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[Diana | 30 | she/her | Latvia] I draw OCs and fanart, and mostly specialize in romantic queer illustrations. Find all my fandom related artworks under the tag "dianacrimsonia art".

[dianacrimsonia]

Just realised I never offered my services here! DM me, or better fill out this handy dandy google form to order a commission~

[dianacrimsonia]

I’ve been loving you a long time Down all the years, down all the days And I’ve cried for all your troubles Smiled at your funny little ways We watched our friends grow up together And we saw them as they fell Some of them fell into Heaven Some of them fell into Hell I took shelter from a shower And I stepped into your arms On a rainy night in Soho The wind was whistling all its charms I sang you all my sorrows You told me all your joys

Song: The Pogues - A Rainy Night In Soho

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[ineffably-queer-book-lover]

Oh, I had seen the artwork, but never together with the lyrics reference. 🥰

[dianacrimsonia]

I’m so happy to see that this post still makes rounds and gets appreciation. After all these years, I still think it’s one of my best contributions to GO fandom 🥹❤️

[dianacrimsonia]

(this sketch features my old and beloved original characters demon Faust and angel Tristan, drawn in 2023)

Anyway, a portion of rambles and reflections about the odd pace of my life below:

Again. This happened again. First time in months I felt nostalgic for my ocs. They, and everything else tied to my past creative journey, were on this long indefinite hold. At the highest point of my general burnout I just let that sit aside from my usual regular thoughts and daydreams. I had to focus on my new job (which has nothing common with creative field, but it helps to pay bills without worries), on mental and physical health (heck, at some point I got an inflammation in pinky finger joint on my working hand! And at that moment started mourning my chances to be an artist if I ever want to continue drawing, gladly I managed to heal the joint), etc. However, life moved on, and in the meantime, I even got a side-job in education, which is still a huge positive surprise for me. Anyway. Today I caught myself at thinking about picking up drawing stylus again. I was browsing through many of unpublished personal artworks saved on my phone.. and I felt so warm about them again. Don’t know yet what to do with this impulse. How long will it last. But it kicked in again after being dormant for absurdly long time, and that’s a good sign.

Literally, I miss my blorbos and wanna draw them kissing. Is that a lot to wish for?

The future of my patreon still remains uncertain though. Can I conserve it somehow as an archive? I don’t want to delete the whole legacy of my GO AU comicverse there. Also, I feel like I want to keep patreon blog for rare/occasional nsfw art? And post everything else openly without early access, I’m really not in the state of being able to manage multiple platforms at once anymore. Probably best thing I can do is to move all access to art archive regardless of its theme to the nominal minimum of $1. Not for the sake of earning money, but to keep maintaining the proper age-restricted access to my nsfw art which often is very graphic. You get the gist.

Aahhhh so that’s all the news from my creative life for today. Still an artist, just on an odd hiatus. Cheers~

[valtsv]

the author's barely disguised lack of socialisation and profound sense of alienation from all other human life

[foolfortune]

current mantra

[phoen1xr0se]

Well I feel called out 🥺

[mushroom-cookie-bears-deactivat]

(shouting through megaphone)

LOUD REMINDER THAT IF U HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT MY OCs YOU CAN ASK THEM AT LITERALLY ANY TIME

[dianacrimsonia]

So hey. I wanna draw something fandomy but don’t know where to start. My mind is a dumpster of unmatching fandoms which I’ll list in the tags, but if something meets your interests, drop me a request, and I might draw it ✨

[dianacrimsonia]

jhjlksjdfsk i finally updated my age in bio

kept forgetting to do that for months

[dianacrimsonia]

So hey. I wanna draw something fandomy but don’t know where to start. My mind is a dumpster of unmatching fandoms which I’ll list in the tags, but if something meets your interests, drop me a request, and I might draw it ✨

[alascene]

[highonlife22-deactivated2026021]

I literally have this exact thought multiple times every day when i talk to anyone i know. and theyre always watching a new show im like wtf even is that ive never watched a tv show in my life

[dianacrimsonia]

Mmmmmhm never understood this either. I watch shows really rarely, bc I kinda always prioritize uhhh watching documentaries, playing video games, reading books, going for long walks, or doing all my other hobbies before even considering watching some show or movie?? Aaand yeah, my specific priorities don’t help me with socialization at work, like, at all. Maybe except for games, but again, I mostly play indie games and almost never dabble into currently trending mainstream AAA stuff??

And, while in some cases I feel fine not following of some overly mainstream shows, sometimes I regret not watching something when it was at the moment of peak popularity, because most of irl people had long moved on to other stuff by that time I watched something, and there’s noone to discuss my impressions with (expect for my best friend, but we live far away from each other in different cities). At least I can always fulfill my accidental hyperfixations here on tumblr by going through tags :’> but still that doesn’t help with my struggles in irl socialization and that bothers me. Guess I should force self to watch something outside my very niched scope of interests when it gets popular, simply to keep up with others at work. Perhaps.

[barneycalhounslutmoments]

literally the reason online discourse is Like That is cuz ppl havent found real problems yet

[barneycalhounslutmoments]

when ur pushing 30 and renting an apartment and reckoning with your health and future prospects ppl drawing pokemon porn becomes a lot less pressing of an issue

[sepiamestus]

I would like to apologize to every single one of my wips ever

[incognitopolls]

When you're reading and encounter the term "y/n", like in reader insert fanfiction, how do you read that in your head?

I pronounce the letters (why enn)

I read it as the words "your name"

I read it as MY actual name

I read it as MY username

I translate it as "reader" or something similar

Yin

Yon, yen, yan, or yun

Some other way

I don't read it aloud in my head at all, I just skip over that

I have never encountered this

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[dianacrimsonia]

I mentally pronounce it as “…yeah, no.” and immediately close such fic.

[docdust]

Mysterious Man seen leaving Microsoft HQ

[occasional-musings]

Hehe but why him when canon provides us with someone with a lifelong PhD in Fucking Up Computers:

Behold the bitch, Newton Pulsifer.

[barneycalhounslutmoments]

literally the reason online discourse is Like That is cuz ppl havent found real problems yet

[barneycalhounslutmoments]

when ur pushing 30 and renting an apartment and reckoning with your health and future prospects ppl drawing pokemon porn becomes a lot less pressing of an issue

[taiikodon]

[mikuyuuss]

I can't believe they made Chilchuck Tennant canon