you are a dying thing.

with one grip on several psalms and one grip on the gun.

[devotiocanis]

#𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐒   ───   an independent and mutuals only roleplay blog for fandomless original character  BENJAMIN   "BENJI"   MITCHELL.   loved and written since 2017 by  cricket   ( she/her ,  26 ).

a character study in . . .    canine devotion with nowhere to go, the tarnished golden boy, self destruction disguised as heroism, guilt as a constant companion, and looking into the eyes of a bad dog, awful and afraid and so terribly alone, and seeing a mirror.  CONTENT WARNINGS FOR :  alcoholism, suicidal ideation, crime, death, and violence.

PLEASE VIEW CARRD BEFORE INTERACTING.

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁.   (   a collection of violence & injury - based action prompts. adjust phrasing / reverse roles as desired. mature themes ahead. absolutely do not use these for non-con.   )

[ 01. ] sender takes receiver down to the ground during a fight. [ 02. ] sender leaves scratches / bruises on receiver's body. [ 03. ] sender cruelly applies pressure to receiver's [ wound / bruise ]. [ 04. ] sender lightly trails a sharp knife across receiver's cheek. [ 05. ] sender wraps a hand around receiver's neck & cuts off their oxygen. [ 06. ] after a long - winded chase, sender finally corners receiver. [ 07. ] sender holds a knife to receiver's throat, blade nicking their skin. [ 08. ] sender pushes receiver into a wall & pins them there. [ 09. ] sender has poisoned receiver's [ drink / food ]. [ 10. ] sender aims a loaded gun at receiver, cocking the hammer. [ 11. ] sender suddenly throws a punch at receiver during a confrontation. [ 12. ] sender hurls an item across the room at receiver's head. [ 13. ] sender forcefully pushes receiver's head underwater. [ 14. ] sender unexpectedly arrives at receiver's home covered in blood & bruises. [ 15. ] sender pleads for receiver to help them with hiding a body. [ 16. ] sender is knocked out during a fight, & wakes up in receiver's home. [ 17. ] sender gently dabs the blood from receiver's face with a wet cloth. [ 18. ] sender crafts a tourniquet from their own clothes to stop receiver's bleeding. [ 19. ] after severely wounding receiver, sender approaches them menacingly. [ 20. ] sender takes receiver by the throat & lifts them off the floor. [ 21. ] sender licks receiver's blood from their fingers. [ 22. ] sender viciously bites receiver during a struggle. [ 23. ] sender draws receiver's blood for the first time. [ 24 ] sender grabs receiver's hair, forcing their bloodied face up to look at them. [ 25. ] sender straddles receiver to pin them to the floor.

[ 26. ] receiver wakes up tied to a chair, sender standing before them. [ 27. ] sender threatens receiver with torture in order to extract information. [ 28. ] sender is severely injured & receiver must dial an emergency number. [ 29. ] sender, bleeding through their bandages, faints in front of receiver. [ 30. ] sender goes to strike receiver with a [ blunt object ]. [ 31. ] finally in position, sender can't make themself kill receiver. [ 32. ] sender intentionally breaks one of receiver's bones to demobilize them. [ 33. ] sender deprives receiver of sustenance for an extended period of time. [ 34. ] sender slaps receiver across the face in a moment of anger. [ 35. ] through [ coercion / force ] sender makes receiver kneel before them. [ 36. ] sender prepares to make the killing blow upon receiver. [ 37. ] sender jumps in front of a strike meant for receiver. [ 37. ] after a third party threatens receiver, sender takes revenge & attacks them. [ 38. ] sender has taken a third party prisoner as an offering to receiver. [ 39. ] sender, in a frenzy, hunts receiver through the vast dark wilderness. [ 40. ] receiver is trapped in a maze-like structure with sender hunting them down. [ 41. ] sender draws receiver a hot bath to soothe their wounds. [ 42. ] sender begs receiver not to succumb to their injuries. [ 43. ] sender harshly takes receiver by the chin, forcing eye contact. [ 44. ] sender is in the hospital, severely injured, & receiver just got the news. [ 45. ] sender is the first person receiver sees after returning to consciousness.

[bummblebeann]

I am not immune to a slutty mustache

[jnkdrwr]

i just wanted to see you.

aka: benji/roland | places and things

@devotiocanis

[wilsonbethelgifs]

[valtsv]

real sadists understand that you can torture The Character simply by forcing them to live with themself

[devotiocanis]

thinkin about giving benji a hatchetfield verse. things it would likely include:

he's unequivocally and unrepentantly on fucking sight with sam sweetly. his violence towards that man is un-fucking-paralelled.

can, has, and will scruff bailey like a puppy. personally takes his gun away on a daily basis.

loves miss retros. is there a truly concerning amount

he's adopting the rollerama kids.

he's adopting the fosters.

he is putting boy jerry in the fucking ground. 50/50 on if girl jerry goes too.

i don't know if he's in danger from melissa or if she's in danger from him. could go either way. i think it would be fun.

he goes to watcher world once. it doesn't end well for him.

has a truly ungodly amount of patience with hidgens.

has literally zero patience with ted

would immediately have the biggest crush on miss holloway or duke or both of them. he's too bisexual to cope.

[devotiocanis]

he gets drawn in to town by the missing persons rate. maybe gets hired by a family, maybe just passes through and takes notice. either way, he's been in town maybe fifteen minutes before he comes to blows with sam, i fear. he wins too, idc

he, shapiro, and doug get along like a house on fire. it's concerning, honestly.

he probably hangs out for awhile still doing pi work but it's quite frankly only a matter of time before he ends up an actual cop again.

he's so fast to jump on the fuck cIivesdale bandwagon he knows how small town rivalries work he's leaning into it hard so people forget he's not a local as if it isn't obvious

he'd be so happy before the Horrors set in. :( still drinking a lot and smoking like a chimney but nowhere near as self destructive as usual

he's a lil weirded out by grace but otherwise thinks her parents are a delight they remind him a little of his own

i go back and forth if his experience with delilah and jake mean he's inhumanly patient with ted or if he has zero patience with him whatsoever. he vibes with pete tho. teaches him tricks to better hot chocolate.

he and emma are so mean to each other good lord i know this in my soul. not in the emma and ted way though, more in the we're-both-assholes-and-we-Get-each-other way.

i don't know why I'm so sure he and miah have hooked up but I know they have in my heart. when he decided to stay in town he probably eases up on the hookups though.

[devotiocanis]

MAYBE I JUST GET OFF ON THE PAIN .

[devotiocanis]

thinkin about giving benji a hatchetfield verse. things it would likely include:

he's unequivocally and unrepentantly on fucking sight with sam sweetly. his violence towards that man is un-fucking-paralelled.

can, has, and will scruff bailey like a puppy. personally takes his gun away on a daily basis.

loves miss retros. is there a truly concerning amount

he's adopting the rollerama kids.

he's adopting the fosters.

he is putting boy jerry in the fucking ground. 50/50 on if girl jerry goes too.

i don't know if he's in danger from melissa or if she's in danger from him. could go either way. i think it would be fun.

he goes to watcher world once. it doesn't end well for him.

has a truly ungodly amount of patience with hidgens.

has literally zero patience with ted

would immediately have the biggest crush on miss holloway or duke or both of them. he's too bisexual to cope.

[hatchetown]

 YOU'D BETTER ALIGN YOUR SOUL WITH WHAT'S GOOD AND RIGHT.

independent & selective multimuse featuring canon and original characters from team starkid's hatchetfield series. as summoned by cricket.

[devotiocanis]

@soulaligned

*nudges this onto the dash like a cat leaving a dead lizard on your doorstep and flees*

[devotiocanis]

if every hour's fourteen dollars or a chance closer to her then i'm not just a working mule, i'm the finest of the herd and i don't know who she is or if she might exist but if she does, i swear to love, i'm destined for that kiss how's a man get so homesick for a face he's never seen? i close my eyes while sweating and think of boys i could've been if every hour's fourteen dollars or a chance closer to it the man i thought i'd be when i was just a kid so i'll just saw away and let them all fall to the ground hope to heaven someone hears me even though no one's around

[devotiocanis]

hey so like. not that i think it's necessary to say at this point but for the moment all my rp blogs are on hiatus. my brain has been. an absolute shitshow for the last several weeks. this is honestly the first time i've even had the energy to log in here in. a minute. mid summer is always bad for me, so i'm hoping it'll ease off as we get closer to fall but for the moment i'm taking every day minute by minute and clinging to the Current Hyperfixation. until i have something resembling the actual spoons to come back here, you can catch me on discord (schrodingersauthor) or my personal (@spankoffskiis).

🦗

[uhhsnail]

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

[devotiocanis]

it's father's day and sinday fuck okay i got this: something something make benji a father or call him daddy, he'll be happy either way

[sisyphean-metamorphosis]

my most extreme weirdest kink is being wanted. my tamest kink is knife play

[devotiocanis]

pew pew.