Deep Ocean

just little in my life, deep like ocean

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The Traveler’s Gate

I.I traveled through a narrow gate,Beyond the reach of time.I left the stars to meet my fate,In this strange and heavy clime. II.The doctors held me to the light,I gave a lonely cry.I stepped out from the velvet night,Beneath a ceiling sky. III.My mother’s heart, a steady drum,Was all the map I knew.From distant worlds I’ve finally come,To start my life anew. IV.So sing a song for one just…

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Awakening

The heavy curtain of the dark is torn,And I am pushed into the world of sense.No memory remains of what I was,Before this blood began its steady beat.The air is sharp, a blade against my throat,Until it turns to breath and gives me life.I am a stranger in a house of skin,Observing light that dances on the wall.The giants whisper names I do not know,And wrap me in the fabrics of the earth.So here…

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The Threshold

I.The first thing was the cold.Not the cold of winter,but the cold of being separate.For the first time,there was a ‘me’ and an ‘everything else’. II.Lungs.I didn’t know I had them until they burned.The first gasp was a shock—oxygen flooding the system like a riot.The first cry wasn’t sadness,it was the sound of a key turning in a lock. III.Shapes moving in the haze.Blurred giants with soft…

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Arrival

I.I don’t remember the path I took to get here,Or why the silence suddenly disappeared.One moment I was floating, safe and sound,The next, my feet were touching solid ground.The air felt cold, the voices much too loud,As I emerged from a warm and quiet cloud. II.Everything is new, and sharp, and bright,A million colors crashing in my sight.I have to learn the way a lung expands,The way the…

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The Emergence

Out from the dark where silence used to reign,I stumbled through the gates of flesh and bone.To trade my peace for love, and joy, and pain,Into a world that I have never known.The blinding glare, the sharp and sudden air,The weight of gravity upon my chest,I found a voice to scream my first despair,And sought the comfort of a mother’s breast.No longer ghost, but spirit bound in clay,I start the…

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The Soul's First Breath

I.From voids of silence, I didst wake and rise,To gaze upon the world with unlearned eyes.Behold, the light! It dazed my trembling soul,As destiny began to take its toll.I knew not where thou wert, or who I be,But felt the pull of life’s great mystery. II.A stranger to the sun, and to the moon,I entered in this mortal dance too soon.With cries that pierced the veil of ancient night,I sought the…

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The Mother's Call

I.Upon a day, both calm and clear,A whisper soft, I came to hear.A tiny beat, a life begun,My journey changed, beneath the sun.The woman I had been before,Stepped gently back, to want no more. II.The sleepless nights, the gentle sway,I learned new rhythms, day by day.Each smile a balm, each cry a plea,My heart embraced this destiny.For little hands, so soft and small,Answered a mother’s sacred…

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The Unseen Thread

I.A life once mine, now gently steps aside,To make wide room for what now grows within.A silent shift, where instincts start to guide,And greater purpose patiently begins.The world transforms, seen through a softened lens,As fears give way to overwhelming grace. II.I feel the stir, a hidden, vibrant force,The universe converging in one point.My body yields, charting a brand new course,Each cell…

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Becoming

I.The hospital lights blurred.Then your cry.And everything shifted.The old me, scattered like dust,Reformed into this new shape:Mother. II.Sleepless nights tasted like coffee and pure instinct.Your tiny grip, surprisingly strong.Suddenly, priorities rearranged themselves,Like furniture in a new home.Every worry, every joy,Amplified. III.I watch you explore, stumble, laugh.And I see myself, but…

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A Mother's Bloom

When first the spark of life within me grew,My former self began a gentle fade,A tender seed, beneath a sky so new,For future’s promise, silently was made.No longer just my own, the breath I drew,But intertwined with one I’d soon embrace,A sacred trust, both vibrant and so true,Reflected in a tiny, perfect face.My heart’s deep chambers opened, wide and free,To house a love that banished all my…

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My Guiding Star

I.The world shifted the moment you arrived,A tiny hand, a destiny contrived.Love I had felt, but nothing quite like this,A sacred bond, sealed with a whispered kiss.My purpose clear, a path I hadn’t seen,You painted life in shades of vivid green. II.Through early hours, and days that felt so long,I learned the rhythm of your tiny song.Each milestone reached, a triumph we both shared,A testament…

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The Sacred Trust of Motherhood

I.When first thou didst unto my arms descend,A tender soul, on heaven’s grace to tend,My heart did swell with love I’d never known,A sacred seed, by purest essence sown.Each fleeting breath, a promise whispered low,To guard thy path, where gentle breezes blow. II.The sleepless nights, a vigil I embrace,To watch thy slumber, with a mother’s grace.No sacrifice too grand, no burden deep,Whilst in…

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New Ground

I.That old life? It’s a closed book now.Not slammed shut, just gently laid aside.The weight is gone.The old familiar ache, a ghost in the corners,But fading.I walk lighter, somehow. II.There’s a new rhythm in my steps.A different kind of air in my lungs.I’ve stripped down to the core,Unlearning old patterns, breaking chains I didn’t even see.It’s messy, sometimes.But it’s real. III.The future…

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Turning the Page

I.The dust settles on a life I used to know,A quiet farewell, a gentle, letting go.No longer anchored to the past’s strong pull,My spirit now feels vibrant, fresh, and full.The echoes fade, the old familiar pain,Washed clean by hope, like sunlight after rain. II.I’ve shed the skin of who I was before,And found a strength I hadn’t known to store.Each morning dawns, a canvas painted new,With…

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The Dawning of a Second Reign

I.No longer bound by what hath been before,My weary soul doth seek a newer shore.The chains of old, by freedom’s hand are rent,And to a fresh, bold journey I am sent.Let shadows wane, and ancient sorrows cease,For in this choice, I find profoundest peace. II.From dust of days, a vibrant path unfolds,As courage bright, a future now beholds.No backward glance, no lingering regret,A stronger…

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A Bridge Too Far

I.I trace the lines of what we could have been,A phantom future, playing on my screen.The laughter shared, the moments we both missed,Sealed with a silent, an unspoken kiss.Your name still echoes in a hollow room,Lost to the fading light, consumed by gloom. II.The timing failed us, like a faulty clock,Our story stranded on a lonely rock.I see you now, a picture in my mind,A love left solely to…

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The Echo of What Might Have Been

I.Ah, thou dear ghost of what my heart once sought,Through fleeting seasons, still thy presence’s wrought.A love unwoken, a tale left untold,Now but an ember in the ashes cold.How oft I wander, lost in memory’s haze,Recalling warmth from long-forgotten days. II.My soul doth ache for words I could not speak,When dawn’s first light touched thy most gentle cheek.The moment passed, like mist before…

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