♥ AvBPD Muffin ♥

WARNING: WILL CONTAIN HEAVY TOPICS BPD + AvPD (help) I'm always tired. This is a blog to word vomit and reblog BPD, AvPD and other personal stuff! @fizzie-frog (fandom blog) + @renee-the-clown (art blog) ♀️♑ Ace

[avbpd-muffin]

She loves me, she loves me not...

Hey!!! I'm Renee... But you can also call me Muffy or, of course... Muffin. I'm 27 (oh god) female, a capricorn... I'm always tired. But-

I'm an artist ->!! @renee-the-clown; Muffy is my pfp girl~

I'm also in the Helluva fandom ->!! @fizzie-frog

Now getting to the important part, the reason this blog exists in the first place. The reason is - I'm nuts! I'm nuts, and I wanna share my thoughts on it.

Okay, okay, with enough jokes around, this blog I'll post and reblog stuff regarding BPD and AvPD and also mental health stuff generally. I'll try not to word vomit all my thoughts, but if there's a thought that needs to be said, this is where it'll be!

I'm happy to meet any others struggling with their mental health. I hope I can find some cool people to check up on them and them on me, or even sharing each other's memes.

Though reaching out in this situation is hard, so I don't expect people to jump on it. Can take your time, the post will stay.

Please lmk if there's something off cause I wrote this while tired and medicated

[pup-purgatory]

i’m trying to learn that not every change means i’m being left behind, even when it feels exactly like that.

[elzuuur]

I need a bullet in my head right now

[rotndevotion]

nothing is going to get better.. it’s never going to get better.. you know you can’t trust them.. you have to leave.

you have to leave.

[morenapayasa]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

[titansaresexy]

Not big on love anymore. But, Oh man, you should've seen me when I was...

[bpdohwhatajoy]

How it feels to exist with a brain that hates you and tries to maximize your misery

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #14388

That new hyperfixation that's just around the corner

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[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #14128

To write really bad poetry and make really bad art and still feel good because you created something.

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[pup-purgatory]

via

[maladapt3d]

Please, God, let this end, but don't let it be by my own hands.

[pup-purgatory]

via

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #14383

To pet all the cats you have yet to see.

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[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #14385

Drinking cola with ice🥤

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[enii]

🥺

[peanutgallerymemes]

out here making a whole fucking alien of a human fr 😭💀

[avbpd-muffin]

TW SUI IDEATION AND TALK OF SUI.. THIS IS YOUR ONLY WARNING

As I'm getting near my 30s I'm starting to realize I need to make sure stuff gets done after I pass. For like a decade and a half I have given myself some sort of deadline at 30 if things don't get better. I'm 27.

I know it's kinda 3 years early (or 2 and a half to be more specific) but this kinda thing takes time to word right and put everything you need. Not to mention that I've been and continue to be pretty prone to, well... You know what, so it's not necessarily guaranteed I would wait out my "expiration date".

And I don't know why I barely just now realised that if I pass, then my friends (the few I have) would be left pretty much ghosted with no lead. I'm not much of a sui note type person, but I do wanna make sure that whoever finds it whenever it happens that they go and inform the people in my life.

Not guaranteed that whoever finds it would do it or if they would even find it to begin with... But at least I'm covering my bases.

It would be so awkward if it gets found before anything happens.