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17 • He/him I only exist on the internet INTP 5w6

[disorganized-heretic]

MEET ME :3

Refer to me as whatever related to my username or Evigheden or Evi(those are preferred aliases, not names as i'm having an identity crisis)

i like silly games, blood, stupid humor and acting like i'm smart.

I'm autistic, mentally ill and english is not my first language. I can and will sound like an illiterate weirdo. I am not sorry for that.

I'm also a yumeshipper and kinda nonhuman due to severe dissociation

TRIGGER/CONTENT WARNING:

Suggestive content, paranoia, suicidal thoughts, dissociation, anxiety, possible delusions, mentions of intrusive thoughts, s/h, etc.

DNI:

- Basic DNI criteria: https://dni-criteria.carrd.co

- Under 13 years old. I post and reblog suggestive/disturbing things sometimes, i swear a lot and won't change anything about that.

- Radqueer

- Any type of radfem

- Transmed/truscum

- Pro genAI

- Anti- kin/furries/self diagnosis/age regression/pet regression/etc.

I block freely.

Extra info:

I am masculine aligned and pan oriented aroallo. Thats all.

My identity is a bit too complex to opt for just one or two labels. I'm also an artist and overall a creative person, i really love creating stuff :D

I like Jack Stauber, Metric, Pastel Ghost, Cocteau Twins, Videoclub, Graham Kartna, Mr. Kitty, Cathedral Bells, Twin Tribes, Sisters of Mercy | Skyrim, Wobbledogs, Cult of the lamb, Project Zomboid, TS4, My Singing Monsters, Spore, Gunsaw, Casualties Unknown

Sideblogs:

my art blog where i post more drawings than here: @wrwolfdrawimgs

Hashtags:

#chewing bones - just my posts

#pawing at the phone - reblogs that are somehow important to me

#scribbles - my drawimgs

last edit (dd.mm.yyyy): 10.07.2026

[disorganized-heretic]

no idea why i discarded this way to depict myself. i guess i kinda forgor about it existing, but imo this can be a nice way to show that the thing i'm drawing is me, nicholas the drawer(pun intended)📦 not nicholas the OC

[disorganized-heretic]

blah...

[alekarus-closet]

I started drawing a draft for a "Make Your Own Deltarune Vessel" picrew and it has quickly spun out of control

So here's some of what I've got rn

[disorganized-heretic]

me texting im ok knowing damn well i relapsed about two hours ago

[disorganized-heretic]

erm that explains nothing

[skyedoms-seals]

[s0fich]

[s0fich]

happy in his blankeyy

[the-lizard-of-approval]

The Lizard approves this seal comfy in his blankie!

[disorganized-heretic]

rain world is so PEAK

and apparently traumatizing

i literally have to stop to process shit whenever my slugcat gets brutally killed

[disorganized-heretic]

no idea why i discarded this way to depict myself. i guess i kinda forgor about it existing, but imo this can be a nice way to show that the thing i'm drawing is me, nicholas the drawer(pun intended)📦 not nicholas the OC

[disorganized-heretic]

help i want to be a big dog lying down in the shadow on a sunny day like i'm the ultimate symbol of relaxation

[disorganized-heretic]

i be collecting those pupgender microlabels like pebbles on the road

[disorganized-heretic]

how i look at the teacher when i come to school and don't change my shoes after feeling jolly and running around in the dirt

[disorganized-heretic]

sometimes therapy is making a game in scratch while crying about your mom being unable to take even the slightest criticism causing you to become a massive unfunny boring loser

[snailkites]

2007 eBird gem

[disorganized-heretic]

do they hate me or do they just not know how to fucking TALK

i miss being alone at home so much fucking god please let me rot in peace without having to constantly question if my bedrotting is making someone uncomfortable

holy shit i hate humans so much sometimes |:^/

[disorganized-heretic]

ah nvm my sibs back im okay again

[disorganized-heretic]

do they hate me or do they just not know how to fucking TALK

i miss being alone at home so much fucking god please let me rot in peace without having to constantly question if my bedrotting is making someone uncomfortable

holy shit i hate humans so much sometimes |:^/

[temporalreverie]

anyone have that picture with the 100 pool toy baltos. Its like a modern terracotta army

[temporalreverie]

THEY SHALL PROTECT MY MAUSOLEUM