A Rough Throat Fuck
I don’t like rough sex but I love it.
I was lying on my back, my head tipped over the side of the bed. He was going to fuck my mouth that way and feel his cock slide into my throat, one straight shot, a tight and wet hole on my face for him to enjoy.
I’m a blow job girl. Most of the time, I can’t get enough. I love pleasing, the moans, the shaking legs. I love the spit and the gagging. I love the noises. Dear sweet jeebus do I love the noises.
In blow jobs, I feel like I have control. This time. however, I had none. He’d pinned my hands and thrust into my throat hard and deep. I wasn’t controlling entry. He was.
I panicked.
“Take it,” he said, twisting my nipples painfully. I gagged and retched as his cock invaded me, took from me.
That’s when I freaked. The. Fuck. Out.
I kicked my legs and started moaning. Tears flowed from my eyes. I was done, I tell you. DONE.
He let me up, softening his face as I turned my head and coughed up a storm into the sleeve of my jacket. I sucked back spit and snot. My face was a gooey mess.
Done. I’m so done. I’m so fucking PISSED. Fuck that guy. Fuck him. I don’t need this shit. Fuck this.
He laid back and invited me into his arms. The choice to cuddle your tormenter is a strange one but there I was, curled in his arms while he gentry stroked my head this time. No more tugging my hair to pain. This time, gentleness. He started talking about normal things and soon enough I calmed.
I was high as fuck. I soared. In that moment, hearing him tell me stories about an old college buddy while his cock softened, my head spun with the endorphin rush. I had spaced out but was now calming.
He asked if I wanted more. I said yes. He rolled me over on my stomach, hiked up my skirt, and let his hands began trailing down my ass again.
Fact is, this guy is the scariest guy I’ve ever fucked. But I wanted that. I want to be afraid of his every move, afraid of each touch.
Fact is, I’m not sure I would have asked for this kind of sex. I thought I wanted it. Then I got it. Every time I do, I’m a scared, spit-faced mess, a ball of tears, a mixed bag of emotion.
Yet every time I have it, I soar with an unimaginable high that has me floating on clouds the rest off the day and makes for good jerk-off fodder for a long, long time.
So, you see, I don’t like rough sex, but I love it.












