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i can't stop thinking of rose

and roxy

and sollux

and dirk

and bro

... and rosanne

#am i so sex starved

bad decisions are bad

#mildly flirtinf with yoir brotjer unintentionally and giving yourself an erection is bad

im painfully alone

#i sort of make it that way #i jusy recede into myself

delhux

If you dont care about me please dont ever pretend you do

healingsoft-deactivated20241218

45 // callmekarizma

#aesthetic;#gif;#him;

xprettywhenyoucryx

#aesthetic;#gif;

no dont die p lease i love y-you so much you're so-so im portant to m-me... please no oh my g-od

#everything hurts

dadd y

#chokes

i feel like a flimsy dandelion in a world of roses

im infinitely less annoying in person i swear

I honestly have no idea what my relationships are.

#Maybe I should talk to Dirk or some #outside source...#Now Roxy too...#but I'm pretty sure she wants to be like.#Friends with casual sex???#I don't even know.#I'm such a fucking mess.

f uck

#im having another breakdown #it was bad enough to like #be intimate with someone so young but like #here i am #all like #old and shit

thinking about her age makes me feel so fucking gross i mean its not like it isn’t 100% consensual but in the scope of fucking dirk’s age???

god

but how many of us of me get ‘down’ with their younger brothers??

its not as if ive never thought of--

mmmnghnh

i think i love her like the earth craves the sun from the warmth of her presence to the melting of my heart and the respect and admiration of something so powerful, beautiful, strange, unique, and seemingly everlasting that perhaps it would be nearly impossible to sustain myself without her alluring gaze upon my undergrowth the days could not last without her intelligence the mornings without her beauty she steals without regret and knows so that my lungs end up gasping and empty because there is not a moment that i do not wonder or wander to thoughts of her eyes, smiles, and soft stories her hips in my chair or perhaps at my waist with fine fingertips clutching a glass of campaign and to chase madness in the form of eccentrics that form in the vessel that is me is preposterous and unbelievable and completely and utterly the very most thing that i crave daily perhaps even my own blessing

fuck

#her;

thoughts-at4am

It may not always seem like it, but I’m here for you. I promise.

4:21a.m. (via thoughts-at4am)

#prince;

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand

i’m still a shitty brother glad that hasn’t changed

#i would hate for the very fabric of my being to have been changed by my absence

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