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call me " Narcisse ". i am a minor. i have b/npd audhd bp1 and did. ttgs only if you think theyre necessary. you can send inboxes but please add tws for vents/rants. otherwise you can yap about whatever. positive , negative , rants , vents , funny photos , what did you have to eat today ? literally anything. my inbox is your personal diary ( pls put do not post somewhere if you dont want me to post it ). this is [mainly] my venting / ranting account. if you think you know me , assume you dont. dont assume im your friend on an anonymous account. also , please don't argue about my feeling and/or takes no matter how controversial they may be. this is my account and i post whatever the hell i please <3 my stances are anti: ai , endo/willo , radqueer , proship , polymind neutral: goodfaith pro: he/him lesbians , xeno/neogenders

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avpdculture

Avpd culture is being too embarrassed to tell your friends or literal therapist that youre like 98% sure you have this because what if you're wrong and everyone really does just hate you and its not trauma making me illogical im just Like This For Real Actually, and Was That Really What I Thought Was Going On?

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alacritik-deactivated20260412

"excuse me, i think my friend has a crush on you."

i would honestly rather you look me dead in the eyes and call me the ugliest person you've ever seen than put up with this shit.

You cant be diagnosed w a personality disorder while you’re still a minor.

WOAH WAIT WHAT !!!!!!!!!im 17 so i will be eligible for a personality disorder ..... tHIS YEAR ???!???? HOLYSHIT NONONINONONOOO I DONT WANNA LIVR LIKE THAT NOOOOOOO :((((( GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS HELP .E GUYS

learn to accept endos and maybe you wont be such an angry bitch

...... i was being* abused ?

*i didn't notice i misspelled whoops

you're appreciated <3

thanks anon this actually made me happy <3

i made this account to vent so people know theyre not alone in their issues. since i got out of an emotionally abusive relationship i haven't really had anything to post ... but thanks ! i appreciate it so much

you have a lot of care in your heart anon, if you read this, youre appreciated too <3 thank you

sandersstudies

“They’re just looking for attention.”

Oh, a human being is seeking a social response? Human being, the social animal wired to make and track social connection? A human desires the vital blood that permitted their species to survive for millennia? The human being who was born completely helpless and primed in every way by nature to seek attention and help from their community?

Wow that’s crazy. How embarrassing. Humiliating even. Should we isolate them from community? Should we call Wire Mother?

im getting dragged for saying this is beyond weird (look at tag and bio)

#discord is full of weirdos #actually npd #npd safe #npd posting #npd problems #bpd thoughts #npd thoughts #bpd problems #questioning npd #npd bpd #npd traits #actually bpd

avpdculture

SzPD, AvPD and NPD culture is people are too much trouble, bothersome and too difficult to talk to, human connection It's not worth it, human emotion is boring, complicated, pointless and the idea they might reject me makes my whole body hurt, but I can't live without the attention, I will die if no one looks at me.

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Our favorite in-sys joke is

"Who put the clown in the blender again?"

clown juice 🤤😋

ours is "i like crypto scams and feet"

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icarus-collective

Yes Endos arent systems. But they do still need help. I’m sure some of them are actually systems and just don’t realize the trauma they went through. But the rest probably have something else.

There’s been documented cases of people giving themself tics by faking. (I doubt it’s possible to give yourself DID though)

Sorry this was everywhere.

Dawg I fear it is NOT my job to help OR inform a community who are majority faking a disorder. SOME are simply systems who don’t remember their trauma, but the majority aren’t. Faking a mental illness, being ableist, and spreading misinformation that negatively impacts the people actually struggling with the disorder cannot be excused just because they “have something going on.”

Yes, you can cause dissociation, identity confusion, and symptoms similar to DID/OSDD by faking it. Which is why endos/Willos are so harmful. They refuse to acknowledge the harm they can do to themselves and encourage other people to try to separate their personality states(something everyone has).

Ignoring the harm that they present is harmful in and of itself. Excusing it because a minority of them just don’t remember their trauma is just as harmful.

If you are an “endo” because you don’t remember your trauma, you have fundamentally misunderstood what the disorder is.

tired-blu-boy

stop using "actually DID" "actually dissociated" or any other OSDDID/CDD specific tags and then following them with "syscourse neutral" or "endo neutral" or "no syscourse." those are CDD tags. those are not endo friendly tags. "endogenic systems" do not have actual DID. "endogenic systems" are not actually dissociated.