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GLaDOS voice: "Would you like to see some artwork I generated? I've heard from other test subjects that AI-generated artwork produces an uncanny valley response in human viewers because they can't perceive it as fully real. They've told me that it looks absolutely hideous to them, that they can't imagine anything more disgusting than AI art. But, well I've been practicing and wanted your honest opinion. Feel free to let me know how ugly you find this by ranking it on a scale from 'vomit-inducing' to 'eye-bleeding'." A robotic arm lowers from the ceiling holding a hand mirror up to Chell's face

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aziebites

pride month ramblings or something like that

oh i guess i can talk abt this here: i got top surgery two weeks ago! after over a decade of wanting it, i was finally able to and it's so fucking freeing. i actually feel slightly more comfortable in my body. it'll never be 100% for me, on account of the whole alterhuman thing, but this is definitely an improvement.

the one thing i WILL say is that a lot of the paperwork they had me sign for informed consent was like "you are doing this to look like a MAN you will have a MAN's chest and you are a trans MAN" and that made me incredibly dysphoric lmao. (they even had "is nonbinary" as a reason someone might REGRET top surgery lmao. for the record, i have not felt regret even once)

i feel that way about a lot of the discussions surrounding top surgery tbh. i am not a trans man. i am not trans masc. i am trans neutral. i know that's hard for some of you to grasp, the idea that one (well..technically im more than one but i digress) can be trans in a way that isn't adhered to the binary at all. so many discussions about oppression and transness do not include people like me by default. there is no "passing" for me. no one is going to use it/its on me without being told to. hell, the trans "community" lately has been REALLY into categorizing ppl by whats in their pants but in a "progressive" way lately. all that "transmasc vs transfem" bullshit completely ignores trans neutral and intersex people. it doesn't matter. trans is trans.

all that being said, i've been thinking a lot lately about how, in light of all of this, i might not identify as heavily with the label of "transgender" as much as i used to. mostly because my concept of what "gender" is has gone so far beyond the usual boundaries that i feel like i personally do not need one. i identify more as a creature than a transgender person. im not going to say "no im not trans," of course, but the way i describe myself might change. i use "genderfluid" because it's the easiest way to convey that my "gender" changes due to system shit (and also i like the flag a lot LOL). i still like nonbinary bc it doesn't have "gender" in the name and i feel it still describes what i am. i like xenogenders (i.e. catgender) still because, even though they use the term "gender", they tend to exist in the "beyond gender" space that i do.

there's also a discussion to be had about being alterhuman while black and how white trans ppl tend to use blackness in their oppression scaling but that's a whole other group of topics i don't feel like diving into right now.

in conclusion: happy pride to all the creatures and critters out there! support black queer people. don't let anyone tell you how to exist, labels serve YOU, not the other way around. shouts out mspec lesbians. shouts out intersex ppl. shouts out trans alters in systems whose bodies don't align with the "direction" they're trans in.

be yourself, be kind, and be kind to yourself <3