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Sometimes we feel like shit, and we can’t beet that feeling. All we can do for now is document these moments, and sip our coffee. They too shall pass. They like the other pieces of the puzzle are a part of the medium sized picture. A rather insignificant image.

mm, manners come before personality.

#they have.#and they will.#~#I think I have died; I think I am no longer the person I used to be.#and that is depressing.#If empathizing means experiencing the exact exeprience that makes youfeel like you've died inside; then maybe I'd rather not empathize.#I'd rather have other experiences.#If only there was a respite to this. A srersolution.#An ending that didn't end in disaster.#It would be okay.#But when things go bad nothing but troubel follows.

I am glad everyone’s world is moving forward, and everything is going well for them. I’ve been left behind, because the stress was too much for me to cope with. But unavoidable things keep happening, and my world is going dark.

And I don’t know if I will survive it.

#for the 100th time things go wrong in my life.#but this time it feels worse.#~

Why does everyone have their life together.?

What is wrong with me?

#it's been some time and I've decayed.#I still haven't gotten out.#I know I should still keep hope.#but sometimes I get sad.#~

this timeline is fractured.

#forgiving yourself so you can move on; it's the only way.#??but is that the only reason you forgive yourself. because you did something wrong. was it wrong?#I don't know; I'm watching my wording; and it sounds bad; I know; but it proves or would prove that your love for yourself is conditional.#<I only love you when you don't do this.> shoudln't . . . shouldn't it stay the same all the way.#all the way through.~

I don’t know what happened to me, I’m losing myself.

I think if you want parents to have a good relationship with their kids, they need to not grow up. :joke idea.

I’m gonna die alone.

it’s very easy not to pass on your childhood trauma to your kids.

watch me die.