No one listens to me, No one cares, You've put me through every Lesson so no one else had to, for the only one reason you didn't Overlook

No one else in the world , would deserve it

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Not realizing them why it felt all so comfortable and to good to be true,

If could of been strong to be

True.to.me

He would then be kind to

Me

I failed to see

My last planned lesson to see

Is it true what they say goes on Threes

Never come a such as twice

I know now how you ran away and acted not so nice

Maybe I am the lesson for others I finally got to see

More then it's advised twice

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I can't even myself look back

Only can really believe to think forward

Maybe that's how I know I'm really am on the right track

I've been loosing sight of what was really once too right

1/10 teaology Advice - To feel good, you gotta sit with it , to really feel it

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I am not safe, but I will lose control

I will still be happy

Where releif is found

And control won't be your

Sighted enemy

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I don't have to doubt ever not remembering a feelin

That's all I know it's all true

I still feel all of them and want to,

Think there all not so true

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still picking up the memory of lovimg you

And choosing to split and stay for anfew

Leaving me no more feelings of all this fear

Just slight sadness you wasn't so true.

I have in the thoughts of your Love

Realized what I missed

Wasn't so true

The love Id still kiss u with

Was the same love I was always amdist of

I thought it was you

But it may be me who knew

I couldn't live myself so now i

I have to die loving you

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I've been and and they have been coming less commonly received then recent years

More so merely more chances then the average most

I don't get what I fail at

It can't be as simple as just not knowing

Why

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I've been trying to go home my whole life-

Chelsea Dingman, from "Psychogeography"