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medele

3 tips that can change your life:

Never reply when you are angry.

Never make a promise when you are happy.

Never make a decision when you are sad.

Me: All you have to do is not eat

Me: *opens fridge*

32-kgs

if youre reading this i am so sorry that youre following me bc that means youre probably going through the same thing i am and i hope you all can find peace in your lives and beat your illness, disorder, sadness

thoughtkick

“Despite how open, peaceful, and loving you attempt to be, people can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves.”

— Matt Kahn

zerofjn

i have a lot of problems but having a fast metabolism could solve like, at least half of them.

monsters-and-mental-illness

Me

cottaegecore

you are not a machine. you are more like a garden. you need different things on different days. a little sun today, a little less water tomorrow. you have fallow and fruitful seasons. it is not a design flaw. it is wiser than perpetual sameness. what does your garden need today?

If someone would just let me sleep all the time, I'd never be tempted to eat!

myfinalform-kaz

Something people don’t seem to understand about eating disorders

It consumes your whole life. There is no ‘eating disorder’ section of your day, it is all day every day. It’s not like “oh! This is my school life, this is my home life, this is where I manage time for my ed”. Your hobbies can be completely taken over, I spend my free time watching shows about food, I write about food, I paint thinspo, I walk my dog to burn calories not because I like walking my dog. No part of me is not a part of my eating disorder. Nothing I do isn’t disordered behavior. Everything is about food, everything is about weight, everything is about my ed

caffeinatedopossum

This is why I have never ever regretted a recovery attempt (there have been A LOT) size and shape are temporary but the years I wasted doing nothing but hurt, I can’t get back. I will always hurt but as long as it’s not my whole day, every day, I’m okay with that. “Quasi- recovery” my ass, better is better and it’s not going to be perfect. You will never be prepared or know what you’re doing when you recover, the best thing you can do sometimes is ask for help.

This also goes for the people who are being asked to support someone struggling, don’t expect them to be perfect or the process to be immediate and painless. Just be there, be something consistent in their life.

dirtychaied

Accurate af

20012001

I forgot how ritualistic I get when I'm elbow deep in this...

My days go by so much faster, because I keep busy trying to avoid eating...

Then after I eat I keep busy by trying to burn off everything I just ate...

shesin2deep

there are two types of people with ed's: the ones who like not pooping because they know it means they're not eating enough, or the ones who love pooping because it makes them lighter