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die mauer ; the defensive wall during a free kick. independent, incredibly selective & private football original character based multimuse. est. nov. 2023 and trained with a lot of love by charli.

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[skipperxander]

When Lena said that he was a very clean man, he couldn't help but laugh. "I should think so...but thank you." Xander replied. He had noticed how she was looking him over. Xander watched as she got a bottle of water for him and he took it from her when she held it towards him. "Thanks." He said and opened the bottle before taking a sip. Xander then looked back at her. "So..." He said, the smile still on his face.

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                   ❝  you're  welcome.  ❞   her  grin  grew  as  he  took  the  bottle  from  her.  she  wasn't  being  subtle  at  all  with  the  way  she  looked  at  him.  he  was  incredibly  good  looking  –  and  to  actually  have  him  interest?  she  wasn't  expecting  it.  mostly  because  her  luck  with  men  hadn't  been  so  great  in  the  past.  she  sure  the  hell  didn't  want  to  mess  this  up  nor  move  too  fast.  reaching  for  a  beer  ,  opening  it  and  turning  towards  him  ,  she  blushed  a  bit.  ❝   so  .  .  .  ummm  ,  I  guess  a  tour  ?  ❞   she  glanced  down  ,  biting  her  bottom  lip  before  stepping  closer  .  ❝  unless  you  want  to  do  something  else?  ❞ 

[razorfst]

Andrei knew this wasn't Alex's favorite thing, the two of them together but it was what both of them wanted. The Romanian thought he made a point to show that, that being with her was what he wanted. Seems Alex didn't believe that entirely yet and he couldn't really blame him considering his past but he never was the one to not be loyal. That was an integral part of who he was. If anything he felt he was showing more and more every day that he was determined to do better, to be with and treat her right. Part of showing that was openly getting up and following her to the elevator, if people didn't think they were together or he wanted to continue to be together then they could see for themselves now. It was also why he didn't shy away from wrapping his arms around her when they got to the elevator because in his mind he had waited long enough. Even when they walked into the elevator he made sure his arms were around her once more, not a moment of hesitation to it.

"It's what he does, I'm not surprised by it." He knew Alex well enough and it was all done because he cared. He couldn't blame the other for it, not after how he hurt her when everything started. But Alex wasn't the focus of the night, no, she was and that was something he was making completely obvious as he pressed her to him and leaned down to be mere inches from her lips. His own pulled into a smirk at her reply. "I figured you would." His hand wanders down towards her thigh where he began to lift up her skirt, his index finger beginning to tease her over her panties. "Oh yeah? Is that what you want me to do?" His head tilts slightly, his lips ghosting over her's. "You're that impatient for me?"

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             even  though  her  cousin  wasn't  a  fan  of  what  her  and  drei  had  ,  he  still  let  her  do  as  she  want.  and  even  simmered  down  on  the  over  protectiveness  he  showed  at  first.  which  allowed  her  to  do  as  she  pleased.  even  staying  a  night  or  two  with  Andrei.  which   –  was  needed.  especially  those  nights  when  they  stayed  up,  fucking  to  the  point  she  couldn't  walk  after.  last  thing  she  needed  was  to  make  it  obvious  what  the  two  were  doing  .  he  was  changing  –  everyone  had  noticed  it.  Alex  included  even  if  he  still  didn't  trust  him  fully.   and  it  was  nice.  to  see  how  he  was  making  big  efforts  towards  the  brunette.  truthfully,  she  was  happy.  moments  like  this   with  him  following  her,  she  couldn't  help  but  smirk  over  it.  it  was  nice  to  know  that  she  was  who  he  wanted  .  arms  wrapped  around  her  when  they  entered  the  elevator  and  she  couldn't  help  but  look  up  at  him. 

       ❝  I  don't  think  anyone  is  surprised  by  how  protective  he  is.  ❞  Davina  chuckled.  she  appreciated  alex's  protective  mentality  though.  and  understood  it.  even  if  it  could  be  suffocating  at  times.  he  just  wanted  to  make  sure  his  little  cousin  wasn't  getting  hurt.  and  as  much  as  she  admired  him  for  it,  she  wasn't  wanting  to  focus  on  his  reaction  over  the  two  of  them  period.  tonight  –  she  wanted  the  midfielder  and  to  focus  completely  on  him.   eyes  flickered  to  his  lips  as  he  pressed  her  against  him  and  leaned  in.   ❝  a  whole  night  of  intense.  sounds  –  like  something  I  need.  ❞   she  replied,  her  eyes  still  remaining  on  his  as  his  hand  wanders  downward,  trailing  her  thigh  .  skirt  lifting  up  and  the  touch  of  his  index  finger  ,  teasing  her  over  the  place  fabric  brought  a  gasp  from  her.   clit  already  throbbing  for  his  touch.  ❝  that  –  or  I  could  beg  for  you  to  drop  down,  throw  a  leg  over  your  shoulder  and  you  make  me  cum  quick  with  that  mouth  .  your  choice  though.   but  yes  ,  i'm  very  impatient.  ❞ 

[legends-and-savages]

"I think that was the point of it." Jamie said. "Bonding to keep us together." Which was certainly the whole thing that Ted was into. So it wasn't a surprise that it continued on. A nod from him. "Yeah I can do that." He had time it wasn't like anyone else was supposed to be here yet. He'd come down early just to get some training in. So he walked toward the stairs. "So are you in town for long or just a quick visit?"

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           a  faint  blush  formed  at  her  cheeks.  ❝  right  –  of  course.  ❞   typical  Morgana  ,  having  a  moment  around  a  cute  guy.  she  was  kicking  herself  on  the  inside  over  it.   ❝  it  does.  back  home  –  we  do  a  lot  of  it  on  the  team.  summer  camps  and  all.  it's  fun  though.   ❞   the  striker  replied.  ❝  awesome  then.  I  appreciate  it  a  lot.  ❞  she  followed  behind  him  towards  the  stairs.  taking  in  her  surroundings.  Richmond  was  nice  -  and  despite  the  nervousness  she  felt  ,  at  least  she  had  met  one  person  that  she  could  maybe  go  to  when  she  needed  to  know  where  something  was.  ❝  just  for  the  week.  my  parents  are  in  town  and  i'm  sort  of  looking  at  options  in  the  future.  ❞ 

[gaveyouigaveyoui]

Olivia Rodrigo - Guts Tour

[razorfst]

He knew her experience, knew how she wanted to be sure everything was going well for him when in the end he was more concerned about her and how she was feeling. It's why he had been being gentle when he had to be, when she had to adjust to him and he knew just when to praise her. It seemed to have the effect he wanted, encouraging her to do more than the time before. She learned quick and fuck did he love it. His breath catches in his throat when her hand wraps around him, her hand beginning to move as his own into her hair as their eyes locked. His jaw tensed at the sensation of her tongue now mixing with the movement of her hand. It's only when he feels her lips wrap around him that a low moan leaves him, head lifting to look up as jaw tenses again. His grip on her hair tightens just a bit more as he controls himself to stay put instead of using her mouth to his own desire. She wasn't ready for that, they were going at a manageable pace for her and that was letting her take him in as much as she could for now.

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                both  so  selfless  with  one  another  –  she  was  worried  about  him  ,  while  he  was  worried  about  her.  and  it  showed  every  single  moment   while  she  was  so  petite  ,  she  wanted  to  make  sure  she  made  him  feel  good  -  in  any  way  possible.  and  he  damn  sure  made  her  feel  that  way.   Davina  wanted  to  do  more  –  to  learn  more.   hand  wrapped  around  his  length  ,  moving  up  and  down  –  slow  strokes  before  her  tongue  teased  his  tip.  blue  eyes  watching  his  expression  –  and  fuck,  the  way  he  was  reacting  ,  was  turning  her  on  so  much.  after  a  moment,  lips  wrapped  around  him  and  mouth  went  to  work  –  the  tighter  his  grip  on  her  hair  grew,  the  faster  her  mouth  moved.  eyes  closing  for  a  moment  ,  trying  to  see  how  far  she  could  take  him  until  she  pulled  back,  gagging  a  bit.  ❝  sorry  –  just  not  use  to  this  .  ❞  she  breathed  before  wrapping  her  lips  around  him  once  again. 

[mcmorare]

"So we're opposites," Katrina says with a good-natured smile. Not entirely opposites - what would be the opposite of her position? A defender? Maybe a keeper? That's beside the point. "How long have you been with Bayern? I might have played you before."

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                ❝  I  guess  we  are  .  ❞  Lena  chuckled.  that  was  something  to  think  about  –  the  opposites  of  their  positions.  and  she  couldn't  help  but  smile  over  the  thought.  ❝  been  a  few  years.  think  –  four  ,  five  years  now  ?  ❞

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[m1dfielder]

To think the last time the two had been here, neither were in the position they were now. Everything felt like it was going downhill for him and he thought she wasn't interested. It took some conversations but eventually he was set on the right path to get to her. Outside of how everything had been on the pitch, his life was taking a positive turn ever since. And its biggest improvement came over the summer. Now here they were getting ready in his apartment and she was beginning to show just a little when it came to their baby. If anything the blond thought she was glowing and that was only increasing more and more with each passing day. He was finishing up straightening out his jacket while he glanced over to her reflection in the mirror. His smile couldn't help but show as he kept blue gaze upon her as she smoothed over the dirndl that hid the bump that he knew was there.

Moving to her, he easily wrapped his arms around her with a soft kiss to her neck before resting his chin lightly upon her shoulder. There was no hiding his smile now as he looked at their reflection, them standing there together. "It is crazy how we got here." He replies, turning his head again to place a kiss upon her cheek. "I wouldn't trade it for anything, I'm the happiest I've ever been with you here now and pregnant with our baby." Sure it hadn't been in the order of how they planned everything but he found it better that way because in the end they would have gotten here anyway. His grip around her loosened, letting her turn to face him before hands rested upon her lower back. "You look beautiful, Schatz." He says sincerely, leaning in for another kiss but this time on her lips before pulling away. "You outshine me."

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                  a  year  ago  ,  she  didn't  think  he  would  have  ever  noticed  her  the  way  she  wanted  him  to.  and  only  looked  at  her  as  if  she  was  just  alex's  cousin.  nothing  more.   they  had  overcame  so  much  in  a  year.  on  top  of  being  happy  together  ,  they  were  starting  a  family.  of  course  ,  a  surprise  but  neither  seemed  to  mind  it.  not  when  they  both  were  on  the  same  page  and  without  a  doubt,  wanted  to  have  a  family  eventually.  things  had  a  way  of  working  in  life.  she  couldn't  help  but  smile  to  herself  ,  hands  running  over  the  small  bump  that  her  attire  was  hiding  .  now  that  the  morning  sickness  had  simmered  down,  she  could  enjoy  the  now  –  and  she  felt  happy.  but  when  was  she  not  that  way  ?  ever  so  rarely  since  moving  to  Germany.  the  way  jo  looked  at  her  though  –  she  couldn't  help  but  grow  flushed.  still,  a  year  later  almost  and  he  had  that  effect  on  her.  eyes  glancing  up  to  see  his  smile  growing  over  the  sight  of  her  and  the  way  she  seemed  to  glow. 

               she  loved  the  way  his  arms  felt  around  her  –  and  his  kisses  to  her  neck.  the  ever  growing  feeling  of  contentment  never  simmered  down.  she  couldn't  help  but  smile  more  at  his  words.   ❝  it  is  .  very  crazy  but  –  neither  would  I.  ❞  eyes  closed  for  a  brief  moment  as  his  lips  pressed  a  kiss  to  her  cheek.  ❝  me  too.   I  just  hope  that  five  years  from  now  ,  you  still  look  at  me  the  way  you  are  now.  ❞  Davina  replied  with  a  light  chuckle,  knowing  –  there  was  more  of  a  chance  that  he  would  no  doubt,  never  look  at  her  differently.  she  could  never  get  tired  of  him  –  and  she  hoped  he  would  never  get  tired  of  her.  hands  rested  on  his  chest  once  she  had  turned  around.  ❝  thank  you  ,  my  love  .  you  look  –  extremely  good.   ❞   she  smiled  with  a  hum  into  the  kiss  ,  tempting  to  deepen  it  a  bit  but  held  back  from  doing  so.  eyes  flickered  down  at  her  dirndl  before  back  up  to  him.  ❝  not  entirely.  this  is  only  my  second  year  in  one  of  these.  I  had  to  uh  ,  get  the  waist  fixed  on  it  and  the  others  I  had  bought.  cause  you  know  –  baby  kraus.  and  I  guess  I  didn't  expect  –  other  things  to  get  a  bigger  too.  ❞   she  chuckled.  ❝   i'm  sure  you're  not  complaining  though.   maybe  it  won't  be  noticed  too  much  in  pictures.  ❞ 

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[slytherintragedy]

Icy hues scanning over the female's facial features as the male waited to see just what she's heard about him, not that he cared because he knew he shouldn't. But he was curious, and most of the time his curiosity got the better of him. Even if he knew curiosity was a dangerous thing, yet he couldn't help it. Though when she finally answered his question, he couldn't help but to snicker despite it lacking any real mockery. That made a lot of sense, he couldn't deny that. And it was somewhat the truth so he couldn't even deny it. ❝My family has high maintenance standards so they can come off as uptight, I'll admit that. And as for not exactly good people, well again I'll admit my family has done some awful things but no one wants to talk about the good my family has done. Yet I suppose in the end, it really is all about perspective.❞ It's not like he can defend his father's actions, even some of his mothers. Let alone anyone else in his bloodline's actions, he could only defend his own. But still if it wasn't for his mother and him lying, despite knowing if caught they'd most likely be punished with death. then Potter would probably be dead. Honestly great golden Gobstones, he wasn't evil, just misunderstood. But there was no good crying over spilt potion so he shrugged it off.

❝I'm sure if you were a threat then you would have been obliviated, they like to typically keep our world secret from muggles after all.❞ He voiced softly before nodding with a soft hum, at one point he wouldn't have even entertained continuing the conversation with her once he learnt of her blood status but now he just didn't care. ❝Ahh, so a muggle with connections in the wizarding world. Well that's nice, it means I don't have to hide that part of me. So have you had the privilege to see some of our world or all you know is that it exists?❞ Draco asked fascinated, was she even allowed to enter their world or was that just for muggleborn parents? He honestly didn't know because again, up til now he had nothing to do with muggles. At her words, another snicker that lacked any real mockery escaped his throat. Malfoy could be a real problematic threat if he wanted to be but again, he wasn't evil so he wasn't a threat. ❝That's because I'm not some evil threat, it's just almost everyone assumes it because of my reputation growing up. They fail to realize I had no proper support system saying the way my parents raised me was wrong, that I had no choice on some of the things in my own life during the war. Yet despite knowing I could die, I lied for their golden boy who I generally wanted to be friends with when we first met. But he chose an idiot who thought it was funny to laugh at my name. So I acted like a prat but I was hurt and I handled my emotions wrong. Does that truly make me evil? Apparently, I guess.❞ The Slytherin voiced softly, giving the other a nonchalant shrug. ❝You are one of the good ones then but you're right, the world has enough people in it that are judgmental idiots. And no one is perfect but it seems some people actually expect you to be, kinda pathetic in a way if you ask me. So this being a judgmental free zone sounds perfect.❞

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             the  way  her  eyes  locked  onto  his  –  heavens  ,  she  found  herself  swallowing  hard.  a  guy  she  had  just  met  –  despite  hearing  things  about  his  family.   she  overlooked  it.  but  of  course,  she  had  to  talk  about  it.  and  seeing  that  he  wasn't  like  them  and  wanted  to  be  different  .  at  least  from  what  she  gathered.   tongue  swiped  across  her  lips  as  she  listened  to  him.  he  had  a  point  -  but  did  the  good  out  weigh  the  bad  ?  yeah,  she  wasn't  going  to  get  into  all  of  that  nor  would  be  judging  of  him.   and  plus  ,  she  wasn't  like  him  –  she  wasn't  magical.  just  a  normal  person.  ❝  well,  i'm  not  going  to  judge  you  and  your  family  .  if  that  helps  any.  I  just  –  it's  not  my  place.  I  just  hope  they  have  nothing  against  people  like…me  .  ❞  lena's  eyes  flickered  downward.  the  thing  is  ,  she  also  worried  on  if  they'd  judge  her  for  being  around  their  son.  she  at  least  hope  they  wouldn't. 

      that  was  a  relief  .  and  she  let  it  be  known  with  a  soft  sigh.  ❝  well  –  thank  God  .  ❞  she  chuckled.  ❝  ja  ,  i'm  not  at  all  a  threat.  I  can  keep  secrets.  and  you  don't  have  to  worry  about  that.   but  mmhmm  ,  i'm  a  muggle  with  connections.  thankfully.  though  –  never  really  seen  diagon  alley.  though  ,  would  love  to.  ❞  she  had  heard  so  very  much  about  it  .  especially  the  sweet  shops.  something  she  was  dying  to  see  and  try.  as  much  as  she  wanted  to  go  ,  she  knew  it  wasn't  something  that  could  be  manageable  just  with  anyone.   scooting  closer  a  bit  ,  she  rested  her  chin  on  the  palm  of  her  hand.  ❝  everyone  has  a  reputation.  and  assumptions  happen.  but  I  get  what  you  mean,  schatz.  and  we  all  do  things  like  that.  trust  me  ,  we  might  be  different  bloodwise  and  such  but  ,  been  there.  the  football  world  –  is  very  competitive.  I  also--struggle  with  handling  my  emotions.  i've  gotten  better  but,  still  have  my  moments.  just  try  to  channel  it  all  in  during  game  time.  ❞  another  sigh  came  from  her.  she  struggled  at  time.  her  temper  getting  the  best  of  her  –  and  it's  why  she  often  got  carded  during  a  game.   her  eyes  flickered  back  up  to  meet  his  before  she  turned  her  body  just  a  bit  to  face  him.  ❝  it  doesn't  make  you  evil.  I  don't  think  it  does  at  least  .  and  I  try  to  be  a  good  person.  perfect?  that's  impossible.  and  I  don't  try  to  be  perfect.  and  people  are  pretty  fucked  for  expecting  that  out  of  anyone.   i'm  glad  though  –  that  you  seem  to  be  comfortable.  because  you  can  be  with  me.  ❞

[knowstruth]

"Yeah?" There's a slightly-lopsided but genuine smile. It's always good to catch up with a friend, and another goalkeeper. Trade stories and tips (and maybe take a bit of that time to not talk shop). "'Course, yeah, I could go for a drink. Have anywhere in mind, or should I pick a pub?"

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          she  couldn't  help  but  smile  more.  it  wasn't  every  day  she  had  the  chance  to  hang  out  with  a  friend  who  she  didn't  get  to  see  very  often.  she  cherished  those  moments  when  she  could.  considering  both  of  them  had  busy  schedule.  ❝  awesome  then!  well  –  i'm  not  all  familiar  with  the  pubs  here.  do  you  know  of  any  good  ones?  ❞

[m1dfielder]

The two haven't had issues of intimacy, their physical relationship was more than healthy and it wasn't much of a secret. Though neither of them seemed to care too much, they were still respectful to a point to not flaunt it in front of anyone. But after a win, his teammates knew not to bother him as she would be his entire focus. And that was what happened the moment the two were alone. Hands wandered, whispered words of wanting. The blond found himself listening more to her in the end, she was always so matter of fact of what she wanted and it was something Jo greatly appreciated. It always seemed to do the trip, turning him on and giving him ideas for what she wanted to do in the night. Sometimes he didn't need it but there were days she wanted to try something new and he was more than happy to oblige. Easily, he was able to lift her up as he closed the door behind them while pinning her to the wall. On instinct his hips could only roll against her, the pesky fabric of his shorts in the way but that was something that could be fixed sooner rather than later. "Mmm, so are you." He presses his lips to her's and rolls one more time before moving her from the wall and bringing her to the bedroom. This time her back meets the bed and he pulls off to remove his shirt and pull down his shorts and toss them to the side. Returning over her, hands trail up her thighs and push up her dress as his lips find her's again. "God I am so lucky to have you."

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             everyone  knew  that  when  it  came  to  wins  –  after  games  ,  their  time  would  be  together  in  private.  and  it  was  respected.  though,  some  of  the  teammates  seemed  to  find  it  amusing.  Alex  often  picking  fun  in  the  past  over  it.  she  didn't  care  though  –  despite  the  blush  that  often  showed  over  the  teasing.  still,  she  wasn't  going  to  pretend  they  were  innocent  at  this  point  in  their  relationship.  why  should  she  ?  going  into  being  three  months  pregnant,  yeah  –  everyone  knew  better  than  that.  she  couldn't  keep  her  hands  from  him  ,  lips  brushing  against  his  ear  –  teasing  demands  whispered  –  god,  she  could  never  ever  get  enough  of  him.  in  every  single  possible  way.  which  was  what  she  wanted  right  now  from  him.  to  not  hold  back  –  to  spend  hours  ,  making  her  moan  and  scream  his  name.  and  he  was  already  on  his  way  on  making  that  happen  the  moment  they  got  back  home  –  having  pinned  her  to  the  wall,  his  hips  rolling  against  her's  and  the  soft  moans  already  slipping  passed  her  lips  over  how  good  he  felt  against  her.  the  kiss  ,  growing  heated  –  by  the  second  .  a  chuckle  escaped  her  as  he  began  moving  her  from  the  wall  and  towards  the  bedroom,  making  sure  to  pressed  a  few  kisses  to  his  neck  until  he  had  placed  her  down   onto  the  bed.  ❝  I  want  you  to  have  me  –  all  night  .  ❞  she  smirked  ,  watching  as  he  pulled  off  his  clothing  and  tossed  them  to  the  side.  her  lips  met  his  ,  feeling  his  hands  trail  up  her  thighs  and  push  her  dress  upward.  her  own  hands  ,  moving  to  pull  the  waistband  of  her  panties  down  .   ❝  so  am  I  ,  baby  –  so  lucky.  ❞  this  kiss  broke  before  her  eyes  looked  him  over.  ❝  want  you  to  touch  me  , before fucking me.  ❞