digital diary

My name is ariana. I’m 29 y/o, so mdni/dnf!! Used to be @zoroslefteye .𖥔 ݁ ˖🪐.𖥔 ݁ ˖ .

[jetix]

Hello Kitty Spiny Lobster plush 2002

[meanbuddhist]

i guess i will have to save myself

[jetix]

2014-06-16

[lightlimes-deactivated20180921]

pictures where the sea and sky are no longer distinguishable

[bsicuit]

クラシックショコラ

[discardedletter]

help i’ve gotten stuck in a loop of failing and re starting for the past six months

[kawaiidesu]

[rn-deliabusby]

flickr

[sirenita00]

[jetix]

2022-08-15

[cosmiic]

[softwaring]

[cinnamonsugarnspice]

My life improved so much when I started forcing myself to do things: forcing myself to exercise, to cook from scratch; forcing myself to go to the movies or to museums alone, to wear that really cute outfit just to run errands; forcing myself to read a book, to strike up a conversation with a stranger, to ask for a raise.

Once you begin forcing yourself to do the things that you had been too scared or too lazy to do, you feel a sense of accomplishment that gives you momentum to do even more. It gets easier to get out of your comfort zone & to do hard things.

[neshamama]

i convince myself through conversations with my cat, as it can feel gentler than saying i'm "forcing" myself to do something i don't want to do. because ultimately, the healthy choice will be worth it. so i will turn to my cat and say, "should i get up now? head to the gym? do the laundry? wash the dishes? take meds? go to therapy? call the doctor?" and we go back and forth and i imagine she's reminding me why i do want to take care of myself and make my life better. now i look at my cat and we both just know.

[sprint95]

nanterre

[imanbenerrabeh]

at the library in the summer <3

[webhoards]

[discardedletter]

i think i’ve finally stopped enjoying drinking alcohol

i’ve been a social drinker, but lately i just haven’t wanted to feel “buzzed” when i’m in public or w other people around. it isn’t fun anymore

huh