Bride of Darkness

diedawiidow·:

@neverparted

“Where ever you want,” Edith smiled practically glowing with pride when he called her Mrs. Sharpe.

“I remember you saying once that Paris is lovely,” Edith said recalling that night at the depot so long ago, one of the happiest nights of her life. “We could stroll along the Seine.”

“It was. The City of Love, they call it. Maybe you can find more inspiration there.”

The more he thought about it, the more he liked the idea of living in Paris. Or maybe in the French countryside; they could buy a villa and spend their summers there. He would have to put his work on hold, but Paris was becoming a hub of industry and innovation. His harvester might be more accepted there compared to the other cities in Europe.

“And I could practice my French. Bonjour, ma cherie.”

Beaming brightly, Edith took Thomas’ hand in hers, the entire idea was enchanting.

“Can we go? Please, Thomas, say we can go to Paris. It would be so good for us to get away from here.”

#neverparted #v: runaway with me

@neverparted

“Where ever you want,” Edith smiled practically glowing with pride when he called her Mrs. Sharpe.

“I remember you saying once that Paris is lovely,” Edith said recalling that night at the depot so long ago, one of the happiest nights of her life. “We could stroll along the Seine.”

diedawiidow:

“Who?” Edith asked frowning, removing her hand from his face she took his hand, having stolen her wedding ring back from Lucille, Edith stroked the crimson jewel with her thumb.

“You’re my husband, you’ll be a fine teacher, I’m sure.”

“Alan. We both know he would make a finer husband than I.”

There was no resentment in his words. From the moment he met Alan during the McMIchael’s ball, he knew that the man was someone any woman would be lucky to have as a husband. And as a man, he knew that Alan loved Edith. It was only natural that he pave the way for the two to end up together. While he truly loved his wife, Thomas felt that what he’d done – and what he’d almost done – had caused certain wounds that his presence could never heal.

“But I don’t want Alan,” Edith said her distress starting to grow. Would he leave her? They were married after all, and Edith had meant every word when she had said her vows.

“Thomas, you are my husband, until death do us part remember?” He had said that he loved her back in Allerdale Hall, had he been lying then, was everything he said a lie?

“I thought you loved me!”

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diedawiidow:

@neverparted continued from here

Edith was never this bold, but there was something about Sir Thomas Sharpe that made her feel emboldened.

Grasping Thomas’ hand, the blonde smiled and began to lead him out of the ballroom deeper into the McMichael’s house.

“Do you trust me?”

“I do.”

His response came easily, and he followed her out of the crowded ballroom. Lucille’s playing had the rest of the guests entranced, so their escape wasn’t noticed. The sense of mystery and excitement was difficult to ignore, and he found himself smiling as he walked a few steps behind her.

Smiling, Edith led Thomas to an abandoned sitting room, it was much quieter than in the ballroom, better for conversation.

“There, now we can get to know each other better.” She said smiling as she took a seat on the nearby settee, “so tell me about yourself, Mr. Sharpe.”

diedawiidow:

Relaxing against the pillows as Thomas lay beside her, as distant as he had been before that magical night during the storm, just days ago, Edith studied him.

Even with his ruined eye, he was still handsome. Gently, she reached out to touch his cheek. Careful to avoid his still healing wounds, she was hurt by him, but he was her husband, there had been true affection if not love between them.

“You were right about me you know, I don’t know anything about love.”

“I didn’t want to be.”

He flinched a little at her touch, relaxing a few moments later. The wound he bore wasn’t the only thing he’d sullied. Edith’s love and trust would forever be tainted, and he knew better than to hope that she would easily forgive him. He’d gone with them because he had nowhere else to go, but he planned to release her from their sham of a marriage and make his way on his own. He still had some skills that would prove to be useful in the blossoming industrial age; he wouldn’t be completely helpless.

Scarred, yes, but not fully ruined.

“But he shall undoubtedly teach you a far better lesson than I.”

And by ‘he’, Thomas meant Alan. He knew the doctor loved his wife, and he didn’t blame the man. She’d been the one to break through his reservations. Thomas didn’t deserve a woman like that.

“Who?” Edith asked frowning, removing her hand from his face she took his hand, having stolen her wedding ring back from Lucille, Edith stroked the crimson jewel with her thumb.

“You’re my husband, you’ll be a fine teacher, I’m sure.”