a collection of my own writings β¦ sentence starters
a warning for dark themes and profanity
β i was just a kid.Β β
β i want to be softβ¦ β
β you are immovable. β
β do you forgive yourself?Β β
βΒ can i stop fighting, now?Β β
βΒ you were different. you cared.Β β
β you never really cared, did you? β
βΒ i keep waiting for it to get easier.Β β
β iβd lay down my life to keep you safe.Β β
βΒ think iβm owed a happy dayβ¦ just one.Β β
β i shouldβve known better than to trust you. β
β who the hell gave you the right to hurt me? β
β you always made me believe that it was okay. β
β no oneβs ever smiled at me the way that you did. β
β i thought i had forgiven. i thought i had forgotten.Β β
β but, anger is damn well better than nothing, right? β
β maybe some people are just made to be shattered. β
β you gave. and you gave. expected nothing in return. β
β all the love Iβve ever knownβ¦ has never been gentle. β
β do i fear youβ¦? since when does a wolf fear its prey? β
β something inside you is broken. maybe it always was. β
β iβll never forget their faces. i still see them every night. β
β why do i find myself missing a life that never even was? β
β maybe itβs time to show them what a mistake theyβve made. β
β Β i didnβt know how far iβd fallen. i donβt know how i can escape. β
β and, sure, you can fool themβ¦ but, you canβt fool them forever. β
β i fucking hate it when you smile, because i know whatβs beneath it. β
β i found myself craving touch, aching to be held, if only for a moment. β
β iβll hold your heart as it deserves to be. Β iβll protect it to my final breath. β
β no, you were never meant for this, but that will not stop you from trying. β
β i guess i always knew it was too good to be true. shame on me for hoping.Β β
βΒ a fire still has a way of blazing ,still eats you alive, even if you arenβt looking.Β β
βΒ if thatβs what it takesβ¦ iβll let the beast inside win and claw my way through this.Β β
βΒ you thought you could keep them all fooled, but your silver tongue keeps slipping.Β β
βΒ you will have my forgiveness, time and time, again. always. ββ Β but, my trustβ¦?Β β
β i would do whatever it took to protect youβ¦ let my hands drip Β r e d Β to keep you safe. β
β oh, yeah, thereβs a lot of things i would love to say to youβ¦ β fuck you β comes to mind.Β β
β thereβs still so much of me thatβs pieces of you. and i can never seem to claw them all out. β
β how do i trust you wonβt bring the lighter, the gasoline and set my garden ablaze as they did?Β
β i was too young for these scars on my heart. i was too young for this blood on my hands.β
β we climbed all the way to the stars, but heaven knows we were doomed to fall from the start. β
β wounds donβt ever heal. you just notice them less. on good days, you forget they exist at all. β
β why the hell do i rearrange my world for youβ¦ when you pretend iβm not even a part of yours?β
β it took me long enough, but i think iβve finally figured it out. iβm the villain of this story after allβ¦ β
β the moment they touch you is the moment they should be falling to their knees, pleading for mercy. β
β they dropped the world on your shoulders and called you atlas. Β ββ- how long can you hold the weight? β
β i could live without you. i could fight without you. i could survive without you. but, that doesnβt mean i want toβ¦ β
β you were once among the strongest, appearing unbreakable, unshakableβ¦ oh, but, darling, even Romeβs walls crumbled. β
β Β i donβt know how to put it into words how much i need you, how much i love youβ¦ i just know i sleep better when youβre beside me. β
βΒ they molded you into a monster. sharpened your claws, your fangs. ripped out everything good and holy, made you howl until your throat burnedβ¦Β β
β you were so pure before they dragged you through the flamesβ¦ now, youβre all charred remains and shattered bones, choking on ashes and smoke, begging for the fire back. β
βΒ when i tell you that i love you, i am swearing that i will be here for you when you need me. i am saying that you are my entire world. i am saying that you are more precious to me than you could ever know.Β β
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