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@diamondslove143
Thank you God...
Through trials of my life.... I realized that was only making me strong for the future. There are a lot more to come than just this.. Thank you God for making me realize that.. it not impossible to survive this cruel, cruel world. I love how you just show me my path and not even communicating by speech. I love how you're always there for me. I love the feeling to know that you're gonna be here with me, guiding me through my paths. Thank you God <3
I'm Happy With Him
To be honest, I really think you're being such an attention whore. Just so you know, I've moved on from you. You've caused me enough pain and trouble. I'm done with you :) and I'm now happy with him. He's the best I'd say. I'm not obsessed, i'm in LOVE. Just get that in your head. ;)
I'm Sorry But...
As a peer, I'm gonna get you help. I don't care about you generally, but what you're doing is wrong. Someone has got to put a stop to what your doing... honestly... you're losing friends because of what you're doing.. I honestly don't give a fuck about you, but if its affecting my friends feelings... then I'll have to do something about it.... I'm gonna help you.
I'm So Over You.
You disgust me. You really do. What you do with girls & on social networks is disgusting. I don't even know you. Like ugh. Fuck off. I don't wanna see your face like ever.... Ew.
Please Dont Change.
I don't know how to tell you. Why am I even thinking about this? It's so wrong & for me wanting to communicate with you is just something I'll never be allowed to do because I don't wanna get in trouble witl the police again. But thinking about the pass... what could possibly went into my mind & lie to you? I lost you. I lost the the love that I've been dreaming about. I lost the relationship that I've ever wanted. I don't understand at all. I wanna talk to you so much about us... I just don't get how people are so harsh these days. & for them to ban me from talking to you is just insane. I loved you. I loved your parents. I loved everybody that was a part of you. I just don't know how tp deal with this anymore. At night, I think about why do I still have to pretend to be happy, when I can be actually happy. I think all the things I do for others and what I didn't do to you. You gave me your love, and I threw it away just for someone who wanted to break us apart. I'm so confused. You tell people that you want to change & not be the same guy I made you into. That hurts me... a lot. I cry everytime you add a snap on your story about changing yourself. Tbh I dont want you to change. I want you to stay just the way you are right now. Not a player. Not a cocky fag. But a person that has a beautiful heart. I knew deep inside you, you had a beautiful heart. That you're not a player. I brought that gentleman-ness out of you. & I hope you never change back to who you were. Because I love you...& I care for you.
Change me...
I don't get how is this happening to me. Your parents have asked to put a restraining order against me, why? You were the one who asked to talk I have our texts to prove it. The only reason why I texted you about the muffin because my contacts were changed. Why are your parents making this such a big deal? I blocked you on everything & everywhere. I stay off the places your at. I just don't fucking get what the problem is here. This shit is gonna get me kicked out of killarney, & I dont want that. I'm tired. Our relationship was over a long time ago. & after a few days after you broke up with her you come to me and ask to talk about the past? wtf. I knew it was wrong but I let you speak & ask questions cause you have the right to. I knew it was gonna get me in trouble but I let you speak. Everything got worst between. & Your parents calling the school about me standing at ur front door in the morning? wow great story. why do paranoid? i already stopped caring about u. in fact before they even told me to block u i already did. this shit needs to stop. honestly this is gonna affect my dreams.
Life Goes On
My life have actually gotten better without you. Now I understand why God lead us to break. It was very painful at first, but after awhile, it ain't bad at all. I feel so free & so happy without you here, or any 'him' that would nudge me to change. I can finally be myself. I can finally talk like I used to. I'm free! I'm single & I can mingle as long as I want. I can go on dates with my brothers without anyone's feelings to worry about. I finally feel so free. I've never felt this way before. I feel GREAT.
Listening to the song " I can't breathe " by Jerzee, makes my day even nicer than it was. I can laugh, hug, kiss & flirt with the guys I feel so comfortable with. Like the song said, "There's no fixing what can't be" <3 With all the hates that were sent to me, made me even more stronger. I know I said I became a Bitch.. but no I didn't. Because now, I know my pros & cons, thanks to you.
I really am thankful that you broke my heart! I wouldn't have the great opportunity of learning about the value of life without you. I know you've found someone else & I'm not against that, in fact I really don't care lol. I'm moving to your school, not because I want to, but I have to. Well, I hope you & her will last! Good luck & Have fun!
Okie, back to me. I got more into my basketball career now! I'm back to the daily happy Kara that I used to be. I ain't shy at all (if you know me). I'm gonna YOLO everything!! because I know KSS is your territory, not mine. so good luck to me!
What I Want to Say...
How come no matter what I do, every single moment, you're still the one in my mind? You hurt me so much that I swear on your name, but you're also the one I really need. You've done everything to push me away. But, why am I still here for you? I'm all confused. I just can't forget us. I tried, trust me.
You no longer care about me because I lied to you big time. I can't believe I'm still here for you no matter what. I'm typing this from the deepest of my heart. But I know you won't even bother looking at my tumblr. You've even blocked me on twitter, and unfollowed me on instagram. What's wrong with me? Why the hell am I still caring and crying for your love? I'm used to getting hurt and I should have been over you last week. But, what the hell am I feeling? Why is my heart still chasing for yours? Is it because of the memories that you left me?
I loved you, really and truly. All the memories we had... That first day I saw you, I freaked out, because I'm scared that you wouldn't like my outer appearance, but you liked it. You talked to me with confidence. Like you knew for years. You described yourself truthfully. You asked me for a hug, and that was the best question you've ever asked me. The bubble tea place. Skating. Dinner at Al Porto's was the best. No one have ever made an effort like you did for me. That date meant everything. I fell in love more when you took me out. It proved to me that you were really serious about us. And also that moment, when you told me to tell my parents about us, I was scared, but they liked you. We had nothing to worry about.
I've been so fake to you online and worst I lied to you just because my friend was feeling alone. I exchanged our precious love for a friend that needed help. I didn't know he was going to go that far. I didn't know he had the intention to break us up.
I know, no matter what I say, you won't listen to me. But I hope someday, you'll see how much I really am sorry. If we are meant to be, this will all heal. Right now I understand that you want your space. But I hope that someday you'll see deep inside your heart, that I truly am sorry.You may not forgive me now but hopefully, someday you will.
I will always be right here for you. Even if you push me away harder.. I'll still be here. Don't ever forget that...
HeartBreaker -JB
So what I'm really trying to say is, and what I hope you understand Is despite of all the imperfections of who I am I still wanna be your lady I know it hasn't been easy for us to talk with everyone being around But, this is personal, this is, for me and you And I want you to know that I still love you I know the seasons may change But sometimes love goes from sunshine to rain But I'm under this umbrella and I'm calling your name And you know I don't wanna lose that I still believe in us..
“I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.”
Guys don't think with their brain. They think with their penis
-KC
What happened to us..
Break Up ( 2 Months )
We are now apart from each other and I blame myself fully about it. We didn't last because of my stupidity and carelessness. What I did to you was unacceptable.Maybe what you said was right. God was telling us something, and that is, that we were not mean to be for each other. You don't know how depressing that is for me. Specially, when the months really meant something. I really thought we were going to last, but I ruined that. I broke a lot of promises to you, so its understandable that your perspective on me has changed.
I thought we were special. I admit the feelings are still there, but I'm almost at the point where I'm almost recovered. I really had fun being in that short-term relationship. I'm glad I had that great opportunity to feel like how to really have a great boyfriend, that one that cares for you and that will protect you. It was nice meeting you and getting to know you.
I am more of a sociopath than you. I only cry for 2 days, and I'm done with you. That's just how I am, I move on fast and move to another one. But with you, I realized that, my heart is not ready to love at this age, specially in this generation that we have. I'm now focusing on my studies and church more.
Drinking 20+ pills with 400 dose for each pill, and me surviving is quite a miracle. God showed me, that it wasn't my time yet. He told me in a way that, I have more things to do in life, and a guy from out of church is not worth my life. I'm glad that you told me that you wanted to be apart, I wouldn't have the courage to focus on my studies if you didn't tell me. So I thank you a lot. Even though it hurts me, but I am going to try my hardest to freaking be successful and show everyone how great I can be without a man by my side, but family and friends to support me :)
I will always love you, you will always be a part of me, I will always care about you, nothing will change. Even though I don't get to be with you, Still nothing will change my perspective on you. I wish you luck in the future and hope you find the Genuine girl you are looking for. :)
Like Every Other Morning
Like every other morning, I think of you. No other person is in my mind but you. I think about the past memories we have and every single time I do that, my day is complete. A single thought about you changes my whole day. Your impact on my life is pretty big. I don't know how to explain my love for you. I don't know why, but I'm so in love with you. I've never loved no other boy like this before. You changed my whole life, you turned me into a better person.
In two days, our second monthsarry is coming up. I am really happy to be with you, even though it has only been two months it feels like I've been in love with you for decades. Not like the other guys I've been with, you fought for our love. You actually showed that you really care about us and nothing makes me happier than that. I am so proud of myself that I made the right choice to choose you over "him". It wasn't easy when we started but we made it to here! And I believe that there will be more to come, more memories, happy or bad we'll go through this together <3
I thank God so much for giving me such a great gift. You are my gift from heaven, you're my angel. And you're my king in my palace. May you please never leave my palace my king, or shall the fierce dragon take me.
Don't go breaking my heart babe. I love you so much. Good Morning tumblr!
Boy I love you..
I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I mean I'm not sad. but I'm not exatly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel.
