𝒓𝒖'𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 @diaryofruchita - Tumblr Blog

did you despise my guts while i called you that night? did it make you want to shut me out on the cracks through your pavement? i assume there was nothing to miss or forget but in-spite i felt sick to my bones knowing nothing about how she had you thinking about her body. but there was more.

there was more.

did she see you grin at my name? was it shame? was it something i can’t stomach? did she tell you that you’d get over it or was she too young to understand that there is haunting in the loving

i hope there was.

i hope you were.

i hope i haunted you enough

i hope i never get to hear about it

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there’s only so much i can light on fire, kate. i could sense lies between your teeth and your explanation boils down to my rotten core. it could be worse but you have your fingers curled up in me. you hold me like an abstract concept, left stranded in your lap. you know how to make sense out of me. did i not tell you your pearl irises looking at me makes me want to be a good girl and believe in prayers. i am violent with my desires, kate but you are bruising through me like a summer peach. there is always softness

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what we hid in plain sight is staining our clean walls, kate.

infidelity can break my heart but you shutting out doors on me like you are fighting my weight has been screaming at the sky. i am noting down recipes that i could cook for dinner and i fear someday this dinner table won’t suffice your hunger, because i couldn’t be more.

i am more.

i can’t be more.