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&.⠀⠀jamie ⠀—⠀ she/her⠀—⠀ minor ⠀⠀✰.

-> just a lil blog for my interests. tags are messy so just bear with me. personal is @repression. ☆

#pinned #no cw/tws or spoiler tags #I use she/her but I don't mind they/them

who the hell asked alec if he ships byler at the searows concert

#in case anyone's wondering. he said he's not really a fan of the show but he loves gay people #but ENOUGHHHHHHHH. SILENCE from you.#had to come out of obscurity to post about this. bye again

ianime0

Jujutsu Kaisen || Hiromi Higuruma Episode 55

#nothing polite to say about him #jjk #gif #😛😛😛😛

maybe it's because I've been sick with the flu and therefore not all the way there mentally but I saw one single byler edit earlier and got hit with wave after wave of unending anguish at the though that they will never be together in canon... like The Love Story of all time was just wasted and these characters really were doomed to those endings... it's enough to make a girl despair tbh

#I need to get a grip it's been almost 2 months. but then again................ oh will and mike........ ohhhhh god 💔💔💔

not apologizing for who I will become when higuruma is animated next week

#😛. needthat

rabbitescapes

labyrinth gate and many mike wheelers

#LIKE THE M C ESCHER DRAWING ON HIS WALL HELL YES............#mike wheeler #fanart

you can boo me off the stage for this one but I think the walking dead did a better job at portraying the message of "all war is bad, both sides are bad" than attack on titan did

#aot lost me when it tried to say both sides are equal & that genocide can ever be justified sorryyy #like yeah I know what aot was going for but . girl the execution...#and the moral codes of characters in twd are way more complex and interesting #(Even though I currently want to throw things around & scream bc the writing is getting worse)#they both certainly have their problems & their strengths and I like both but like. whatever

some of you saw mike in hellfire shirt mode and have never let him go

#and not in a good way. many of you seem to think otherwise but thats not true mike idc!#everyone can accept he was trying to be the perfect boyfriend w the shitty airport fit and that doesn't represent him #but then I say he's trying to emulate eddie with that outfit and hair which is also not his true spirit and then im the bad guy #mike is not emo scene goth or punk im sorryyyy I'm sorry (im not

throwing-ice-cubes

i know a lot of tgf fans joke about the painting being theo's heart but its SO SERIOUS to me.

thats the physical manifestation of all the parts of himself that he leaves chained up, wrapped in so many layers of newspaper and tape and fabric because he can't bear to have it exposed to the light. and it becomes so painfully obvious why his adult life felt so meaningless, why all the apartments he viewed with his soon-to-be-wife "smelled like divorce, bankruptcy, illness and death". because all he was looking for, in every apartment, were "potential hiding spaces" (going as far as "fantasizing about a secret, climate-controlled CLOSET, combination lock only").

and why, even though theo had said, multiple times, that no one in his life (besides HOBIE) would be able to know what it was, boris confesses he stole it by simply claiming that "he wanted it", and "anyone could see" what it was. and why boris said he will do anything and everything to get it back to theo, "for old times sake, just to have, to really be his, TO KEEP IN THE CLOSET OR GET OUT AND LOOK AT LIKE THE OLD DAYS".

and why once theo finds out that that part of himself was no longer sealed away, locked under boris' phone number combination, he realizes that "all his adult life had been privately sustained by that great, hidden, savage joy: the conviction that his whole life was balanced atop a secret that might at any moment blow it apart".

#🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬#the goldfinch

escapefromcamazotz

like. the trend with st on insta and i presume tiktok is to make sad missing girl edits and art of el and i get it i like them but i ALSO think there is a tendency to be like oh she was just a little girl or always draw her in her dress from s1/s2/s4 or put a bow in her hair and i’ve even people make up a s3 dress and like. YES there are nice parts of being a girl that she never really got to partake in but ALSO you’re like 3 steps away from. something that feels more harmful. like putting her in a dress and makeup and saying she never got to experience those things as much as she should have makes her death sadder. making her more palatable and more tragic by making her more feminine. the death of a feminine girl with a boyfriend who went on shopping sprees. like the reduction to a girlfriend or a daughter is in the show but you’re adding New stuff

escapefromcamazotz

and of course she’s skinny and white. they don’t do that to kali. they don’t even do that to barb. only el could have been a beautiful skinny white girlfriend and daughter and mother and sister and only el was a beautiful white girl even when denied her personhood. her purity and childhood innocence shone through and now she’s dead. isn’t that just so sad?