Spinster by trade but Spider by choice

devotion blog for my Patrons, sourced from The Magnus Archives! || he/it/web

[devotion2dread]

Webber/Jaymes, Avatar of many things & marked by many others || he/it/web || not really human anymore, nor ever again || theme and everything else subject to change!!

hai guys ::::] im @trashshouldnt and this is my sideblog for my pop culture paganism! devotional pieces, rambling, experiments, and some spells will [hopefully] be posted here ^_^

i became interested in my practice in July of this year (2025) after some on and off different techniques and a couple brief stints into some cultish things i don't wanna talk about. im doing better mentally and physically 👍 my Alignment and avatarhood are a big part of that also :]

my Patrons: the Hunt, the Eye, the Web, the Slaughter, the Vast, and the Corruption

💥 i will block or at the very least ignore many many many many people if i need to lol i <3 blocking and ignoring 💥

kay bye

[an-ruraiocht]

Ballet, like opera, is wonderful because it is monstrous, the hyper-development of skills nobody needs, a twisting of human bodies and souls into impossible positions, the purchase of light with blood.

Irina Dumitrescu, "Swan, Late: The unexpected joys of adult beginner ballet."

[lookcaitlin]

[iamjapanese]

Christine Ödlund （Swedish, b. 1963）

from the series "Polyphonic Soundscape" 1. I, 2021 / watercolour, plant pigments and pencil on paper / 43 × 35.5 cm 2. IV, 2021 / watercolour, plant pigments and pencil on paper / 43 × 35.5 cm 3.VI, 2021 / watercolour, plant pigments, ink and pencil on paper / 73.5 × 54.5 cm via more

[redstonedust]

people in movies always seem to know when the weird dream they had was prophetic. i feel like i'd be way too dense for that. i'd have a higher power beam precise instructions on how to fix the world forever into my brain and wake up like "wow that was way more pleasant and coherent than my usual dreams about endlessly running through my local small theme park" and then forget. and then forget. and then forget.

[dreadwedge]

“Try to imagine a tower of cubes which stretches to the sky. Try to imagine the cube at the very top of the tower. Try to imagine a door in the side of the topmost cube. Can you imagine walking through that door? Do you know what’s inside?”

— Question from a diagnostic assessment for a mental illness I’m trying to invent

[devotion2dread]

learning to Travel and actually getting some proper emotions in me was amazing today. i haven't been Feeding due to depression, but i realized today that my metaphysical hunger was in part why i was so depressed [also being sick and undermedicated]. i got to see a long distance partner via my astral traveling, and we both greatly enjoyed the experience. ::::]

[389]

Into The Light, David Marriott

[faeberrywine]

ID credit: 26739914686 on 小红书

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[ohimesama-okinawa]

°☆.。飛行機から虹 .:*

[devotion2dread]

i miss my patrons. ive been so tired and busy but i still try to keep connected. every day i try to go out to look at the sky at the very least

[petersolarz]

Untitled © Peter Solarz

[the-witchy-sideblog]

Plants for The Hunt/Slaughter

Carnivores and protocarnivores:

Rainbow plants (Byblis)

Trumpet pitchers (Sarracenia)

Tropical pitcher plants (Nepenthes)

Sun pitchers (Heliamphora)

Sundews (Drosera)

Butterworts (Pinguicula)

Bladderworts (Utricularia)

Corkscrew plants (Genlisea)

Trigger plants (Stylidium)

Venus flytrap (Dionaea muscipula)

Albany pitcher plant (Cephalotus follicularis)

Cobra lily (Darlingtonia californica)

Powdery strap airplant (Catopsis berteroniana)

Carnivore bromeliads (Brocchinia hechtioides, Brocchinia reducta)

Portuguese sundew (Drosophyllum lusitanicum)

Northern dewstick (Roridula dentata)

African Liana (Triphyophyllum peltatum)

Western false asphodel (Triantha occidentalis)

Fly catcher bush (Roridula gorgonias)

Non-carnivorous:

Rhododendron (Rhododendron)

Red poppy (Papaver rhoeas)

Asian bleeding-heart (Lamprocapnos spectabilis)

Bloodleaf (Iresine herbstii)

Bloodroot (Sanguinaria canadensis)

Corpse flower (Lycoris radiata)

Blood lily (Haemanthus coccineus)

Blooddrop (Adonis annua)

Deadly nightshade (Atropa belladonna)

Canary islands dragon tree (Dracaena draco)

Big marigold (Tagetes erecta)

Common yarrow (Achillea millefolium)

Foxtail amaranth (Amaranthus caudatus)

Tansy (Tanacetum vulgare)

Thyme (Thymus vulgaris)

Bird's-foot trefoil (Lotus corniculatus)

Black-eyed Susan (Rudbeckia hirta)

Oleander (Nerium oleander)

[devotion2dread]

teaching my nest partner how to properly Feed, he's eldritch-adjacent and not Aligned but i feel like it'll be helpful for him.

[devotion2dread]

two questions- hope you dont mind and feel free to only answer one or ignore.

1-How'd you become an avatar of multiple entities?

2-Do you feed off fear still?

hello anon, sorry it took a bit to respond. i haven't been doing a lot of stuff with this recently due to a bad fallow period and some really shitty depression, but i can answer your questions as well as i can ::::]

1. not quite sure if you're asking for the actual mechanics of multiple Patrons, but i basically made a contract? i asked some friends in a dedicated server for help, then i introduced myself to my future Patrons in a little ritual. i gave myself a week trial basis [although id suggest longer] to see how it felt to have Them in my life, and at the end i felt like it was what i wanted!

2. yes!! i do feed off fear, although like i said i haven't been regularly Feasting due to the depression [although maybe they both feed into each other in that regard....]

thank you for your ask!

[devotion2dread]

Hey, found your blog recently because im interested in the avatarism(is that the roght word?). are you still active?

hello!! yes, im still active :] ive just been having a depressive episode that stopped me from working on my practice for a while.

[liminalspacesandplaces]

Seattle Cottage