The bell rang for school. I put my backpack on, and followed the crowd down the stairs and out the front door. I walked across the schoolyard and on through the crosswalk into my neighborhood. As I walked towards my house a strange but familiar feeling overcame me. My heart started pounding faster, and I was drenched with a feeling of restlessness. I was counting my steps and I only had two blocks until I would have to walk down her street. I knew I didnât have the luxury of an alternate route home.
As I followed the sidewalk left I could see the white and red house near the end of the street. Every day I take this same walk and every day I hope and pray that she isnât outside. As I walk closer and closer I notice that there isnât any activity at her house, and I think to myself âwhat a reliefâ. As I walk by the front of her house I barely peek over to see if anyone is home. Just when I think Iâm all clear, she is there, gracefully watering her garden on the side of her house. Immediately, she looks up and waves to me.
âHi Ryanâ she exclaims, in a very kind and nurturing, but bubbly voice.
âHi Miss Eveâ I mutter back, with my head slightly down.
She turns off the water and begins to walk towards me. Her long tan legs glide across the grass glistening from the overspray of the hose. Her shoulder length butter blonde hair, shimmering in the sunlight. Her loose white summer tank top accented her amazing cleavage, and just barely covered the curves of her hip line. As she approaches me I look up at her because she was taller than me even without her high heels on. This, among other things, added to her intimidation.
Miss Eve was not married, she didnât have any kids, and Iâd never even seen a man at her house. All that said, Miss Eve was incredibly hot, and I knew that she had absolutely no problem attracting men.
âHow was your day sweetie?â She asked.
âIt was okâ I said, trying to avoid eye contact.
âJust ok?â She asked.
âYea, Iâm just kind of tiredâ I replied.
âMaybe someone needs a little nap?â she said.
âWell, I, uh, think I have some homework to doâ I quickly responded.
âOh ok, well I really need some help with something that wonât take long at allâ.
I looked around frantically, trying to come up with an excuse that would let me continue my walk home. As I tried to think of anything, she leaned down closer to my ear and with a very direct but loving whisper asked âAre you gonna come be Mommyâs little helper?â
As I started to blush she held out her hand, and I reluctantly reached out to touch her soft fingers. She grabbed my hand and escorted me up the front stairs and through the door as the panic inside me continued to build. The door closed behind us and I was once again trapped in her house.
âI appreciate this very muchâ she said.
âWhat do you need help with?â I asked.
She turns to the side to reveal a few large cardboard boxes. âThis is a large order of diapers I placed online for a boy that I babysit for, they just showed up todayâ she said. As the word âdiaperâ left her lips, my excitement level went up immediately, and Miss Eve knew this.
âOh okâ I said âDo you need help moving the boxes?â trying to mask my curiosity of what kind of diapers they were.
She laughed, âNo silly, since they were purchased online I had to estimate a size, so I want to make sure they will fit him.â
Confused, I asked âSo how would I be able to help you with that?â
She smiled, âYou are about his same size, so I was hoping you would try some on to make sure they fit.â
Panic continued to swell inside me because I knew where this was going.
âUm, I donât really have time for this right now,â I explained.
I started to turn for the front door when she walked right into my escape path.
âNow Ry, honey, Mommy really needs your help with this,â she said in her loving voice.
âBut I canât today. I have too many things to do,â I explained.
As she looked at me with her gorgeous blue eyes she leaned down towards me âI would definitely agree, but I think you need to help Mommy first so I donât have to tell anyone about our little secretâ.
My heart suddenly dropped, and I realized that she was not asking me to do this. The âsecretâ she was referring to was more like our history, as this was not the first time I had been in this house.
It all started about a year ago, when I acted on an impulse, and found a way to divulge in my pure love of disposable diapers. Iâm not referring to ones meant for old people; Iâm talking about toddler diapers. The ones that are loud, crinkly, and stretchy, with fun stickers on the front. The same ones that when you open a bag, your nostrils are filled with that sweet diaper perfume scent. I usually donât have money, or a good way of discretely purchasing something like a package of diapers.
So one day, I thought up a plan to create a fake scavenger hunt and have a diaper be one of the items on the list. I took my list to a couple of houses and received no answer at the door. I was about to give up and I knocked on one last house and this just happened to be where Miss Eve lived. Well, from the moment she answered the door, I was under her command and she took full advantage of this. She was incredibly beautiful, very kind, but also very manipulative. The first time she answered her door and I had told her about that special item on my list somehow she knew that it was really meant for me. Instead of simply saying no, or just handing me a diaper, she invited me inside.
Now Iâm guessing she only had diapers because she would babysit, but there is no way to know for sure. That day she diapered me herself, and made me use it right there in front of her. I remember that day clearly and how embarrassed I felt about being forced to use a diaper, but I also remember how much I loved being under her control. After I did as I was told she even checked to make sure I wasnât lying. Then, she changed me into a fresh diaper, and sent me on my way. I was told to come see âMommyâ at any time.
I tried to forget about the incident, but immediately fell in love with the diapers she provided. From the waistband, to the stretchy leg cuffs, to my loud crinkly waddle, I was addicted. The smell of these diapers was wildly intoxicating. After that incident, I realized I didnât like actually using my diaper, but I found out very quickly that I didnât make the rules, Mommy does. A couple of months later I was practically sprinting home from school to use the bathroom. Miss Eve stopped me and insisted that I use the one in her house. When I finally made it, the door was locked and I was told to use the one upstairs.
When I opened the door I was amazed to find a complete nursery, with stacks of diapers, a large changing table, and even a crib. Miss Eve had followed me upstairs and locked the door behind us. She restrained me on the changing table and made it clear that I wasnât going to make it to the big boy bathroom. She put a pink crinkly diaper on me and adjusted my posture so that she had a perfect view of when I couldnât hold it any longer. She told me that if I was a âgood boyâ and made a âpoopy diaper for Mommyâ she would let me go.
I tried to hold out as long as I could but she waited patiently, and checked my diaper several times. Trying to hold back with all of my might she watched while the lump formed under my bottom, and the front of my dry diaper slowly saturated with warmth. After telling me what a good boy I had been, she said that I was to be punished for trying to use a bathroom in Mommyâs house. She pulled me over her knee and spanked me on the back of my pink girly diaper.
That day she did send me home, but not before one last squeeze of my diapered messy bottom, and a very seductive whisper, âMommy hopes to see you again very soon.â
That day I remember the feeling of helplessness I had and how she could make me do whatever she wanted to. I couldnât help but love her amazing diapers, her nurturing demeanor, and the fact that she was Mommy and I was her good little boy. I found myself wanting to please her either so I could leave and escape the shame of her watching me dirty my diaper, or to get her approval that I was a good boy like she said.
I had been to her house several times and I was usually forced to come in when she was outside as I walked home from school. Regardless of how she would manipulate me to submit to her, the end result was always the same. The look of satisfaction on her face and the warm mess inside of my diaper meant that Mommy was happy and my secret was safe. I hated that she knew about my diaper fascination because I felt like she was always teasing me about it. Sometimes, I would walk home with other kids in my class and we would see her and she would specifically say hi only to me. Other times, her diaper bag would be sitting on the porch with a diaper sticking out as if it were bait to lure me in.
About a month ago, she took the embarrassment of what I was to do for her to a whole new level. I saw her that Saturday morning at the grocery store. She was extra nice to me that morning and offered a ride back to the neighborhood. To avoid a long walk back I agreed and we left. When we arrived she insisted that I stay for milk and cookies. I love cookies and since I had nothing to do I decided I would stay for a little bit.
She said that it would be a little while so I could lie down on the couch and watch TV. As I laid there, I wondered if this was some plan of hers to get me in another messy situation. I could hear her gathering baking utensils in the kitchen as I slowly dozed off. I awoke from my nap and immediately realized I was no longer on the couch. Surrounded by tall wooden banisters, I recognized that the jail cell I was sitting in was a babyâs crib, but big enough for me. Was I still at Miss Eveâs? How long did I sleep for? I wondered. As I tried to roll over to look around I noticed that familiar sweet smell of diapers. The bulk between my legs made it hard to even move, and I knew I was no longer wearing the underwear I put on this morning. I rolled over onto my stomach and I could hear the rustle of my thick diaper underneath my blue onesie.
Suddenly, I had a need to use the bathroom. I laid my head down for a second thinking that I had to get out of here. I was able to pull myself up so that I could stand. Just as I did, a beautiful woman walked in the room. She was about medium height with short dark brown hair and stunning green eyes. I noticed her creamy white legs and how well her chest filled out her shirt.
âHi thereâ She exclaimed in a very loving and giggly tone. Before I had a chance to respond she left the room and I heard her say âHe is awakeâ.
I stood trying to listen to what was being said when suddenly Miss Eve walked into the room. As she pulled her cooking apron over her head she tossed it on the railing of this very large crib.
âHi sleepy headâ she gleamed. Her red t-shirt was squeezing her breasts together as she looked at me like this is normally how I take a nap.
âWhat is going on? Why am I in this thing?â I cried.
âBecause I didnât want my little boy having an accident on Mommyâs couch and so I can keep an eye on youâ she whispered with an evil smile.
My need to go to the bathroom started to increase.
âBut you have other people hereâ I whined.
âSweetie, those are Mommyâs friends from out of town. I told them about what a good boy you could be and they wanted to seeâ.
âBut you promised!â
âAwe, honey, it is still our little secret, Jenny, and Brandi live very far away and will probably never see you again. I promise our secret is safe,â she said reassuringly. âDid you have a good nap?â she asked as she leaned down to unbutton the bottom snaps of the onesie.
She gently turned me around and lifted the back flap of my pajamas. âLetâs check that diaper of yoursâ.
I could feel as she squeezed the back of my diaper together at the leg cuffs. Then she used the palm of her hand to smush the diaper up against my bottom and test the consistency. Finally, she had one more test and I felt a hint of cold air as she pulled the top of the diaper away from my skin to peek down the back.
âAll dry!â she said.
I was reminded of my urge to get to a toilet, and soon. Suddenly, it became too much and I winced with my knees in, holding the front of my diaper. I knew it was a mistake because Miss Eve noticed and smiled.
âI really need to blow my nose, can I go to the bathroom?â I quickly asked.
âNow I know you got a spankin for trying to go to the bathroom once before, are you wanting another one, or are you just needing Mommyâs attention?â she asked as sweet as can be.
âBut I want to get down!â I fussed.
âIs that all?â she asked. âWell I do believe you know what Mommy wants in order to make that happen, donât you?â
Without even thinking I looked down and slowly nodded yes while I put my thumb in my mouth and started to suckle. She leaned down so she was face to face with me and pulled my chin up gently.
âAre you gonna be a good boy for Mommy and her friends and make a stinky poopy diaper?â
She said it as if she already knew the answer. I nodded yes.
As if I had no choice she said, âMommy can guess itâs probably gonna be a soggy diaper too,â (as I was) still sucking my thumb. I nodded in agreement.
âGood boy, now letâs take off that onesie so we can see what a mess you make.â
She pulled the clothing off and pulled a t-shirt over my head. The shirt just barely covered the first row of teddy bears on the front of my diaper. Again, my sensation that signaled I should head to the bathroom got stronger and I didnât have much time. I had to figure out a way to get out of this crib, and quickly, or I was going to fill my thick diaper while Mommy and her friends watched. Mommy left the room and a different girl walked in, and I decided I couldnât hold it any longer. I grabbed the wooden pegs of the crib. I was facing the wall out of sheer embarrassment. I squatted slightly in hopes of keeping the mess in one spot in the back of the diaper and not all over me.
âEve!â the girl called out.
âAre you goin potty?â Mommy said as she walked in the room.
âUh huhâ I said as I started to lose control and push. I could feel the diaper area around my bottom slowly move away as I forced a mushy mess into the back of my diaper.
âWhat a good boy!â Mommy said and I felt a hand gently mash the lump under my bottom. âOk letâs see the front,â she said as she turned me around.
I sucked my thumb, and gave in. The warm flood soaked the front of the diaper and it was immediately apparent how bad I had to go.
âOh my, what a soggy diaper this is,â Mommy said as she squeezed the bottom front of the saturated disposable.
I was done, and too embarrassed to look at Mommy and her pretty friends. I tried to turn away ever so carefully so as not to make a bigger mess than I already had.
I heard Mommy ask âDid you want some milk and cookies?â and I told her I did.
She came back in and put a plate of chocolate cookies down. Then, she leaned down with that evil smile and said, âMaybe you should sit and eat themâ knowing how much I was avoiding what was in the seat of the stinky diaper.
Before I could react she picked me up under my arms and slowly sat me down. I could feel the gooey firmness of my mess smear all over my bottom and even squeeze between my legs. The damage was done, so I just sat and ate my snack. When I was done Mommy walked in.
âOh my, I think somebody has a poopy diaper!â she exclaimed.
She stood me back on my feet gave another squeeze in the back and peeked into a leg cuff just to make sure.
âDoes my little boy need his diaper changed?â
I nodded.
âMommy has to clean up the kitchen, so I will be back ok?â
Just as I was starting to get upset, the same brown haired girl from before came in the room with a diaper and a tub of wipes in her hand. Embarrassed, I backed away from the front of the crib.
âHi pumpkin, donât be shy. Iâm Jenny and Iâm here to make it all better, now letâs get you out of that dirty diaperâ she said.
She laid me down and pushed my shirt up exposing the soggy bulge in the front. As she pulled the tapes back I started to yawn. I closed my eyes while she changed me. Once she was done she closed the crib and I took a nap. I woke up a bit later and I was allowed to leave.
Since that time I have been trying to come up with excuses of why I cannot come in. Miss Eve usually gets her way though because of my secret diaper love.
As I realized again where I was, standing there in front of the boxes of diapers, she asked again, âSo are you gonna be a big helper for Mommy?â
I hesitated for a second.
âHow about we make a deal?â she asked. âYou help Mommy by trying on a couple of diapers, and if you can stay completely dry by the time we are done you will be free to goâ.
âIs that just for today?â I asked.
âNope, you wonât ever have to come see Mommy if you donât want toâ.
âOk, but whatâs the other part of the deal?â unsure of why I even wished to know.
âIf during our fitting you have to use your diapy and you canât stay dry, you will have to do whatever Mommy says, and come inside whenever I askâ.
I swallowed nervously, and agreed. This is my chance, I thought, to stop allowing her to control me. Plus, I didnât need to go to the bathroom so I shouldnât have any trouble staying dry.
She went into the kitchen, âAre you thirsty? I have some juiceâ.
I kind of needed something to drink but I knew it couldnât be too much.
âSure, Iâll have a littleâ I said and she brought me out a glass.
I slowly drank as she started to open one of the boxes. She pulled back the flaps and that magical smell filled the room. She pulled out a diaper that looked very familiar and Iâm pretty sure I had worn one before at her house.
âOk sweetie, come lay down for Mommy.â
I did as I was told hoping this would be the last time. She pulled off my pants and underwear and slid the diaper under my bottom. She pulled the front up between my legs and taped both sides.
âAll done, now stand up so Mommy can seeâ.
As I got to my feet I felt something. I had to go to the bathroom. I was determined to forget about the sensation and make it through this dry. I could feel her behind me grabbing, and pulling at the diaper to check the snugness.
âWell those fit great!â she said gleefully.
âUh huh,â I commented holding back the pressure that was building inside.
âWhy donât we go upstairs to try on the others, that way if they are ok, I can put them away now.â
I wasnât going to make it upstairs, but I couldnât let her know.
âGo on up and wait for me honey, Mommy will be up in a second to try on the next oneâ.
I practically sprinted up the stairs to try and figure out what I should do. I looked for a place to hide but there was nothing. Finally I realized that I had no other option. I stood next to the crib and watched in the mirror as the back of my diaper started to stick out further and further. The smell immediately filled the room and I knew I was caught. After that I figured there was no point in hiding so I went potty too filling up my once dry diaper. I just stood there, waiting to face Mommy and accept my fate. The door slowly opened, and there she stood as the smell immediately gave me away. She slowly walked over to me and kneeled down so she was at eye level.
âDo you have something to tell Mommy?â she asked.
I nodded as I put my head down and started to suck my thumb.
âAnd what would that be?â she asked.
I pulled my thumb out and looked at her, âI made a poopy diaperâ.
âYes, you did, just like a good boy, what a stinky poopy diapy,â she said happily. âFrom looking at the front I would say that diaper is anything but dry honey.â
I nodded in agreement.
âWell Mommy can definitely smell it, but letâs just be sure shall we?â
She stood up and leaned over me. She took her hand and slowly but firmly smushed the back of the diaper spreading the warm mess all over me. Then she pulled the back away to peek.
âMy goodnessâ She said. âYou werenât able to stay dryâ she said in a very tragic and disappointing tone.
âI tried Mommy!â I explained.
âI know you did, but since you couldnât, Mommy will be in charge going forward. I think itâs time for your nap honey, can you be a big helper and get Mommy what she needs to change your stinky diaper?â
âYeaâ I said.
âGood boy, Iâm gonna need some wipes, some powder, and a fresh diaper, feel free to grab a new diaper out of the boxâ she said.
âI thought those were for the boy you babysitâ I replied.
She smiled âSweetie, that boy is you. I knew you couldnât stay dry, so all of those wonderful diapers are yours, and Mommy will make sure they get used.â
I went and grabbed the supplies she had requested. When I got back, she was sitting on the floor waiting for me.
âWhat a good little helper, come to Mommyâ as she patted the floor in front of her. âSince you did so good we are going to get you out of that messy thing right now.â
I didnât say anything. She laid me down and slowly pulled back the tapes. I started to suck my thumb and slowly fell asleep knowing that I would be staying here for quite some time.
