a set of empty bones

testament of my mind

[contemptible-scoundrel]

my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing

[neferpd]

what am I even doing at this point

[diamegadark]

I should just die really

[clown-guitar]

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

[diamegadark]

people sure love to kick you when you're down

[avpdhaunt]

i wish i had any capacity to exist as an actual real person with personality and desires with the capability of acting on them instead of existing only conceptually and hypothetically

[sketched-mess]

[casawio]

who up in a kafka-esque rut sleep deprived, casually malnourished, socially awkward, painfully self-conscious, struggling financially, lacking community, altogether anhedonic

[avicularia]

If youre an avoidant you should honestly just die or fix it we have one precious life and you waste it running away from people

[minerrvas]

does anyone have advice on how to build a life with AvPD instead of hiding from literally everything and disappearing bit by bit

[sykesarchive2]

no i can't go out tonight i'm mourning my unlived life. yes i see the irony. yeah all night. no i can't reschedule, sorry. hope you have fun living your life instead of watching it pass you by though! sounds like fun

[equalperson]

HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or

[avpd-void]

Scientists should invent an existing that is entirely invisible and private and imperceivable to anyone

[rongzhi]

(through gritted teeth) become unembarrassable. become unembarrassable become unembaRGHGHHHHH (remembering something unhinged i did 15 years ago in a sudden and desperate attempt to be perceived)

[unluckiestfourleafclover]

(taken from r/avpd)

[diamegadark]

THERE'S A HOLE IN MY CHEST THAT WILL NEVER BE FILLEDD!!

[afterdarkafternight]

normalize ending every conversation with "ignore everything i just said because i'm making all of it up i mean None of it forget i existed thanks"