the tower;

[discdemon]

              THE TOWER;

           ♱      ) ︵︵  commonly interpreted as meaning danger, crisis, destruction, and liberation … it is associated with sudden unforseen change …

︵︵ 18+ // dead dove content )  an exploration of trauma, destroyed psyche, brainwashing, programming, self destruction, losing it all, hallucinations

c!tommy indie rp blog; emphasis on dark topics & pogtopia & exile           ran by carrie (she/he) // extra blog for @file-fnd           # semi-active // # prompts

[snow-flakeee]

tommy doodles :>

[discdemon]

@wctchers     ♱      )

    ♱      )     trying to make conversation and then keep it going had never been tommy's strong suit. he was always better at talking AT people rather than with them. easily bored with topics and switching, or running off to talk to someone else if he didn't feel satisfied but, ever since he had started hiding out at technoblade's place, having finally fled exile, he had been a lot quieter. a part of him had been programmed to talk less, to simply sit and listen and do what he's told and that was the case here. dream had enjoyed when tommy had asked him about himself back then, and it stopped him from hurting him, so the lesson was learnt.

"it's still massive. do you get them back worse?" he tries to think of his own scars and if any of them looked as bad as half of techno's.

[avephelis]

theseus and theodicies

[wctchers]

💫It was only hard to patch yourself up if you didn't have practice, or know how to do so... or didn't have a second set of arms. Albeit xem didn't usually show off that little tidbit. Preferring to appear more 'human', although they still had notable features that made it clear they weren't human. Their tail swished behind them as Tommy spoke up, their gaze flickering to them before snorting and focusing on the path; hands shoved in their pockets.

"Whatever you need to tell yourself, Tommy."

Despite their deadpan tone, it... had been awhile since they had last spoken.

[discdemon]

    ♱      )     tommy's tail subconsciously mimic's the other's flick before settling back to be dragged in the dirt behind his steps. before the blonde scoffs and rolls his eyes. it's hard to not take the dismissive tone rather personally. hands (even the bloody one from gripping the torn stitches) quickly shoved into his pants pockets as if a scolded child.

"it's fine if you dont want to use your supplies on me. just say so and i'll fuck off." he can't help the frustration in his voice. if purpled didn't want to hang out with him, xe should just fucking say so. tommy was so sick of dancing around peoples words and trying to figure them out.

"it'll heal by its self fine."

[beckyblah]

The tower

[discdemon]

@dcathbook     ♱      )

    ♱      )     tommy's fingers gripped his shoulder where the blood had started to run down his arm again, the brown stain on his sleeve slowly soaking in the red again, as fresh as when the wound was first made. cussing in frustration. fucking hell. he always seemed to be fucking bleeding or bruised or broken in some way the last few months. maybe he was just a clumsy dipshit.

quickly following after purpled, he was glad to have xir company for once so that he could have some help patching up. trying to sew yourself shut, as good as he had gotten at it, was always a struggle. "bet you're glad you're spendin time with me, huh? never know what's gonna happen!" tommy teases.

[thefishywizard]

exile rpg? (btw mspaint is SOO fun to draw with)

[thedragonsprompts]

various things spoken in an adventuring party pt.3

a little assortment of quotes and sayings i've found doom scrolling through pinterest that i think an adventuring party would say during their never ending perilous adventures . please do not copy/repost or add to this list, thank you!

Affectionate ❛ how terrible it is to love something that death can touch  ❜ ❛ i never craved attention until i tasted yours  ❜ ❛ i don’t want to have the world’s attention. Yours is enough.  ❜ ❛ you cant just touch my soul and leave  ❜ ❛ your hands are scarred from murder, and yet I trust them completely  ❜

Questions ❛ you seem somewhat familiar. have i threatened you before?  ❜ ❛ why am I so fascinated by you?  ❜ ❛ you risked so much for me. why would you do such a thing?  ❜ ❛ it’s time you start talking! what did you do?!  ❜ ❛ do you really think they were a tender flower you could trample upon?  ❜

Banter ❛ i just like to argue with you cause it’s funny.  ❜ ❛ unfortunately for everyone, i will keep doing whatever i want.  ❜ ❛ i think god is gonna have to kill me twice.  ❜ ❛ the next time i open up to someone is my autopsy  ❜ ❛ you walk a fine line between beautifully macabre and uncharacteristically psychotic, you know that?  ❜

Tragedy ❛ i thought we’d have more time  ❜ ❛ if i disappear, will you look for me?  ❜ ❛ let us live, since we must die  ❜ ❛ i cant live in a world where you dont exist  ❜ ❛ i talk to the gods, but the sky is empty.  ❜

Fierce ❛ do not forget what i am.  ❜ ❛ this destruction will be your rebirth.  ❜ ❛ you are filled with poison but blessed with beauty and rage  ❜ ❛ when you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives  ❜ ❛ you have no power over me.  ❜

Antagonistic ❛ leave them at the bottom of the grave they dug for you.  ❜ ❛ and you call me a monster  ❜ ❛ being against evil doesn’t make you good.  ❜ ❛ so, tell me little one, do you want to punish those that have wronged you?  ❜ ❛ i’m the friendliest evil person you will ever meet. ❜

BONUS

FROM THE HERO TO THE VILLAIN ❛ running doesn’t matter. I’ll hunt you down if i have to  ❜ ❛ no one wearing a crown comes in the name of peace  ❜ ❛ our bones are stained with sin, scorched from fire, broken by betrayal, soaked with blood, and yet we still keep fighting!  ❜ ❛ you want to kill me? fine. get in line.  ❜

FROM THE VILLAIN TO THE HERO ❛ i’ve met scarecrows with more spine than you  ❜ ❛ can you hear the screams of the people? can you hear them serenading me as i ascend? their pain is my pleasure in the heavens. they worship me with their grief. and now so will you.  ❜ ❛ if bravery had a face, it certainly wouldn’t look like yours  ❜ ❛ my power knows no bounds, and your efforts to defy me are like whispers lost in a hurricane  ❜ ❛ oh, look at you, attempting greatness! pity it’s just an attempt.  ❜

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑨𝑪𝑹𝑰𝑭𝑰𝑪𝑬𝑺 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

GENERAL ❛  run! i'll hold them off for as long as i can.  ❜ ❛  i can buy you some time. go, now!  ❜ ❛  i cause this, and i'll be the one to fix it. no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  it's the only way!  ❜ ❛  no matter what it takes, i won't let anything happen to you.  ❜ ❛  i need to make this right. this is my only chance.  ❜ ❛  i'll go through this so we have a chance. it's a risk worth taking.  ❜ ❛  you're more important than me. so let me do this to save you.  ❜ ❛  putting your needs ahead of mine is the only way i know.  ❜ ❛  can't you see i'm trying to save you?  ❜ ❛  i'll promise to keep you safe for as long as i can.  ❜ ❛  you know i'd jump in front of a bullet for you, right?  ❜ ❛  there are some people worth dying for ...  ❜ ❛  i trusted you with everything, and this is how you repay me?  ❜ ❛  i promise, i'm gonna do everything in my power to protect you.  ❜ ❛  i'm willing to do whatever it takes to prove my worth to you.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to sacrifice yourself for me. we're in this together.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you want to give up your only chance at freedom?  ❜ ❛  go! i'm not sure how much longer i can hold on ...  ❜ ❛  forget about me and save yourself. please.  ❜

LOVE / RELATIONSHIPS ❛  i love you, but you deserve better than what i can offer.  ❜ ❛  your happiness means more to me than my own.  ❜ ❛  i have to let you go, even if it breaks my heart.  ❜ ❛  i'll support your dreams, even if it means letting go of mine.  ❜ ❛  if this is truly what you need, i'll go.  ❜ ❛  you're worth waiting for. no matter how long it takes until you come back.  ❜ ❛  this is going against everything i stand for, but i'll do it for you.  ❜ ❛  you will always have my unwavering support.  ❜ ❛  your smile is worth the sacrifices i'm willing to make.  ❜ ❛  sometimes, there are more important things than me. you, for example.  ❜ ❛  i will always love you, but we're not good for one another. so i'm letting you go.  ❜ ❛  you deserve to find happiness with someone who isn't as destructive as me.  ❜ ❛  you will always be my first choice, but i know i'll never be yours, and that's okay.  ❜ ❛  no matter what happens, you will always hold a special place in my heart.  ❜ ❛  i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make you smile again.  ❜ ❛  you make me wanna be better. you make me wanna be good.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to sacrifice your dreams just to fulfill mine.  ❜ ❛  if you don't want to be with me anymore, just say so and go.  ❜ ❛  i won't let you make any more decisions for me!  ❜ ❛  remember, i'm doing this because i love you.  ❜