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[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— octobersfilm on substack (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[keytomind]

🖤☝🏼 be you…

[deynasaurrr]

I am not alone.

Darkness was with me through all the pain.

Darkness watched me talk with the monsters in my head.

Darkness saw everything I was hiding to the bright world.

Darkness accompanied me.

I am not alone, darkness is with me the whole time.

[thoughtkick]

“Not everyone deserves to know the real you. Let them criticize who they think you are.”

— Unknown

[deynasaurrr]

I'm becoming someone my mother would not be proud of.

[emotionalwords]

[deynasaurrr]

I miss you, Mommy.

[deynasaurrr]

If one day... I died.

Burn my body, so there'll be no evidence of the pain that I went through.

Burn my body, so the scars and fresh wound I carved on my skin will disappear along with me.

Burn my body, so you could scatter my ashes along the wind, and I will finally be free.

[elvisloverangel]

Pleasee🙏

[thepersonalquotes]

[omgitscass]

[liittledollies]

The sense that everything will go so horribly wrong in 2 days

[paper-wounds]

[keytomind]

🖤👆🏼 I wish I didn’t…

[paper-wounds]

[deynasaurrr]

[thoughtkick]

“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

[thoughtkick]

“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— o.m

[deynasaurrr]

I want to leave.

I want to run away.

I want to disappear.

[deynasaurrr]