PARA: Jealousy | Seblaine
Blaine’s mind was clouding with flashes of hidden memories that hadn’t seen the light of days since his therapist had taught him how to block them. A crease formed between his eyebrows as he concentrated on getting his breathing under control. Was he hyperventilating? Was he having a panic attack? He didn’t understand what was going on with him. His cheerful facade was slowly cracking and he felt himself crumbling under Sebastian’s concerned gaze, all thoughts of keeping himself together for the other boy’s sake flying right out of his head.
And then Sebastian stepped into his space again, crowding him against the wall, and brought his hand up to hold Blaine’s cheek. His heart beat was strong, pounding in his ears and a tear spilled over, rolled down his cheek where Sebastian wiped it away. Blaine melted into the gentle touch, eyes slipping shut at the compliment. His body shook slightly, Sebastian’s kind words playing over and over in his head. He inhaled deeply as the other boy continued talking, whispering, allowing himself to just revel in the praise for a moment, disregarding any fear of seeming weak or insecure.
His body stiffened slightly when Sebastian moved closer and his eyes shot open, seeing the boy’s face leaning in, gaze directed at his mouth. His breath caught in his throat as their lips touched, eyelids fluttering shut once more. Sebastian’s lips were soft and warm as they moved against Blaine’s. He pressed back against them, bringing his hands up to grip at Sebastian’s waist and pull the rest of his body closer to his.
Sebastian groaned softly against Blaine’s lips as he felt the other boy pulling him closer. Memories of his last boyfriend were threatening to ruin the moment--all of the painful nights he’d spent crying and breaking things, the so-called “friends” that outed him to his family, so he tried his best to ignore it as he wrapped his arms around Blaine’s neck, pushing him up against the wall.
He didn’t want the kiss to end. It was hot and exciting and Sebastian couldn’t even hear the ridiculous cheesy Disney music or the sounds of people walking around--it was just him and Blaine in their own bubble. But he needed some air at some point.
So he barely pulled back with a grin slowly appearing on his face as he took in the other boy’s appearance. “Are you even aware how hot you are, Anderson?” he said, his voice down to a rather rasped whisper. He lightly traced a finger across Blaine’s bottom lip before he had his hand resting on the boy’s chest.
“You feeling okay?” he asked softly, genuine concern in his voice this time. He noticed that Blaine was struggling to keep it together before the kiss, so he wanted to know if he was all right, because if he just kissed him again, he wouldn’t be able to stop.
