Today I’ve decided that If I’m unhappy with my environment, I just have to get up and do the damn thing.
I’ve forgotten how independent I really am. I take care of my damn self. Nobody else is gonna do it for me.
When it comes to others, Expectations lead to disappointment. So if I just don’t have expectations, then I can’t be disappointed.
I’ve lost that motivation and drive to take care of myself. I can bame it on the drugs, the depression. Whatever.
I need to go back to the mentality of “I’m gonna do what I need to do, and if you want to come with me then keep up.”















