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[dgdummy]

so many highs & the lowest of lows this year. but still going.

shout out to the person who makes me feel like this is all worth it.

we may be busy as hell, pursuing our own dreams. but one simple song brings me back to how beautiful the connection between two souls really is. I feel absolutely everything & you don’t even have to say a word. it’s honestly the only thing that keeps me going. I feel all these emotions. at times I do wanna give up but every time you send a link my way, i get these different types of butterflies I haven’t felt before. yo, I feel everything in more. You don’t even know this... but it’s saving me forreal forreal. Reminds me how beautiful and powerful love can be. Even if it’s not physical, that shit transcends mentally & spiritually and i’m thankful beyond words. 

[dgdummy]

I love the way u make me feel when we’re physically together & how I’ve never connected with someone on this wavelength, but damn distance and circumstance can really fuck with something so perfect. The time ain’t right and we’re out here as individuals still trying to figure ourselves out, making moves in order to build upon the future we each dream of.......... and even though we keep in touch I just hope that one day the mf stars align and we’ll be able to be together in every way so we can shower each other with affection every chance we get. Oddly enough, although we don’t have much time to speak throughout the day let alone the entire week, knowing you listen to my playlists gives me more reassurance than you will ever know. The fact that we can connect through the way a beat or drop makes us feel, how we can’t even describe what it does to us in words...  there’s something about it that gives me hope. We’re miles apart but it’s crazy how a song can bring me back to you.

[section8babe]

i don’t know how to ask for help i disappear and come back when i’m good

[dgdummy]

Graduated, passed my boards, & landed a job at an amazing hospital. The past two months pushed me to the very edge of stress but WOW all that hard work & prayers were so worth. I’ve never gotten so much love, support, & celebration all at one time & damn I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. So, so thankful. God is good.

[jashchloe]

as vulnerable as i am, i know that i am secure in Christ. as lonely i may feel, i know that God will forever be for me and never forsake me. as much as i feel like i’m losing hope, God pours His blessings in my life even when i am so undeserving and continually sustains me. 

i am so thankful to have a God that delivers me from my brokenness. in the midst of my trial, God has placed a never ending desire in my heart to continually seek Him. because of this, i can’t help but draw closer to Christ. i know that there is so much more to my life than this trial, and God has a plan with this season in my life. 

i may be weak, but your spirit is strong in me.

[rai-r]

[thegoodvybe]

[dgdummy]

I read a post from the end of 2016 & it’s crazy af much can change in 2 years. Although nursing school was the toughest thing mentally/emotionally, I’m still shook about how beautiful my time in the city & the people I spent it with was. I’m so so close to my end goal too. But it’s crazy because even though everything I wanted at the time is almost here, I’m on to worrying about the next thing. 2018 was the toughest but greatest year of my life. 2019 just started & it’s rough as hell too but wow how did I meet someone who makes me feel more than I’ve ever felt before and he manages to make me feel safe from 2839393919 miles away?!!!!!! Idk where this is going & idk how long it’ll last but wow if one day you ever discover my tumblr page, just wanted to let you know that you make me feel eVEryThinG & I’ve never felt this way before. Heh. Thank you for all the songs you send me, for motivating me, & just being you. And even if it doesn’t work out, I’m just lucky to have even crossed paths with you. Fin.

[jackvanzet]

Jack Vanzet

[dgdummy]

life is crazy, huh? i can’t complain

[dgdummy]

Definitely not the summer I expected especially coming from the greatest semester I’ve ever had in terms of academics & time spent with friends and family / experience.... but I do admit I learned a lot from feeling so low once again. I guess there’s always something to gain and grow from even during the periods when you’re struggling. And at least I know what I want & I can prepare myself better for next time in terms of who I associate myself and spend my time traveling with. Lesson learned. 

[dgdummy]

my heart hurts again & it sucks lol

[fuckyeahinteriordesigns]

[thenordroom]

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[vjeranski]

Derrick Breidenthal Fallin Paper Lithography with Debossing 1/1 16x20 2014

[dgdummy]

I never want this semester to end

[dgdummy]

It’s been months since I’ve finally felt at peace with myself. And this past month was undeniably the toughest thing I’ve had to go through mentally - I didn’t think I was capable, I didn’t think I was smart enough, I was scared of disappointing everyone who was rooting for me. But I am so, so thankful to have gone through that pain. Because the day that determined my whole career/future came. And I was so ready to cry bcos I was certain I’d fail. But the moment I found out I passed, I’ve never felt the amount of joy and happiness I experienced in that moment. I put my trust in Him even when I constantly doubted myself. & being forced to be alone made me reevaluate what’s truly important. Who I want to be, the people who will be by my side even at my lowest, & especially thanking Him no matter what place you’re at in life. Because if you place your trust in Him, you will always be on the right path. Hence, I appreciate the most difficult moments in life just as much as the happiest times I’ve ever experienced. There really is beauty in the struggle & it’s hard to realize that when you’re actually in that dark hole. Anywho, it’s safe to say I’m extremely content with this moment in time. & I know this euphoria won’t last forever, but it’s okay. Times like these make me realize how much I need to be patient & have faith & continue to give to the world that’s given everything to me (even during the bad times.) Reading Milk & Honey was everything I needed to hear rn. It’s crazy how it brought me back to emotions I forgot existed (both emotionally heart-wrenching but also inexplicably happy moments). It just made me reflect on who I want to be from this point on. No matter what I just wna stay grounded & spread my love to others who need it. I know as the days pass, my mood & life is not gna be all butterflies and rainbows like it feels atm…. but despite the hard days, I still wna be that positive influence on others. Because I am happy w/ myself, still learning & growing, but I want nothing more to be a guiding light for others who are lost. Because they deserve to know their self-worth. Because everyone deserves self-love. *now read my favorite excerpts from Milk & Honey hehe ^^^*